,,...ng..."

,,..y....qing."

It was loud. Several voices called out to him, but he could barely hear them. It felt like they were pulling on him. That really bothered him.

,,Mu Qing"

Who is calling for him? Did he know this person that calling for him? Slowly he open his eyes. A lot of people was look down at him. All of them have panic in their faces. But one of the people was on the right side. 

,,Mu Qing!", he scream again. 

It was so loud that hurt his ears. Slowly he looked at the others gathered around him. They all looked concerned. But he didn't know these faces. They were all strangers. "Mu Qing are you all right?", A person called next to him on the left. This man had brown hair and simply wore white clothes. He looked at him worried. 

,,Lucky you woke up! Are you all right?", he asked worried and panicked. 

He couldn't answer. His head throbbed. His eyes felt heavy, he could hardly keep them open. 

,,Hey! Don't you dare pass out again! Hey Mu Qing!", But he only noticed half of it. 

He felt so weak and fragile. Slowly everything was getting darker again. Immediately he felt insecure again. With a lot of strength and effort he grabbed something with his hand. It felt like soft fabric. His mouth opened briefly, where he tried to breathe, he felt like he couldn't breathe, he tried to say something, but a sound came out. Somebody was trying to tell him something, but he couldn't hear it anymore. He lost consciousness again. When he came to he was lying in a bed. His eyes still felt heavy, but his throat felt worse. As if he had one whole desert swallowed. His throat felt so scratchy. It felt so scratchy as if he hadn't had anything to drink in years. This time, not thousands of people stared at him, but this time he was probably in a bed, as it was felt. Carefully woll he turned around, but every movement hurt a lot. 

,,Hey? Are you awake again?", Someone asked again. Surprised, he looked at the person sitting next to him. 

He had beautiful honey-gold eyes. As if they had been baptized in the sunlight. He had never seen such beautiful golden eyes was done in a messy updo. Slightly tanned skin, muscular body. He looked slightly angry at first glance. He was too dazed to answer. It took a few tries to finally find his voice again. His opposite seemed not to be patient , but he was also full of concern. That made him feel warm. 

,,Mu Qing, are you okay?", he asked again, even though he looked like he would like to shake it until he answered , but in his eyes it contradicted concern. That made him kind of happy. He tried to remember who he was, but he just couldn't. 

,,Where ... am I?" He finally asked, his voice sounding weak and shaky. 

,,Do not worry. You are safe. We're in your palace", he replied a little more calmly. 

Mu Qing was much too exhausted to keep his eyes open, so he closed his eyes for a moment. Wait a minute? Did he say palace? His palace ?!

,,Hey !! Don't faint again !! You have been passed out for three days !! ", the man shouted again. 

Slowly he opened his eyes again. 

,,My ... palace?" 

,,Yes, your palace. Did you hit your head?", Asked the confused man, who then held out his hand, hesitated briefly before placing it on Mu Qing's forehead. 

,,You don't have a fever. Tell Mu Qing what happened that you returned to heaven so injured? ", He asked Mu Qing.

,,Heaven? ", Now Mu Qing was always confused. His opposite now frowned. 

,,Are you really well?", He asked again. 

Mu Qing was too dazed to think properly. But then Mu Qing noticed that he was holding something. He looked at his hand with amazement, noticing that it was clinging to a red cloak , who wore his opposite. 

,,You couldn't get rid of. You held on tight as if your life depended on it", commented the man with the golden eyes, slightly annoyed. Was that his room? 

Why was he in heaven? Then why was there a man in his room? Was this man somehow important to him that he could just sit in his room? 

,,Is that my room?", Mu Qing asked softly again. His face frowned. 

,,You seem confused. Probably a side effect. Yes, this is your room", he replied. 

He was too confused. He blinked a few times. The man next to him was getting more and more confused. 

,,Hey! Don't pass out again! It's me! Feng Xin you idiot! ", He shouted and grabbed Mu Qing by the shoulder, as if he were afraid that he would fall asleep and not open his eyes again. 

