It's been a couple days since I met all the boys, and let me tell you I haven't had this much fun in such a long time! They are so carefree and fun I almost forget all my problems.

Almost.

But I promised my dad I would try to move on and with the help of the boys it's been easier, and I was also able to talk Sam out of signing me up for school. Permanent break for this girl!

Anyways I think today we're all headed down to the beach since it's nice and sunny out. Apparently Jared wants me to cliff dive with them and well I'm not too sure how well that will go, but hey sounds fun! I smell bacon from down stairs and make my way down for breakfast.

"Hey Aussy, ready for the beach!" Jared asks using the nickname he insists on calling me as I reach the kitchen to see all the boys here.

"Of course! It's going to be absolutely brilliant! I haven't been to a beach in ages." I say grabbing my food and sitting between Paul and Embry.

I don't know why some people have a problem with Paul, he's like another older brother towards me and he can be so carefree and funny definitely when he's with Jared.

"Alright lets go!!" Jared yells and we all laugh at his excitement.

I make eye contact with Sam and he's already looking at me with a smile on his face and I smile back at him. We grab our bags full of food for later, towels, and whatever else we might need and we head out the door for the short walk to the beach.

"To the beach!!" I yell as I jump onto Embry's back, and luckily he reacts quick enough before I fall on my butt.

"Damn woman next time some warning would be nice!" He complains but we end up laughing anyways, these boys are always so warm, must be a Quilete thing, but I'm always cold so it works for me!

We finally break through the tree line to see the cutest little beach I've ever seen. We pick the prime spot and leave our stuff with Emily since she doesn't jump, and we all strip down into our swim suits.

Let me tell you those boys are fit! I had to focus on folding my clothes afraid I would drool ha. I look up to find Embry staring at me and I can feel my cheeks heating up before I'm suddenly thrown over someone's shoulder.

"To the cliff!" I hear Jared yell as he starts running, while me grabbing onto his torso so I don't fall on my face.

"Jared! Put me down you prat!" By now we are already on the top of the cliff, damn he's fast..

"A what?!" He asks me confused setting me down in front of him. "What the hell is a 'prat'?" I start laughing realizing they don't know any of the insults I can use against them.

"It's you. That's what it is." I say and Paul laughs and I look over the edge suddenly scared at how high it is.

I look behind us to see an old red truck parked on the side and a girl gets out, freaking out but a boy follows calming her down, when Sam pushes Jared off the cliff, ha he deserved that.

"You wanna jump?" Embry asks standing next to me, I bit my lip remembering how high it is.

"I'll jump with you if you want to?" He asks like he's reading my mind, with a small smile on his face.

"Sure, sure." I say and he looks shocked for a second before recovering and grabbing my hand and we turn to face the cliff.

"On three?"

"Lets do it!" I say with a smirk and we both laugh.

"THREE!!" I shout and we run right off the edge and it is such a rush!

Both Embry and I laugh the entire way down and we crash into the freezing water! I guess it isn't Australia so it's gonna be freezing haha. I surface to find Embry beside me with a big goofy grin on his face then I get the idea and splash him in his face.

His shocked face make me laugh even more until he splashes me back and we start a splash war for a bit then decide we want to jump again.

"H-how are you n-n-not c-cold?!" I ask the boys as we stand upon the cliff again and the wind has picked up making me shiver, not being used to the cold. Ever.

"Awww the Little Aussy isn't used to the cold. You're gonna want to get used to it Hun it's always cold here." Jared says with a smirk.

I stick my tongue out at him when suddenly I'm engulfed in heat and an involuntary sigh escapes my lips. I look up to see Embry with his arms around me and a genuine smile on his face.

"Better?" He asks and I see both Jared and Paul giving him a look that I can't describe.

"Much, thank you!"

We chat a bit more before Embry and I run off the cliff again, but I'm done after that coz I am absolutely freezing and I go sit with Emily and bundle up with the blankets we brought.

"I think Embry likes you." Emily says from next to me and I turn to her shocked.

"I doubt that Emily. I've only known him for a couple days, he's just being friendly to the new girl." I say and she just smiles at me.

"No Addy, Jared and Paul are being friendly. I can tell Embry likes you, he's been very reserved for some time and you brought him back to who he used to be."

This isn't good.. I mean Embry is a nice friend, but with my last relationship with Michael.... I just can't.

"I don't wanna hurt him Em... I just got out of a bad relationship a-and I just can't handle something more than friends right now.." She looks at me in sympathy before giving me a sad smile.

"What happened Addy?" She asks and I'm sent into a flashback of that day.

~Flashback~

I walk towards my locker, finally the last day of term and I couldn't be more excited! Afterwards my boyfriend Michael and I were going to get coffee and hang out before his band had practice.

We've been going out for about a year and a half, and I know what you're thinking no we haven't slept together. I don't know what's holding me back, but I dunno it's summer so anything can happen..

Anyways I haven't seen Isabelle since lunch, hopefully she's at my locker she said she had something for my birthday which is in a month, but she'll be in the states or something then.

As I near my locker I see a couple snogging and it seems they have to be right on my locker great..

Oh no, t-that looks like what Michael was wearing today and as I get closer I recognize the crazy colored hair that belongs to my boyfriend, well ex now. I am beyond pissed, how dare he do that to me? See my dad always taught me to be tough and be strong, not to cry in public, so it's easy for me to focus on my anger now and sadness later.

"What do you think you're bloody doing?!" I yell coming up behind them and ripping them apart.

But I stop in shock when I see the girl Michael was snogging just happened to be my best friend since primary school. Well I found Isabelle...in a lip lock with my Ex.

"Addy Babe, I–it isn't what you think—"

"That only works when you aren't caught in the act you ass. Get over yourself Michael we're done."

And I begin to walk away when I remember Isabelle is there too. I turn back around to see Michael's mouth hanging open at what I said to him.

"And you, I thought you were my best friend, that I could trust you with anything.. Well fuck you, you bleeding twat."

And with that I walked off with both of them in even more shock than before, I smirked a bit at how foul my mouth had been but they deserved it. I quickly made it to my car, and made it home before I busted into tears..

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"Oh my goodness Addy I am so sorry."

She says wrapping me in a hug and I hug her back, holding the tears back because that memory is also of my father and how he told me to be strong... It's still hard..

"Thanks Emily, I mean my–my dad was there when I got home and he helped me a lot, but it was just such a slap in the face, two people I trusted the most and they both betrayed me. I wouldn't have been able to handle it without my dad." I tell her quietly and I feel her hug me harder and I know she truly does care for me, which I'm thankful for.

I'm glad I can trust Emily with something so personal that I don't think Sam even knows about, and definitely after Isabelle killed my trust, I haven't had another 'girlfriend' since then.

I've just had trust issues with every kind of relationship since then and it's nice feeling like I'm kinda returning to normal. A little bit later, the boys return and we decide to go back and I help Emily make dinner for everyone, slowly returning to who I used to be, granted it'll take more time, but at least I can be happy now.

These boys make me happy, and for that I'm thankful we moved.