Jordan's PoV
"Come and get me" I say in a sexy voice. He nods and walks out. As soon as soon as he walks out something flashes in front of me. I see like something from a battle. Everyone lying on the ground dead. "TOM" I scream, he runs in and sits next to me.
"Jordan what the fuck man what's wrong" he says looking at me. I just sit there not being able to move. Not another one of those things. "Your not passes out on me this time Jordan," he pulls me into a tight hug. I whimper as tears fall out of my eyes. I couldn't move or speak, I had to let whatever was coming next come.
My eyes close with force, but I kept them open I don't want to pass out I don't want to leave Tom crying. I don't want to see that shit again.
"T Tom" I cry more tears running down my face as my body is still limp, "am I dying?"
He burst into tears "I'm not losing you Jordan your not dying just keep looking at me, don't let your eyes close I'm calling dec," he says and gets up. I didn't want to be alone but I couldn't move and stop him. He came back in on the phone (communicator) "dec you need to come to my house Jordan can't talk or move he is crying on my bed help" he was on the verge of tears. He came over to me and put me into the tightest hug. I whimper some more and more tears fall down my face. Saying toms name took all my energy and staying awake isn't helping,
Dec and champ walk into the room and sprint over to me.
"Tom we need to get him over to my house real quick do you have a horse or a mule or something" dec yelled as he checked my heartbeat.
"Yeah I've got a horse we can use" he walks outside and gets the horse ready, "ok guys you can bring him down" he shouts. Dec and champ pick me and bring me downstairs. "Ok you guys I'll bring him over you get whatever you need ready" Tom said as he puts me over top of the horse and runs towards decs.
"Ok" dec and champ say as they both sprint and our out of view in a few seconds.
"Ok Jordan, don't close your eyes, don't think about death, don't think at all ok keep your eyes on the moon, don't move them, you will be ok," Tom whispers and he ran with the horse all the way to decs. He pulls me off the horse and puts me over his shoulder and runs me into the house, he enters a white room with a bed and medical supplies in it. "Dec here" Tom puts me on the bed, "you will be ok Jordan" he gives me on more hug, maybe the last one he can, maybe I last hug ever. I close my eyes I can't take it anymore I have to ok to tried.

Tom's PoV
"You will be ok Jordan" I pull him into a hug god I hope he is ok why is this happening to him, he spends deserve this, he's been here 3 days, and he's dying, his mind is killing him, or is it dianite.

"It's not me this time boyo, I wouldn't kill the poor boy" dianite says

"Well then who the fuck is killing my best friend" I say in my mind angrily

"Mianite" he says sternly

What a bitch what has he done to deserve this just because ianite chose him doesn't mean he is going to harm us this is getting way out of hand.

"Yes yes it is boyo" he says

I sit out in the courtyard almost crying. But I know I can't I'll be seen as weak and I can't let that happen. I need to call tucker maybe I can get my mind off of things. I call his communicator and he answer after two rings
"Hey Tom what's up, its almost 1 am" he says with a yawn.
"Can you come to decs with Sonja," I says almost to tears again.
"Yeah sure whatever you need buddy" he hangs up and I'm alone again. I hear faint screams. I hope they are Jordan's so I know he isn't dead, but at the same time I don't want to see him in pain. Tucker and Sonja walk in a burst into tears I couldn't help it anymore I know they won't think I'm weak for crying they will try and understand. Sonja came up to me and hugged me. She is like a mother figure to all of us.
"Tom what happened where's Jordan" she says when I heard his name I sob even louder then I already was.
"He he is dying" I say in between sobs. Sonja looks at tucker with tears in her eyes. Tucker comes over to us and joins the hug.
"Guys I want you to know that whatever happens to Jordan he loved you" I say hoping it will make them feel better. I told Jordan so many story's about tucker and Sonja, he had felt as if he has known them for ever. Not only 3 days. I hear Sonja sob as I said this, tucker wrapped his arms around both of us, we sat here for awhile, Sonja fell asleep on tucker, tucker fell asleep on my arm. I was still wide awake I wasn't sobbing anymore but I was still crying, it was around 4 am now, still faint screams not sure who's though. (I typed in though and it autocorrected to thot).
Dec and champ came out of the room with big circles around their eyes.
"Damn you two ok" I ask in a whisper.
"Yeah we are Jordan on the other hand well he had another one of those dreams and well let's say he doesn't think any of us are alive he thinks this is a dream" his voice trailed off, "Tom he was crying your name for 2 hours, we don't know why, he kept screaming stop don't hurt him he did nothing."
I was still in shock that he was screaming my name. (Not that way you dirty punks) why would he in no one special I probably could have stopped this, maybe he wouldn't pass out all the time of he doesn't stay with me anymore. I tap Tucker's arm and his eyes shutter open. "Hey tucker I want Jordan to stay with you awhile I think he is having these nightmare because I'm around" I let a tear roll down my face. He nods and I say my goodbyes to dec and them, then walk to my house. I never wanted to hurt Jordan, I feel like I'm the one who caused this. I feel horrible, what if Jordan hates me now. "THIS IS ALL MY FAULT" I scream walking away, "I SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN SHOWED HIM AROUND" I scream again "NOW HE IS DYING BECAUSE OF ME" I run towards my house, I run in the door I ran into the kitchen and throw a plate that was on the table. "AHHHHHHH" I scream. I was so mad at myself I don't know why. I just am. I run up to the bedroom and I jump into the bed. I scream and cry a little more until I can't physically cry anymore. I just let sleep take me. I didn't want to wake up ever again.