He was worried about him. Wouldn't someone do something like that to one unbelievable Otherwise you wouldn't be so worried. 

,,Were you here the whole time?", asked Mu Qing hoarsely. 

Doze off. Yes, this man couldn't be just any friend, he was far too caring for that! But no matter how hard Mu Qing tried, he didn't remember the man. He didn't remember anything at all! Mu Qing was then frightened. He added up the points. Your stranger who cares about him in his room and he stayed with him the whole time. Normally only a lover would do that! Mu Qing turned pale. Has he forgotten his lover !? Feng Xin noticed how pale Mu Qing was. But it wasn't difficult either. Mu Qing was incredibly pale by nature, but right now he really just looked like a corpse. Feng Xin leaned down a little. 

,,Mu Qing?", He asked again. 

Now Mu Qing felt really just ashamed. Had he really forgotten his own loved one? 

,,A-Xin, I'm thirsty", Mu Qing then said, causing Feng Xin to freeze let. 

,,W-What?", Mu Qing suddenly felt panicked. 

Had he spoken to him wrong? Was he really calling him different? He tried again. 

,,Baobei?", Mu Qing asked now. Feng Xin seemed to be stiffened. 

,,E-Ehm ... W-What? W-water ... you can get it", Feng Xin looked completely awkward. 

Feng Xin clumsily clasped his temple with two fingers and told someone. Feng Xin looked back at Mu Qing, who reached out to Feng Xin and cautiously took his warm hand in his own. Mu Qing noticed how slender and delicate it looked in Feng Xin hand. It was really amazing how well they fit together. Feng Xin was too shocked at Mu Qing's change of heart. 

,,So you remember nothing?", Feng Xin asked carefully. 

Mu Qing then nodded. 

,,I'm sorry that I forgot you Baobei", Mu Qing apologized. 

He closed his eyes again. When he opened his eyes again, Feng Xin held out a glass of water for him. 

,,Here, drink", even if Feng Xin tried to look calm, he looked more like he was going to pass out. 

How Mu Qing holds his hand, how he looks at him dreamily. That really overwhelmed him. Mu Qing carefully straightened up, releasing Feng Xin's warm hand. 

,,Thank you", he said quietly and took a sip of it. 

Feng Xin watched every step. It was like expecting Mu Qing to wake up at any moment or that he is really obsessed with something. Mu Qing didn't notice these looks. 

,,It's late too ... you ... you'd better lie down and rest more, after all, you've had a bad fight",Feng Xin said as he pushed Mu Qing into bed. 

Inwardly, he hoped that Mu Qing would then be able to remember everything. Feng Xin got up and was about to run to the door when a fragile hand grabbed his cloak. 

,,Aren't you staying here, A-Xin?", Mu Qing asked, still a little hoarse. 

This nickname made Feng Xin shiver, let his heart skip briefly and then race fast. 

,,Um ... no. .. you are hurt and I should leave you alone?", It sounded more like an excuse. 

,,It is not bad. You can stay", Mu Qing looked into his eyes at what made Feng Xin swallow.

Mu Qing saw Feng Xin with those pleading eyes. Feng Xin hesitated. 

,,Are you sure?", Feng Xin asked again carefully. 

Mu Qing then nodded. Feng Xin swallowed briefly. He didn't know what to do. How to react. His long-time rival was lying here in bed, holding his hand, was tired with no memories and now lay here in bed and asked him to stay. He asked Feng Xin to sleep next to him. Mu Qing made room for him. He didn't know what to say. Mu Qing will be normal again the next day His and then kill him? Is he possessed by something? But Mu Qing didn't seem like he was going to be normal any moment, instead he held Feng Xin's hand and snuggled a little on the warm hand. Feng Xin's heart softened at the sight. Why did he look like a playful cat. Hesitantly, he pulled his hand away and stood up. He glanced briefly at Mu Qing before undressing. With only his inner robes he crawled awkwardly next to Mu Qing. Both lay with him face to each other. 

,,Hey", greeted Mu Qing him. 

,,Hey", Feng Xin replied awkwardly. 

