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[Ch: 51] Missing you


Ella's POV.

It was going to be a year since that accident happened, since my best friends left me and since Xaiden left me. I waited for them, I waited for him but none of them came. Not a single call or message. Nor Jessica and Sara once checked on me. I wanted to call them and asked them myself but my pride didn't let me and moreover, I was afraid. My parents forbid me to continue my friendship with them. They said if they don't care for me than why should I and I agreed to them.

Now I was once again alone and tied up in this home prison. My fractured leg and arms were recovered quite a lot and the plaster was long removed and I could bend them now. I could walk now as well. At first, it was really hard because I hadn't taken a single step for five months. I was glad that I had recovered a lot. This year was spent in my room doing nothing. My last year of high school got wasted, I didn't get the chance to even graduate high school and I once planned to be a doctor.

How fucked up my life was? One moment, I had everything; my friends, my dreams, my passion and my love. The next moment, everything got shattered. My dreams tore up like a piece of tissue and my heart crumpled like a piece of paper. I lost everything, my friends, my passion and my love. He promised to never leave me and to be by my side and here I was alone. A whole year and he didn't show up. I even tried to call him or message him but not once did it reach him. It felt like he had blocked my number and my existence from his presence.

My heart still hurt just remembering it. It made me want to cry on my fate, on my love. It made me wanna laugh at my stupid heart, my stupid belief that he would never leave me. I thought he would accept me even after knowing my reality but I was wrong. He left me before even knowing me. I was so wrong in everything.

God! Why did I even fall in love?

I felt tears rolled down my eyes as I gulped onto this heavy feeling inside my chest. No matter how many times I had cried this past year. No matter how many times I had tried to forget him but it never worked. Still, my heart ached, remembering him. I knew he was trouble the moment he came in, the moment our eyes contacted for the first time but still I ended up in love with him. I didn't even once confess my love for him and we were already apart.

I wished I could rewind the clock just one time, just this one time. I wished I could and then I would never fall in love with him again. I would never let him in my life. I just wanted to forget him. Why was it so hard to forget a person? Why couldn't I forget him? I wished I had lost my memory in that accident then at least I wouldn't have been suffering from this indescribable pain. I wouldn't have been missing him. Wasn't one betrayal enough that I got betrayed by him too? I lost everything then why was I alive? Why God saved me from that accident? I should have died that day. I hated my life...

I buried my head into my pillows as muffled cries left my mouth. I wanted to end my life. I didn't have a reason to live now. I don't even know why God saved me. I guess I was just alive due to my parents. I knew that they wouldn't have been able to face the loss of their daughter and I was alive just for them now.

I don't know what to do now...

My phone rang and it shocked me because I haven't received a single call from anyone in this past year. There was no one to call me, message me or check up on me. No one except my parents. Everyday dad would come and would spend the evening with me and my mum mostly spend her day with me as much as possible.

I looked at the caller ID to see it was unknown. A ray of hope shined inside me thinking that what if it's Jess or Sara or him. Sitting up straight on full alert, I reached my hand towards it and grabbing my phone, quickly accepted it.

"H-Hello?" I whispered as my heart beating faster in my rib cage.

"Hello! Is this Rachel?" An elderly woman's voice inquired and I let out a low groan.

"I am sorry. Wrong number," I politely said as she apologized and I hung up.

I placed my phone on the side table and my mind cursed as a wave of disappointment ran through my heart. I really had this hope built inside me that it was one of them. After one year, I got a call and from who?

An unknown person. My life and my luck both were fucked up.

I groaned in frustration and lying down, buried my head in my pillow. I didn't know when I dozed to sleep whilst still remembering about him and my friends.

The ringtone of the song "I am gonna show you crazy" rang against my eardrums as my ears perked up. My sleep vanished as I sit straight and hurriedly looked at my phone.

I looked at the caller identity as my heart accelerated and I gulped down on my nervousness. I remembered clearly that I had set this ringtone on Jessica's number because she was crazy just like the song and moreover this song irritated her ao, I set it as her ringtone.

Hearing this ringtone again after a year was nothing more than just a dream. I blinked twice looking at her phone number and her picture that I had saved with it. My eyes trying to see if this was truly her name showing on my screen as my mind trying to comprehend. Was it just an illusion or a mere dream of mine?

Ella! Pick it up!

My conscience urging me to attend the call as my hands trembling and my heart racing. My mind not knowing whether should I answer it or not. It wasn't processing. I knew I waited for this every day, and now when it was happening after a year.

I was getting nervous and scared...

Xaiden's POV.

"Are you insane?" Sara mouthed at me as I put the phone on the loudspeaker, the rings were going. I simply shook my head and smiled.

"I am cutting it," Jess said this time and before she could reach it, I drew it back.

"Nope." I mouthed.

"She's not gonna pick up," Jack said as we were still waiting for her to pick it up.

The call was going but no one was picking it up and for a moment, I felt like they all were right and I was wrong. I guess Ella had changed and now she didn't want to keep any sort of relation from any of us.

"See? She ain't gonna reply." Jess snatched the phone from my hand and I hung my head down in disappointment, still not believing that she had actually changed. Before she could cut it, a voice came and my eyes widened in hope.

"Hello?"

It was Ella's voice, I knew she would pick it up. I knew she would never do such kind of thing, I believed in her. Jessica stared at me and mouthed what should I do? I simply smiled and shrugged my shoulder and she glared at me.

"Hello, Jess?" This time Ella called her name. Her voice so soft on the phone and it was like a melody against my ears. My ears were aching to hear her voice and my eyes yearning to see her.

"E-Ella!" Jessica said and the moment, she said her name, I could hear slight sobs from the other side.

"Jess!" She said in between her sobs and I knew I was right. She was missing them as much as they all were missing her but just afraid that they might hear those heart-clenching words from their best friend's mouth.

"W-Why?" Jess questioned as Ella muffled a cry and my heart clenched when her cries from my nightmare came into my mind.

Don't think of it.

You'll save her.

I shook the thought away. I was glad that she was fine and I didn't lose her and now I won't lose her again. Never ever, not in a million years.

"E-El!E-Ella!" Jess whispered, biting on to her lower lip. A tear rolled down her cheek and I knew they were still the same friends but were just afraid to take the first step.

"I-I miss you all, " she whispered her words and both Sara and Jessica burst into tears. I knew girls were too sensitive and they indeed were girls. I knew how they missed each other and it had been a year now.

"Ella! We missed you too," Sara said this time as Jack and I were just smiling. I knew that I had helped them to take their first step and now I just wanted to meet her, to see her and to hold her in my arms.

I won't let her go this time...

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