•Friday, January 31st, 2020•

Kyanna's Point Of View:

I woke up cuddled into Felissa and I snuggled closer into her.

"Good morning babygirl." Felissa says in a soft voice and tilts my head up and kisses me and I kiss back softly.

We just laid in bed for a little bit while kissing and cuddling.

After about twenty minutes of doing that, Felissa and I finally get up and begin our day.

I stretch out my body being a little sore after last night's rehearsal at Angie's house.

"You okay?" Felissa asks me.

"Yeah, rehearsal just kicked my ass last night" I say and giggle causing Felissa to laugh softly.

"Alright Princess, I'm driving you home right?" Felissa asks and I nod.

"Welp, let's go then." Felissa says and shows me her car keys.

I roll my eyes playfully and I say bye to her parents and her sister before we left and got in Felissa's car.

"Babe, do you think I should try talking to Angie again? Or should I wait?" I ask Felissa as we drive.

"Personally, I'd say wait, because I don't want her to snap at you." Felissa says.

I nod understandingly and say "I know, but when you know something is wrong with someone, don't you just want to help them?" I ask her.

"Yes, but if you keep trying to get something out of her, she might end up doing something she might regret. Just give her some time to cool off you know?" She asks.

"Camille told me something similar last night" I say with a soft chuckle.

"See, that's my point, you have to wait, okay babe?" Felissa asks.

"Okay, I'll wait love" I respond as we pull up to my house.

"I'll see you later" Felissa says.

"See ya later babe." I respond and we kiss lovingly and with a little bit of passion.

We wave bye to each other and then I walk inside my house.

Once I walk inside I see my family sitting on the couch watching Dance Moms on the Lifetime app.

"Hey K, breakfast is on the table." McKenna says.

"Hey guys, and thanks" I say and get myself some chocolate chip pancakes and a bowl of fruit salad.

I sat at the end of the couch and ate my food while watching Dance Moms with the rest of my family.

I took my phone out of my pocket and and recorded my breakfast and the tv playing Kalani learning a solo for my Instagram story and then I posted it with the caption.

Flashback Friday with some good breakfast and good old dancemomstv episodes. Also, peep my girl Lani, miss you cuzzo kalanihilliker ❤💃🥺

About twenty minutes or so later, I had just finished washing the dishes and my phone vibrated in my hand and I looked at it and saw an Instagram DM from Kalani.

kalanihilliker

Awe, little lani 🥺. I also miss you more we need to meet up soon ❤

me

We definitely should, you in Cali?

kalanihilliker

Yup

me

Alrighty, then you should definitely come to Next Kidz performance tonight.

kalanihilliker

Omg! Ofc! Where's it at?

me

It's in Sacramento at The Great Studios 916 the rest of Next Kidz and I are preforming their for their showcase at about 9:30.

kalanihilliker

Count me in, I will so be there!!

kalanihilliker

I can't wait to see you bubba 🥺❤

me

Yay!! I also can't wait to see you either bubs ❤

After texting with Kalani for about another hour or so and then being on facetime with her and her best friend Chloe Lukasiak for about another two hours, I saw that it was about five pm, so I decided to take a nap so I could be energized for the performance.

•Two Hours Later•

I woke up from my two hour nap and saw that it was seven o'clock.

I decided that now was a good time to get ready, so I took a shower and got dressed in the my outfit for tonight's performance.

Everyone was color coordinating in orange, lime green and dark blue, and I love the outfit I chose for me 👇.

Felissa and I had also decided to subtly match tonight, so she is going to wear an orange snap back and I'm going to wear an orange beanie.

To us, that's simple, but cute, and we like it that way.

I left my hair down but put hairspray so the little frizzies I had in my hair would stay down.

I then put the beanie back on and took a selfie of myself and posted on my story.

I captioned it "Beanie Baby 🥺💚"

I then uploaded it to my story and got a few DMs from Felissa.

felissaashley

My beanie baby 🥺💚

felissaashley

HOW ARE YOU SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL? 🥺😍

felissaashley

L I K E

W O A H

💚💚💚

Kyanna

Awe bby, you're so cute 🥰🥰🥰

Felissa and I sent DMs back and forth for a little bit and then I fixed my frizzies with hairspray.

Then texted Felissa that I was ready for her to pick me up.

She replied with thumbs up emoji and by that point I had charged my phone, thankfully it was already semi high because I charged it when I took a nap, so it was at about fifty - six percent.

I let it charge while I watched On My Block.