No matter how long he may have known Mu Qing, he had never seen Mu Qing like that. Who just responded sarcastically without him. Who just treated him kindly. It wasn't the first Sometimes they shared a bed. But the reason for sharing was always that when they accompanied the Crown Prince, they always had no choice but to share a room, because either the inns no longer had three rooms or because both served the Crown Prince and therefore one of them It turned out that they were used to sticking together. One of them either slept on the floor at the end of the day because he was brutally kicked off the bed, or even refused to sleep. Feng Xin usually slept on the floor or Mu Qing refused to sleep. 

They hated each other so much. But now they were lying next to each other in bed. Looking at each other. The bed was not small, but still quite tight for Feng Xin, since he did not accidentally overrun Mu Qing wanted to perform. The room wasn't lighted. The only source of light was the moon that shone through the window. This light was enough to illuminate Mu Qing's pale skin. Obsidian black eyes that shine like the sea of ​​stars in the sky. Feng Xin felt his heart soften a little when he looked more closely at Mu Qing. Mu Qing was getting tired again, and he was pressing his head a little against Feng Xin's chest. Feng Xin froze again as a shiver ran down his spine. He didn't know what to do. 

Hesitantly, he reached out to wrap his arm around Mu Qing's slim waist. His waist was really thin. Almost like a woman. If not more beautiful. Mu Qing did not complain. He had physical contact so much that he would have hit anyone without hesitation. Mu Qing quickly fell asleep while clinging to Feng Xin, who just froze in bed. Mu Qing, in his arms. With memory loss. In the same bed. Should Mu Qing ever remember or regain consciousness, he will certainly be skinned and dragged across the ground. But Feng Xin couldn't help but look at Mu Qing. His body still had some wounds, and Mu Qing didn't even seem to have noticed the bandages he was wearing. He looked so fragile. When someone saw Mu Qing, he looked like a scholar, not a bit like a battle god. Who had the power to hurt Mu Qing in such a way, anyway? 

Feng Xin couldn't calm down. Just knowing what kind of fight Mu Qing had to endure made Feng Xin's angry. Mu Qing wasn't weak. It definitely wasn't. That night, Feng Xin fell asleep restlessly. When he woke up the next morning, Mu Qing was still in his arms. Inky black hair spread out that shimmered in the sunlight and got a beautiful blue sheen. His pale skin was almost as white as the snow. At the same time, Mu Qing looked so peaceful. If Feng Xin didn't know that Mu Qing was a man, for the first moment he would think he was a beautiful woman. Feng Xin was shocked at his own thoughts. It's Mu Qing!! Carefully without waking Mu Qing, he stood away. But what he forgot was that Mu Qing had a very light sleep, which is why he tiredly opened his eyes. 

,,Baobei?", He asked sleepily. 

Feng Xin felt his heart skip for a moment. Oh god, how can someone sound so cute right in the morning? Feng Xin almost hit himself when he thought that. Mu Qing wanted to sit up carefully , but soon realized that everything was hurting. Feng Xin hesitated before helping Mu Qing. 

,,Wouldn't you prefer to lie down?", Feng Xin asked something. 

,,No. All good", he only got in response. 

As the two of them sat next to each other, fully clothed, Feng Xin didn't know what to do. He had contacted Xie Lian that Mu Qing had woken up, he wanted to come straight away. What Feng Xin won't be surprised at is when Hua Cheng will be there soon. It was uncomfortable for Feng Xin to sit so close to Mu Qing, who was looking at him with innocent eyes. Feng Xin held Mu Qing's hand to give him spiritual power to heal his wounds faster. Mu Qing kept still and said nothing. When Feng Xin explained to him that both were gods, even battle gods, Mu Qing could only look at him in amazement. Like a little child. Feng Xin really didn't even know what to do anymore. On the one hand he wants to shake Mu Qing until he comes to, on the other hand he enjoys the innocent side of Mu Qing. 