Jordan's PoV
After I passed out I watched everyone get murdered but not tom. After everyone else got killed I was taken prisoner. I watched Tom be tortured I couldn't do anything but scream at them to stop but they wouldn't listen. Toms brown eyes cut me apart. Seeing him dye was the worst, his screams whimpers of pain and the sobs for me to help him are stuck in my head. I wake up, dec and champ are next to me.
"Oh Jordan your awake" dec says with a smile. I tried to talk but a little sound came out instead. Dec handed me a pice of paper I wrote down "where is Tom".
dec sighs "Tom he went home you will be living with tucker from now on, toms wish" dec says. Tears fill my eyes I don't want to live with tucker I want to live with Tom. I don't want tuckers hugs I want toms tucker won't cuddle me when I'm scared to sleep but Tom will I want to live with Tom. Tears stream down my face. "Jordan he thinks you having these nightmare are his fault." dec says.
I shake my head. No no no it's not his fault in fact it's no ones fault it's my own for not choosing to leave ianite and go to dianite. It's my fault. I take back the paper and write "it's not toms fault, it's mine I want to speak to him, get him".
Dec nods. He walks out the room, champ is the only one in the room, I flip the paper over and write "hey champ how are you" he smiles when he see it.
"I'm good Jordan how are you" he didn't stutter, Tom said how he and dec were together maybe since then he stopped stuttering. I wrote "you didn't stutter I heard about you a dec I hope things work out I've always thought you two would get together" I showed him the paper, he blushed madly.
"Yeah we are and thanks" he smiles.
Dec walks in, "champ hey can you um leave." He asks champ nods and walks out. "So um toms an emotional wreck, and might not be here long so if he runs out on you don't feel bad it's not you its his emotions" dec says and puts a hand on my shoulder. I nod. He walks out again now no one is in the room and I start to feel panicked, I start to breath heavily. Tom walks in a sees me breathing like this. He panics and runs out the door, no no he needs to be in here someone. The door opens again, Tom is pushed in. My breathing slows to a normal pass.
"Jordan" tom says. I grab the paper and write "hey Tom how are you". He burst into tears. "Jordan I'm not ok, when you were laying there on the bed I couldn't take it anymore, Jordan when you asked if you were dying I thought you were same with dec, when dec called me I wanted to stay home, I wanted you to stay with tucker, when I came and you were breathing heavily I panicked, I left and looked at dec he pushed me back into the room, and now you can't speak, Jordan I'm an absolute mess." He cries. He sits in the chair in the corner, I picked up the paper, "Tom please come here" I write, he didn't look up so I flicked the small little table to my side his head shot up and he read the paper, he got up and came to me. I took his hand and placed it on my heart, "what" he asks. I mouth "heart beat" he must have understood, he nodded, then I room his hand and placed it on his heart, "I'm as alive as you are" he says, I nod he knew what I meant I was glad. He looked at me then gave me a hug "this is the last time you will see me for a while" Tom says then gets up and leaves, dec walks in, I didn't want to see dec I wanted to see Tom, I grew angry, not at Tom but at his decision, I didn't care if I cousins speak I was going to be herd but not from this stupid ass paper. I started to move and make a little sound dec tried to stop me but I pushed him away I was trying to yell for Tom to come back. I finally got it "TOM GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RIGHT NOW" I screamed dec was shocked he looked at me again "TOOOOOOM PLEASE COME BACK" I scream again dec this time leaves the room "DONT LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT LIKE IT STOP IT STOP TOM HELP" I scream. Tom comes running in a looks at me tears rolling down mine a his face.
"Jordan I'm I'm so sorry" he says.

Tom's PoV (woah author much PoV change much wow"

"This is the last time you will see me for a while" I said and walked out of the room, dec soon walked in, I sat on the chair in their kitchen when I heard "TOM GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RIGHT NOW" I thought it was my head playing tricks on me but then I heard his voice again "TOOOOOM PLEASE COME BACK" he yells again, I get up and move by his door dec comes running out and looks right at me "DONT LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT LIKE IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP TOM HELP" he screamed I ran into the room tears already rolling I had hurt him even more, "Jordan I'm so sorry" I whisper. He tries to get out of the bed I run to his side and help him up. He wiggles out of my grasp.
"Tom why would you want me to live with ticker you hate me don't you, shit Jordan I knew he would hate you everyone does" he puts his head in his hands. I pulled him into a hug "Jordan I thought you hated me, I thought everything that happened to you was my fault that's why I wanted you to stay at tuckers," I said.
"Tom your my cuddle buddy I don't hate you" Jordan said and weboth laugh.
"And why am I your cuddle buddy" I ask.
"Because your hugs are amazing and cuddles are even better" Jordan says, and again we both laugh.
"Come on cuddle buddy lets go cuddle" as say as I walk out the door with Jordan following from behind.

Time skip
When we reached our house I just wanted to sleep I didn't sleep well last night, I walked up the stairs and flew into my bed. I was all snuggled up when Jordan came in.
"Hey um Tom I don't like being alone" he voice trailing off at the end, "can I um maybe um stay here" he asks.
"Yeah Jordan come on in tried I want sleep" I pat the bed next to me and he walks over and lays down next to me. Jordan was I thought asleep but he wasn't I was about to let sleep take me into it's grasped when Jordan's arm snaked around my waist, then he pulled me close to him, real close.

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UPDATE YEAH
I burnt my hand on a fire last night and it hurts fuck my life
Anyways I'll update tonight some time don't hold against me if it is at like 5 am

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