I actually thought of updating yesterday, but I couldn't I am sorry. I was a bit busy!

(UNEDITED)

What is happening?

I gave a sudden brake!

I could hear my own heartbeat.

I closed my eye. I thought I would die in 5 seconds, yeah in 5 seconds of winter. Not 5 seconds of summer.

Nothing happened.

I opened my eye. There was no other vehicle on the road.

"FOR FUCK'S SAKE," I shouted at her. I nearly had a panic attack. I was shouting at her, I was feeling better, my stomach was not hurting that badly, but I could have died of a heart attack. "WHY ON EARTH DID YOU SHOUT LIKE THAT?" I screamed.

"But you were driving too fast, please don't drive that fast," Sarah answered pouting like a small kid, being scolded for what she did not do. "I am scared, pls don't!"

I gave her a plain look. Was I driving that fast?

"Yes, you were goddamn fast; this ain't fast n furious, Evana!" Emma calmly said. I looked back at her.

"Evana what's the matte--"

"WHAT? YOU ARE ASKING ME WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH ME? IS SO WHAT ABOUT YOU?" I started shouting at her. I am the kind of person who does not need a reason to get angry. But the reasons here was-

1. Emma was asking me calmly.

2. How can she be so calm after giving me a panic attack?

3. As I told earlier I don't need a reason to get angry, you wouldn't know when I would get angry.

"YOU WHERE BEING SUCH A BITCH SOMETIME BEFORE. NOW YOU ARE ASKING WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?"

I felt so good after shouting, so mean of me, I know feeling better after shouting at your friend. Still I felt bad after shouting at her. I should not have done that. I felt sorry. Once a word is spoken, it cannot be taken back.

She just smiled at me.

How can she be soo calm, I hate you! Wait! Whom am I kidding? I love you!

"Calm down Evana, what's happened to you?" Sarah asked me. "I have never saw you getting angry when you were there? What happ-"

Some car started horning.

Stupid Me! We were in the middle of the road!

I started driving!

Everybody was quite. Nobody uttered a word. The silence filled around us. However, I found this silence comforting. After the mini outburst, everything was calm again. Well I can't actually call it a mini outburst, right? I turned on the radio, to fill the silence-

I'm like yeah whatever, we're still living like that

Well this is not the type of song which I want to hear right now, I changed the song.

24 hours, by Mayu Wakisaka, filled in. The soft music, it soothed the tension...

24 hours I haven't slept

(Not actually, maybe more!)

23 reasons that you have to go

(Not even 1 reason... My mind filled with the thoughts of my parents)

22 excuses to make you stay

( not just 22, its more than infinity!)

21 years old you're restless

20 glasses we bought for our place

19 left cause you broke one

18 text messages I'm scared to read

17 goodbyes in my inbox

My eyes filled with tears, I held it back. We reached my place. I sat in the car listening to the song. Emma got out.

Sarah looked at me.

"Let her." Emma answered for me. Sarah and Emma went inside. I sat there listening to the song.

I hear the clock tick tock

Before we break up I turn the alarm off

16 letters you wrote to me

15 said "I love you"

( I love you mom and dad, I love you my lil bro!!.. I love you all)

14 times how many times I've read?

I sat and sobbed in the car. I do not care anymore. I do not care if anyone sees me like this. The song was playing in the background.

Before you make up your mind

I will wake up and pack all my memories

13 dresses in my closet

12 plans I had for our future

11 came true but one

Somebody got inside the car, in the passenger seat. I did not even bother to look who it was. If somebody things of kidnapping me. Do it right now! Please!

10 boxes I hid on the shelf

9 full of memories one filled with tears

8 pictures I left for you to keep

7 hours before you wake up

6 hours before I leave

24 hours I haven't slept

23 reasons that you have to go...

Why have not this person kidnapped me yet? The song is over! I turned to look who it is-

Oh!

It was Ethan!

I offed the car. We both got out of the car. He came around and hugged me.

Evana! Do not cry! No! You are strong! NO!

I hugged him back. I need to change the topic, let me think about something else. Aah, I get it!

"Hey Ethan!"

"Yes lil' princess?" he looked at me. We got inside my house.

"I don't see Julia round much? What happened?" I looked at him. Well, I don't know if I have introduced Julia to you guys. She is Ethan's girlfriend. Such pretty girl she is. With shoulder length blonde hair, big blue eyes, thick and plump red lips, slim, and fit, girls are jealous of her for her body, boys try wanted her to be theirs. "Did anything happen between you guys?"

"Yeah, we broke up!" He said soo calmly. He was as emotionless as a stone.

"W-H-A-T" I looked at him. No, he is not even joking around. He is being serious! "What happened?" I asked him slowly.

"She is going out with Jake," he replied as if it did not matter at all.

What? How can she? That too with that douchebag! Moreover, what is wrong with Ethan? He looks like he is not even bothered. I mean Jake is the dickhead. What is happening? I do not know anything anymore! My face has turned red, fuming with anger.

"Lil' princess, its fine." Ethan tried to calm me down. "Lil, princess, I don't care. It's totally fine with me."

I gave him a questioning look. "What?"

"It's good she is going out with somebody else," he said, "either ways, I was going to break up with her." He explained.

What?

Did anything happen?

Ugh!

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Emma and Sarah were looking through my sketchbook.

I went and sat with them.

"Small E, where is the drawing of Neymar?" Emma asked me.

"I wanna see it, I wanna see it, I-----I---I-wanna see---see it-IT" Sarah was singing. Face palm!

"Small E?" Emma called me.

"Mmm?"

"I am hungry."

"Hi hungry, I am Ethan" Ethan with his usual lame joke!

"Lame! Lame!" Emma rolled her eyes. Sarah laughed at their kiddish behavior.

"Is there something to eat?" Ethan asked.

"Go check!" My home is theirs too. Moreover, their house is mine too.

Ethan went down to kitchen.

I went to my bookshelf, to take my file. Among all my worksheets and question papers, I kept some of drawing too. I took my drawing and gave it to Sarah.

"OH MY GOATS!" Sarah, the drama queen was being dramatic again. "Evana Da Vinci"

"WHAT?" Emma and I shouted together.

"Wow!" again together.

"Jinx" we high-fived each other.

"Wow you guys are soo asdfghjkl" Sarah was being soo asdfghjkl.

We three cracked laughing at it.

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It was past midnight.

After they all went, I did some of my homework. Started reading allegiant. Oh my my, veronica Roth, how can someone be soo good at writing stories. God, this book is the best!

I had my dinner. I went back to my room and thought.

Siting a few minutes on Tumblr. What harm would it do?

Well now still, I am surfing through internet on random topic and Tumblr. It has been hours. I should really get my sleep.

SHIT!

Its Monday tomorrow!

I closed my laptop. I closed all the lights.

My iPhone started ringing...

You want to play, you want to stay

You want to have it all

You started messing with my head

Until I hit a wall

It was sarah.

Why is she calling now.

I attended the Phone!

"Hey open you windows, dont close the lights yet."

"What?" I asked.

"just open it you idijt!"

"Thanks." (not my sarcasm)

I went and opened it.

There was Sarah. Not in the air. We had this mango tree in our garden. And it was near to my window.

"What are you doing here? At this time?" I enquired.

"Let me get in first Idijt" I let her in. " I wanted to do something adventurous!"

She beemed at me!

LOL!!

A long night ahead!!

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