When the door opened, Feng Xin was hoping to see Xie Lian and Hua Cheng, but Mu Qing's top officer, Fu Yao, entered the room instead. He was Mu Qing's deputy and also a beauty. Sometimes you can see similarities between the two. Mu Qing seemed to notice. Who is the man? Did Mu Qing know him? Wait a minute, he looked younger, but somehow he looked a lot like his own. One could easily think he was Mu Qing's son. Only Fu Yao's hair color was wrong. They were brown instead of ink black. Mu Qing turned pale again when he looked at Feng Xin. Brown hair! Has he not only forgotten his partner but also his son !? Fu Yao quickly ran to Mu Qing when he noticed that Mu Qing was awake. 

,,General! You are finally awake!", Fu Yao shouted, relieved and happy. 

But when he got next to Mu Qing, Mu Qing stretched out his arms and pulled Fu Yao into an embrace. Feng Xin and Fu Yao froze. Fu Yao still did was never hugged by his esteemed general, blushed bright red and at the same time felt uncomfortable. He didn't know what to do, so he clung helplessly to his general, Feng Xin who looked like he was about to become Mu Qing for the next best thing The doctor dragging was paler than the wall behind him. 

,,I'm sorry that I forgot you too, my son", Mu Qing now whined. 

Feng Xin and Fu Yao stiffened and seemed to share the same thought. SON !? Fu Yao wanted to break free from the hug and explain, but Mu Qing wouldn't let him. Fu Yao froze when he saw that Mu Qing's eyes looked watery, as if he was about to cry. Feng Xin panicked again. 

,,General Nan Yang! Good luck! Here you are! I looked for her everywhere!", Another deep voice emerged. 

A boy with inky black hair appeared. His face was very similar to Feng Xin's, was also younger. Mu Qing would have him at the same age as the boy in his Mu Qing went pale again. 

,,We have two sons ?!" Feng Xin and the two junior officers got black lines on their faces. 

All three seemed to be shocked by Mu Qing's condition. They wanted to tell him that he misunderstood everything, but as soon as they saw Mu Qing's desperate face, like his eyes full of helplessness. None of them could bring themselves to confess to Mu Qing that he was wrong. which is why Mu Qing finally pressed Fu Yao against him, lovingly stroking his head. He did the same with Nan Feng, also having his head stroked while he looked away with flushed cheeks. Feng Xin sat in silence and didn't know what to make of it. On the one hand he wants to tell Mu Qing the whole truth, on the other hand he had never seen Mu Qing so peaceful. How he stroked Nan Feng Fu Yao's head lovingly and smiled slightly. This gentle expression on his face made Feng Xin's heart soften a little. Hua Cheng and Xie Lian both looked confused when they came in. 

,,Okay, I expected pretty much everything, but not that", confessed Xie Lian, drawing attention to those present. 

All eyes were on him. 

,,Dianxia! It's good that you are here!", Shouted Feng Xin, relieved . 

Mu Qing, however, was now a bit surprised. He looked back and forth between the others. Did you know each other? Mu Qing got a strange feeling when he saw the two figures at the door. 

,,Mu Qing! Lucky you are well! ", Xie Lian ran to him to hug his friend. 

Finally the Crown Prince was sick with worry. But as soon as Xie Lian got closer, Mu Qing suddenly jumped, pulled the two junior officers with him and hid behind Feng Xin. 

,,Who are you?", Asked Mu Qing in a cold tone of voice, speaking to strangers when they didn't seem alright to him. 

Everyone immediately froze in the room. Even Hua Cheng. No matter how cold Mu Qing appeared on the outside, he had never spoken to Xie Lian in such a cold tone as if it were a threat. Hua Cheng went a little closer, as if approaching an animal. 

,,You ... don't remember him or me?", Hua Cheng asked cautiously. Mu Qing was snappy again. 

,,Who are you?", This time he even seems to be more aggressive towards Hua Cheng. 

Which didn't bother Hua Cheng, as he was used to being hissed at, but he didn't expect Mu Qing to remember anything either. It was like not only had Mu Qing forgotten everything, but he also seemed strangely cold in front of everyone else. As if he no longer had any trust. Just this man he was just clinging to. The two junior officers just sat by and watched everything very carefully. But they also knew that Xie Lian wouldn't hurt them, but they weren't so sure about Hua Cheng anymore. Mu Qing who was still clinging to Feng Xin and looking at everyone else with a cold expression. Something was wrong here. 

