Jordan's PoV
I saw Tucker and Sonja smirk when I pushed Tom away. I had this feeling that Sonja told Tucker something.
"My head hurts" I moan as we walk threw the front door. Tom shot his head around to look at me.
"Jordan are you ok" he eyes filled with concern.
"I I don't know my head just really hurts" I say grabbing my head.
"Jordan are you having one of those visions again" he asked in a panic.
"No I don't think so" still holding onto my head. Tom got out of the chair by himself and hobbled over to the couch. I walk after to him and sat on the love seat.
"Jordan come here" he said I got up and walked over to him. I sat down by him and he took off my glasses. "Your eyes are normal I think it's just a headache". The fact that he was so worried about me made me want to give him a hug. (YEAH THATS ALL YOU WANT TO GIVE HIM I KNOW YOU JORDAN YOU SAVAGE).
"Jordan what is it what's wrong" he asked pitting a hand on my shoulder.
"N nothing I'm fine" I say putting my glasses back on and running my hand in my hair. He nods.
"Jordan no your not fine something is bothering you." He said, I just hugged him. Tight. I buried my head in his chest, he slightly rubs my back. My head hurt so much I just wanted to sleep. (ME RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA SLEEP BUT IM WRITING BECAUSE I LIKE YOU PEOPLE). I let go of my grasp on Tom and bring my knees to my chest. My head was pounding now the pain was almost the point of I wanted to rip my head off. I closed my eyes seeing that would help but it didn't it only made it worse. I got up and walked into the kitchen I got some Advil out of the cupboard. I take the pills with some water and hobble over to Tom.
"It hurts" I whisper as I sit next to him. He wraps his arms around me.
"It will be ok it's just a headache everything will fine" he puts his head on my shoulder. There was a knock on the door. I was getting up to answer it when Tom pulls me back down. "Let me get it" he wabbles as he stands up I put my hands on his waist to support him as he balanced himself. He hobbled over clutching his side as he did. He opened the door Sonja was standing there I didn't want to talk to her. She looked up and down at Tom.
"Tom your walking" she jumped up and down.
"Yeah kinda needed to force myself to" he said scratching the back of his arm.
"Oh and why would that be" she said helping Tom back into the living room.
"Jordan got a major headache, and so I wasn't going to shit in a wheelchair all day so I got up and walked over to the couch, then when you knocked Jordan was going to get it but I said no and I got it." He said sitting in the chair, Sonja sat in the love seat I wish he sat with me.

Tom's PoV
When I sat down on the chair, Jordan looked up at me when I didn't sit next to him, I slightly nodded my head no, he put his head down his knees still up by his chest. His head in his hands his hand on his knees. I knew he wanted a hug, but I couldn't give him a hug when Sonja was here.
"So" she said I wanted her gone I wanted to sleep with me cuddled up into Jordan I knew Jordan wanted that to, as he looked up at me again he has the eyes he always uses when he wants to cuddle I lightly chuckle at the thought Jordan wanting to cuddle. (ENOUGH WITH THE DAMN CUDDLES SUMMER. I'm sorry it's just so adorable). Sonja looked at me.
"Sonja im tired would you mind leaving" I say with a yawn Jordan looked up from his hands.
"Yeah sure Jordan you wanna come over" I hoped to God he said no.
"Nah, I'll just take care of Tom I'll call you if I need anything" he says I'm relieved.

Jordan's PoV

"Nah, I'll just take care of Tom I'll call you if I need anything" I look over to Tom he sighs a sigh of relief.
"Ok well bye guys" she said and walked out the door.
I look over to Tom his eyes turned from sadness to utter desperation. "Hey Tom are you ok" I've asked that a lot lately. he nods his head no.
"I'm lonely I'm without anyone" he says in his hands.
"Bitch what am I, a roach" he laughs at what I say. (anyone get that)
"No Jordan you are not a roach" he laughs.
"Then what am I" I ask.

Tom's PoV

"Then what am I" he asks. Fuck what is he to me.

(I'm way to lazy to write the dialogue so yeah this is the best your getting)

D= dianite
T= Tom

D- he is you everything.

T- he's just a friend.

D- friends with benefits I see.

T- no no just friends.

D- god damn it Tom, why can't you see that you like him.

T- news flash I don't like him.

D- flash bomb yes you do.

T- dafuq dianite your strange.

D- I'm just trying to get you to realize th-. His voice was trailing off why was it trailing off he has an idea, probably not a good one.

D- so Tom does Jordan make you feel better.

T- yeah.

D- when you two cuddle to you like to move from his grasp?

T- I really don't like moving at all so no.

D- Tom you idiot I mean before, before you were stabbed did you like getting up out of his grasp.

T- I DIDNT LIKE GETTING UP.

D- I know but before you two started to cuddle you would get out of bed by 1 o'clock not 2:30 with Jordan in your arms.

T- what would you do if I admitted that I like him BUT I DONT.

D- I would be overjoyed.

T- fine fine I like Jordan happy now.

D- no.

T- OH FOR FUCKS SAKE WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY I WANT HIM TO FUCK ME.

D- well that wouldn't hurt, well maybe hurt you or Jordan a bit but no I want you to say it from the heart because I know it's there.

T- no no it's not there you bitch I don't like Jordan, in fact I don't like guys, i like girls, THATS IT.

D- hey bringing back old memories here but do you remember when you and Jess were together, you remember why you broke up, I do. You said you weren't sure if you liked girls or guys.

(Flashback)

"Hey jess" I say as my lovely girlfriend came up to me.
"Hey babe" she said, "what did you need to talk about". I look down im not sure if I should do this it would crush her.
"So Jess im so sorry I really am, but lately I've been thinking, I don't know if I like girls or guys, I think your hot and all but I just don't have that physical attraction" she was sobbing in my arms.
"Your telling me that you are gay" she said.
"That's the thing I don't know" my voice trailing off.
"It's ok Tom I get it, I love you" she sat up and kissed me, "bye Tommie".

(End of flashback)

D- see.

T- yeah yeah I saw, but what is that supposed to me I was 18 I was stupid.

D- you still are stupid. Stupid in love.

T- DAINITE SHUT THE FUCK UP I WILL BLOW UP YOUR DAMN TEMPLE IF YOU SAY I LIKE JORDAN ONE MORE TIME.

D- BUT YOU DO BOYO YOU REALLY LOVE HIM YOUR JUST TO IDIOTIC TO SEE THAT.

T- low blow there man low blow.

D- yeah sorry man, wait no I'm not sorry about that it's the truth you do like Jordan.

I though about it for a while. Whenever Jordan gives me a hug I've noticed that my heart flutters. Whenever he kisses the top of my head I blush. Maybe just maybe I like him.

D- THERE YA GO BOYO FINALLY.

I'm snapped out of my trance when Jordan kisses my head. "Jordan" I ask.
"Yeah tom" he says back.
"Can you do me a favor" I ask.
"Anything".

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I think i should leave you guys at that, one update today how does that sound.

SUMMER OUT