Then about twenty minutes later someone calls me

"Hey princess, I'm on my way to come get you." Felissa says.

"Okay, just text me when you pull up babe." I respond to her.

"Alright, bye honey" Felissa says cuaisng us to giggle.

"Bye darling." I say as we laugh and hang up.

About a half hour later, Felissa had texted me letting me know that she was here.

I replied with a quick okay and then triple checked my small backpack and marked off everything that I had.

"Phone? Check. Charger? Check. Water? Check." I read off, okay, now I am ready to go.

I say bye and I love to my whole family, and I hear it back, before I go outside and get in Felissa's car.

"Hey princess, you look gorgeous." Felissa says as she looks me up and down and winks.

I playfully roll my eyes and sit in the passenger's seat, closing the door and then kissing Felissa and she instantly kisses back.

We pull back a few minutes later and I buckle up and we drive off to pick up Aniyah and Kaitlin.

Once we get to Aniyah's house, the cute couple walks out the front door hand in hand making me awe.

I make an "awe" face and place a hand on my heart as I see Aniyah open the door for Kaitlin and she thanks her with kiss to Aniyah's cheek before getting in behind Felissa's seat and Aniyah gets in behind my seat.

"Bruva!" Felissa calls out to Aniyah and they dap each other up.

"Sista!" I call out to Kaitlin and we do our handshake before making everyone laugh.

"Where's Angie?" Aniyah asks.

"She decided last minute to ride in Ricky's car with him, Nicole, and Naomi, and Sada, and Camille rode together." Felissa explains.

I roll my eyes annoyed and Aniyah looks over at me.

"You good?" She asks me.

I shrug and say "At this point, I don't even know, because Angie might be mad at me, but I have no idea why and she will not talk to me." I tell Aniyah and Kaitlin.

"Awe, I'm sorry Anna Banana, maybe talk to her after our performance?" Kaitlin suggests.

"I was going to do that anyway, but thanks for the suggestion Kaye" I say causing everyone to laugh as we begin driving.

When we were driving on the way to Sacramento, everyone got a chance to plug their phone into the aux.

When it was my turn I plugged my phone in and played Got You On My Mind by NF and at first just listened to the beat.

I then softly started singing along with the song when it started.

I got lost in my own little world of singing because I had closed my eyes and started singing in my normal singing voice and kept singing until the song was over.

When I was finished, I opened my eyes and saw that Felissa's jaw had dropped and she kept looking between the road and me.

"That's not safe." I tease and gently push her head back to watching the road.

She laughs softly and then says "Ky, you have a killer voice." She compliments causing me to blush hard.

"Awe stop it" I say and look down kind of embarrassed.

"No Kyanna, Felissa is right." Aniyah says with a surprised smile.

"Sing again!" Kaitlin cheers.

"Sing! Sing! Sing!" All three cheer.

I end up singing All I Want by Olivia Rodrigo

While singing, I was switching between guy and girl while talking about this "perfect" relationship.

"Now, all I want is love that lasts. Is all I want to much to ask? Is there something wrong with meeeee?" I sang with a lot of emotion.

"Now all I want is a good girl. Are my expectations far to high? Try my best, what can I say? But all I have is myself at the end of the day. And all I want is for that to be okay" I finish off.

Then Aniyah and Kaitlin clap and Felissa claps the steering wheel causing everyone else in the car to laugh.

We got to the venue at about nine - fifteen pm and we walked to the back and I saw the other five members of Next Kidz.

We end up preforming the dance and I smile when I see Kalani in the audience with her mom Kira.

Once we finished our dance we swag walked off stage and once we got backstage, I ran over to Felissa.

"You did amazing Lissa!" I say in excitement.

"You did amazing too babygirl" Felissa says and then kisses me and I kiss back.

"Oh my God!!" Sada calls out and Felissa and I jump back to see everyone looking at us.

"When did this happen? Did I miss something?" Ricky asks while scratching the side of his head.

I giggle and Felissa hugs me from behind and holds me.

I smile and blush but before I was about to explain Angie walked right past us and she definitely looked upset.

"Ang...." I go over to her but she puts her hand up, stopping me.

"Don't, I just need some air." Angie says and walks outside.

I sigh and look down and feel a hand get placed on my shoulder.

I look over and see Nicole.

"Don't stress it K, maybe she's not even mad at you." She suggests.

I nod understandingly and smile softly, and thankfully Nicole's comment gave me a little bit of hope.