,,Okay, what exactly is going on here?", Xie Lian asked carefully. 

Feng Xin then began to explain everything that happened yesterday. Only he didn't mention that Mu Qing made him sleep next to him last night left out that Mu Qing was apparently not with Feng Xin, who was neither Nan Feng nor Fu Yao his son. Mu Qing, who was still watching Hua Cheng and Xie Lian suspiciously, continued to hide behind Feng Xin like a cat while they were back Junior officers sat at the table and drank tea. At least Fu Yao was drinking tea, Nan Feng was more interested in the yuebing he was happily nibbling on. The two officers were silent the whole time while the others talked. 

,,We have to discuss it again in more detail at the meeting. A mind that is able to clear Mu Qing thoughts up to such a level cannot be of low rank", Xie Lian then shared his thoughts. 

,,He must be at least rank Severe. If not even Wrath", said Hua Cheng.

,,Then we should attend a meeting as soon as possible. I'm really very worried about Mu Qing's condition", Xie Lian admitted worriedly. 

Everyone seemed to agree. 

,,So what does Mu Qing actually still know? Or at least what does he know now?", Asked Hua Cheng.

,,He knows that he is a god, that he is in heaven, in his palace, and he also knows that he must have had a fight before entering the Heaven has returned. But he only knew after I told him. He didn't even seem to remember his own name!", Feng Xin explained, complaining more or less at the last sentence.

,,His condition seems to be even worse than I expected", Xie Lian looked at Hua Cheng. 

His eyes again contradicted concern. Hua Cheng nodded briefly to him and stood up. 

,,Mu Qing will be with us", Hua Cheng Mu Qing wanted to take Xie Lian with him to the meeting, but he scowled at both of them and now clawed at Feng Xin more tightly. 

Now Mu Qing looked really angry. He gritted his teeth angrily, his eyes literally showing his anger. His grip on Feng Xin tightened as he tensed his body. For a moment everyone had the feeling they were seeing an aggressive cat. 

,,I think I'll show up there with Mu Qing", said Feng Xin after a long, uncomfortable silence, where Mu Qing Hua Cheng almost stabbed with a stare, which he replied calmly. 

It was not the first time he was looked at, that's why he didn't mind. Xie Lian looked at Mu Qing with concern. He really worried, but Mu Qing didn't seem to recognize him at all, which is why he thought it was better not to say anything more, not that Mu Qing felt compelled in the end. 

,,Then we'll leave Mu Qing to you now", said Xie Lian, before he left Mu Qing's room with Hua Cheng. Only when they left did Mu Qing slowly relax again. 

,,Are you ... Are you okay?", Fu Yao asked, a little confused, also involuntarily nervous at the same time. 

Fu Yao, who was now moving carefully next to his general, looked at him worriedly with his golden eyes. Mu Qing gently stroked Fu Yao's head. 

,,Yes, I'm fine", he confirmed. 

Fu Yao gave Nan Feng a quick look at which he also only threw a helpless look. Feng Xin breathed in again before he got up. 

,,Mu Qing let's go The congregation will speak about your condition", Feng Xin then explained. 

Mu Qing gave him a puzzled look before he straightened up too. 

,,Because of my memory loss?", Mu Qing asked more closely. 

A weak nod. Mu Qing then said nothing more. 

,,Then I'll be gone. Be good and don't do anything", said Mu Qing with a gentle smile as he stroked Nan Feng and Fu Yao's hair lovingly. 

For a moment they both really felt the feeling of being loved by a father, which then left both of them with a bitter aftertaste. Both knew that they no longer had parents, which is why this loving warmth left a stab for both of them. Mu Qing then followed Feng Xin. When Feng Xin took three steps forward, Mu Qing hurried and grabbed Feng Xin's sleeve. 

