Sitting in the Darkness I finally find,
The reason I was left behind.

No family no friends, no one to enjoy
I was used and played with like a Toy.

They Needed space and I said Yes
But it's not the same,
It will never be I guess.

I still love them but they don't love me
I always thought we were meant to be.

Troubles at home made our lives Worse
And I fear that soon I'll be driven off in a Herse.

They said they loved me and would never leave
But All I had to do was Love and see..

They don't love me they are just being nice,
So let me give you some quick advice..

I still need you but you don't care
I've tried to stay out of your Hair

The more we speak the the more I feel weak.

I always feel this dying urge to weap.

I'm pathetic and shitty Oh Yes I know

But Its about time I let my colors show..

I still love you I always will
But the more I say it the more the words kill..

I wish you could feel how heavy my heart is..

But I can't