Jordan's PoV (short)

"Jordan" he asks.
"Yeah tom" I stopped walking out the door.
"Can you do me a favor" I walked back to where I was standing in front of him.
"Anything" I say he freezes, "hey Tom what do you need"

Tom's PoV

"Hey Tom what do you need" he said, I was going to say a kiss but no I can't do that, it would ruin us.
"Can I have a hug" it is true I wanted a hug, but I wanted a kiss too. He hugged me, I just wanted to attack his lips with mine. The night Jordan and I played chicken, I remember his lips. They were so soft, they touched mine like they were meant for me and only me. (YES TOM). His lips, his soft, light pink lips on mine, that's all I could think about, that's all I wanted his lips somewhere on my body. (EHH TOM YOU NASTY). Dianite ruined me, he made me madly in love god damn it. "Jordan I'm going to bed." I say and leave his grasp, I hobble my way up the stairs Jordan behind me making sure I didn't fall. I think his headache is gone. I sit down on the bed, "Jordan come here please" I ask him I wanted to cuddle.

Jordan's PoV

I was walking out of the room when I heard Tom, "Jordan come here please" I walked back in the room. "Can we cuddle" I nod and walk to the other side of the bed. I was pulled down by Tom. I wrap my arms around him, I pulled him close to me.
Then a thought came to mind. 'Am I Jordan Maron gay' I mean I wouldn't care, I mean it's a sexuality, there is nothing to be ashamed of. So what I might like guys ( *cough cough* TOM) I might like girls. But who would I like, Tom is straight. Tom. Tom. Tom. The thought of Tom stuck in my mind. 'Do I like Tom'

W= wisdom (little early for you but eh)
J= Jordan

W- you realize that you fancy guys.

J- yeah I've noticed that.

W- But did you realize that one guy in particular made you realize that.

J- yeah myself. (Sassy Jordan alert)

W- Yes and a guy you happen to be holding in your arms at this very moment in time.

J- I don't like Tom, I know that and plus he is straight.

W- for now.

Tom was snuggled into my shoulder. He looked cute like puppy cute, not attractive cute. (YEAH SURE JORDAN) I put my head in the crook of his neck. I moved my head a little to tell him to move his a little bit and he listened to me.

Tom's PoV

When Jordan put his head on my neck I blushed a bit. The thought of us cuddling after a make out session with him would be great. WAIT NO TOM TO FAR. I don't even care anymore. Or kissing in public showing that Jordan is mine. Or holding hand under the dinner table when we go over to sonja's and Tucker's. Going on a double gay date with dec and champ. Wouldn't that be the life. I could give him a hug without asking, I wouldn't have to sleep alone, I could kiss him good morning and goodnight, sneak up on him and kiss his neck. Fuck my life I need Jordan.
"Hey Tom you ok" he asked, I blushed I'm done caring.
"Yeah just thinking" I say back.
"Oh about what" he said moving his head on my neck. Shit was no expecting that one. What do I say, do I say I was fantasizing about what I want us to become or should I say something else.
"Random shit" I say.
"Yeah ok Tom you were not what were you thinking about" Damn he is really wanting to know.
"You really wanna know" I ask.
"Yes Tom I really wanna know" he pulls his head away from my neck to look at me. I don't know if I should tell him.
"I don't know" I say shaking my head and putting it on his neck. He sighs.
"Tom please" he pushed on.
"I don't know Jordan you might not like it" I say.
"Tom were you thinking about me" how the hell did he know.
"Yeah" my voice trailed off.
"It's fine Tom I don't care" he said. I pulled away from his grasp and turned to face the other way, I well in pain I forgot about the stab wound.
"Damn it" I say as I turn back to face Jordan. He wraps his arms around me again I smile. I let sleep take over my body.

Jordan's pov

I wonder what Tom was thinking about that included me. Why would he, he doesn't like me. Tom was snoring, he was sleeping good. My mind keeps going back to the fact that Tom was thinking hard about me. What was he think, it's driving me insane.

D= dianite
J= Jordan

D- hey boyo you don't wanna know what he was thinking about.

J- Was it bad.

D- Nope.

J- then what the hell was it.

D- he would kill me if he found out I told you.

J- I don't care dianite you came into my mind know tell me.

D- what are you going to do about it boyo cry in Toms arms.

J- no why don't you go suck a dick.

D- eh don't speak to me like that.

J- why you aren't my god damn god why the hell should I listen to you.

D- because boyo I know what is best for you.

J- how do you know what's best for me I've been here like a week. I had those nightmares, my best friend almost died, AND I THINK IVE FALLEN IN LOVE.

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