,,Baobei?" Feng Xin tensed up briefly. 

,,Please don't call me so ok in front of the others?", He asked. 

Mu Qing stopped in amazement. 

,,What about it?", He asked. 

Immediately he had the feeling that he might have done something wrong. The feeling of annoying the man who seemed so familiar to him made him panic. Feng Xin noticed the Mu Qing felt uncomfortable, which is why he quickly turned to him. 

,,No, don't misunderstand. It's ... it's just the nickname ... takes getting used to", admitted Feng Xin, scratching the back of his head awkwardly. 

Mu Qing understood that it is still a bit embarrassing for his loved one that he calls him that in front of the others. Mu Qing nodded. He then let go of Feng Xin's sleeves, which made Feng Xin a little easier. He then started walking while Mu Qing followed him. Feng Xin really tried not to look at Mu Qing. Usually Mu Qing always had a cold expression. A stern look and he seems very distant, but now he looked so innocent. Not only did he look innocent, his face now also looked more relaxed, his eyes felt full of innocence. Usually his eyes are always filled with scorn and cold. Now Mu Qing looked more like a scholar than a god of war. Feng Xin noticed that he was walking much faster than Mu Qing was following, so Feng Xin stopped walking. 

,,Don't get lost", he said at some point after a silence. 

Mu Qing looked up. His obsidian black eyes lit up briefly before he again took Feng Xin's sleeve with his hand. 

,,Then I'll hold on to you", without sarcasm or any mean statement, the Mu Qing voice made it sound like a beautiful melody. 

No, his voice was just a melody. Then there's that innocent face. Feng Xin felt his heart melt away. For a moment he really wondered if it was really the same face he wanted to beat up for 800 years to wipe the floor in all three areas. With those innocent eyes with which he looked at Feng Xin, Mu Qing looked defenseless, which for some reason switched on the protective instinct of Feng Xin. What will the others say when they see him like that. In the moment it clicked. 

There is no way he can leave Mu Qing alone!

 Mu Qing was not exactly popular with the gods because of his aloof yet polite personality. Pretty face, delicate hourglass body, very well educated and a god of war on top of that. Especially those who knew his background still speak badly about him today that a servant has risen to such a position. So many did not like Mu Qing. But what also worried Feng Xin was that some would now take advantage of Mu Qing's innocence. He was so innocent and helpless right now that he couldn't even harm a fly! 

For a long time he had heard how some gods talk about what it would be like to have Mu Qing in their bedrooms. Because no matter how unpopular Mu Qing is, there are always those perverted bastards who would take any opportunity to get Mu Qing to bed. If he takes a closer look at Mu Qing now, he is the perfect victim right now! No matter how hard you are at war, he can not help it! And that has nothing to do with the fact that Mu Qing calls him "Baobei"! 

Without exchanging further words, they both walked through the heavenly city. They had to go to the war hall, where they drew all the eyes of the sky officials. It's no wonder either. For 800 years they kept beating each other up so that they couldn't stand next to each other for five minutes. Now both walked peacefully side by side. Mu Qing was still clutching Feng Xin's sleeve. They walked through the Heavenly City in silence without yelling at each other. They have never been so close. As if Mu Qing were walking on clouds, his steps were silent, soft and elegant. Feng Xin tried not to listen to the strange whisper, especially not to look into Mu Qing's face. He himself first had to get used to Mu Qing's innocent eyes, which were more beautiful than the starry sky. 

When they finally entered the arena, every conversation and every complaint fell silent. Any conversation that was being discussed excitedly fell silent immediately. All eyes were on Mu Qing and Feng Xin. Feng Xin was visibly uncomfortable, but he couldn't let himself be crushed. He walked on, ignoring the others, while Mu Qing followed closely. His grip on Feng Xin's sleeve tightened, and he too became nervous. The gods looked at Mu Qing like an animal on display. One or the other couldn't suppress a mean grin. 

,,Hey immortal Nan Yang!", Pei Ming greeted and walked towards both of them while waving. 

When he saw Mu Qing clinging to Feng Xin, he grinned. 