"Hey Kyanna, someone's here to see you!" Sada calls out.

I look over and smile wide when I see Kalani.

"Lani!!" I yell and run to her.

"Kiki!" She yells and runs to me.

We meet in the middle and hug each other tightly.

"You did amazing tonight Ky!!" Kalani says with a wide smile.

"Awe thanks!!" I reply with a smile.

"You all did, that was so epic!!" Kalani compliments.

"Awe! How sweet, thank you!" Sada says with a smile.

We spent about another hour at studio's showcase, and when it was over, we all packed up and left.

I took a little bit longer saying goodbye to Kalani and Kira.

"Good job honey, I love you." Kira says and smiles as she hugs me and I hug back.

"Good job K, I love you so much bubby" Kalani says, while smiling and hugs me and I hug her back.

I then go outside and smile when I see Felissa, Naomi and Angie, knowing that they waited for me.

Us four walk to the car. Felissa and Naomi sat in the front and Angie and I sat in the back.

Thankfully, Naomi knew my plan, so she was on board with helping me.

I saw Angie roll her eyes and she sat down as far away from as she possibly could.

"Okay, now that the performance is over. What's wrong?" I asked Angie while looking directly at her.

".......Nothing." Angie says, and the wait before she said something was to long for my liking.

"So now I know it's something." I tell Angie.

"Okay. It's you!" Angie all of a sudden snaps.

I jumped a little in shock because Angie has never snapped at me.

"What did I do?" I asked.

"It's more like what didn't you do" Angie says with sass.

I scoff "Angie -."

"Angelina to you." Angie deadpans.

I roll my eyes and run a hand threw my hair.

"Okay, Angelina, what's wrong?" I ask getting very frustrated with Angie right now.

"You don't tell me things! I'm so out of the loop with you!" Angie yells.

"Angelina, I can have a life, and it doesn't always involve you." I say.

"I understand that but you don't tell me anything anymore." Angie argues.

"Like what? What didn't I tell you?" I argue back.

"You didn't tell me that you and Felissa kissed, you alsl didn't tell me that you and Felissa are dating, then you didn't tell me why you kept ditching me to hang out with Felissa." Angie says annoyed.

"I didn't feel like I had to tell Angelina. Stop trying to be so up my ass about everything." I deadpan.

"Up your ass?! Bullshit! As your so called "best friend" I have a right to know these kind of things!" Angie yells.

"You are not my sister, you don't have to know every single goddamn thing Angelina!!" I yell and instantly feel horrible after because I could see Angie's heartbreak inside her eyes.

"Felissa stop the car." Angie deadpans.

"I - I can't Angie, just let me pass this light and pull into the gas station right there." Felissa says and then does as she says.

"Get out the car" Angie tells me.

"No. You don't own me." I tell her pissed off at this point.

"Switch spots with Naomi." She continues.

I roll my eyes. "Okay Naomi, come on." I say and she nods understandingly and we trade spots. Me, now in the passenger seat and Naomi, now sitting in the back with Angie.

"This is ridiculous." Angie mumbles.

"No Angelina, what's ridiculous is you bitching and complaining about something that doesn't have anything to do with you!" I snap.

"Okay! Fuck you then!" Angie screams.

"Fuck you too Angelina!" I scream back.

"ANGIE WE'RE AT YOUR HOUSE." Felissa screams over us.

"Good. Thanks Felissa. Talk to you soon Naomi. Bitch." Angie mumbles the last part and then goes inside her house.

"Kyanna, do you wanna get out now or wait until your calm?" Naomi asks.

"Wait until I'm calm please Names" I tell her and she nods understandingly.

We end up driving Naomi home next.

Now, Felissa is driving me home. "Do you feel any better? Calmer? Relaxed at all?" Felissa asks me awkwardly.

"Just a little, I'm sorry that you and Naomi had to see that...." I say embarrassed and look down sadly.

As we pull up to a red light, Felissa grabs my hand and interlocks our fingers together and she kisses my hand.

"It's okay, I'm not mad at you at all, but now what's this going to do to our group dynamic?" Felissa asks.

"I can coexist with Angelina." I say.

"But you know how we operate, if even one person is the slightest bit off, we have like a Next Kidz intervention." Felissa says somewhat jokingly.

"I know, I know. I'll think of something." I say and Felissa nods as we then arrive to my house.

"Thank you for the ride babe" I tell Felissa and kiss her cheek.

"No problem princess" She responds and we kiss softly before I walk inside and Felissa drives off.