,,Hoho! Good afternoon Xuan Zhen, it seems better to you!", laughed Pei Ming. 

But Mu Qing gave exactly the same reaction as he did with Xie Lian and Hua Cheng. Cold and aggressive. Pei Ming seemed puzzled but laughed again. 

,,It seems that Xie Lian was right. He really seems to have lost all memories", he stated. 

Mu Qing, who stared at him as if he would hit him immediately if he made a wrong move, also moved a step further to use Feng Xin more or less as a protective shield. 

,,A-Xin I don't trust him", said Mu Qing then. 

Everyone present turned to both of them. Feng Xin really wondered what he had done wrong that he was in such a situation. Pei Ming understood and looked at Feng Xin with a meaningful grin.

,,Hoho, Feng Xi ---" 

,,One word and I will cleanse the three areas with your face", threatened Feng Xin. 

Pei Ming raised his hands with an amused grin. 

,,I'm not saying anything", as Feng Xin hated that self-indulgent grin. 

Maybe he should really wipe the floor with his face. When they sat down, Mu Qing took the place next to Feng Xin, as expected, without letting go of him Mu Qing didn't like the looks of the others, which is why he moved closer to him unnoticed. The looks of the other gods literally pierced the two of them. Ling Wen cleared her throat before she began to speak. 

,,Due to Xuan Zhen's current situation, as everyone has already noticed, he is unable to complete the current tasks. We don't know exactly what put Xuan Zhen into such a state, which is why I assume that this spirit must be of Wrath level. I therefore ask for the help of the other battle gods to find the spirit. Should this spirit cause further damage, there can be dire consequences ", Ling Wen looked briefly at Hua Cheng, who was also there. 

Nobody dared to say anything against Hua Cheng taking part in a divine meeting. Everyone knew that he was did what he wanted. Xie Lian sat next to him to also take part in the meeting. 

,,That our Xuan Zhen didn't make it is not surprising to me. If he had kept order in his temple", one of the gods laughed . 

Mu Qing, who is not really aware that he was actually meant by this, just sat silently next to Feng Xin. 

,,Do you want to say anything with that?", Xie Lian asked a little horrified that the gods now dare to lean forward so far to mock Mu Qing. 

It was clear that Mu Qing was not popular, but that one was his condition Nobody expected such exploitation. "I just mean. After all, our Xuan Zhen is good at serving you", another god of war had said that this time and the smile he had on his lips made Feng Xin out of reflex Mu Pull Qing a little closer to you. A dirty grin was to be found on his lips as he looked at Mu Qing. Mu Qing himself gave others a cold, aggressive look, but next to Feng Xin he looked like an innocent kitten. His beauty was even more so to many. Gentle soft expression on his face that looked at Feng Xin as he pulled him closer to protect himself. This incited many gods even more to attack Xuan Zhen. Mu Qing realized far too late that he was meant, which is why he no longer dared to say anything. Knowing that he would only make it worse, especially now that he couldn't remember anything, he clung to Feng Xin even more helplessly. Xie Lian clenched his fists. 

,,Mu Qing did his best! How can you --- ", Hua Cheng stopped him by placing a hand on his shoulder. 

Confused, Xie Lian looked at his husband, who pointed to Feng Xin, who now looked as if he was about to beat everyone up. 

,,SHUT THE FUCK UP!! ", shouted Feng Xin and slapped the table top with his hand, which silenced some.

,,If you're so good at complaining about Mu Qing, do better!" 

Someone laughed. 

,,If our Xuan Zhen hadn't just acted single-handedly and got help that wouldn't have happened to him!" 

,,Besides, he wasn't even able to simply admit that he had overestimated himself." 

,,With that face he's not even able to start an argument anyway", laughed a scholar. 

Feng Xin had to step aside for a moment to understand that Mu Qing was looking at him with a sad expression. He was hurt, but it seemed like it was there was something else. Now Mu Qing just looked like a small child who was left helpless and afraid. That made Feng Xin's heart ache. 

,,Why do so many detest Mu Qing", Xie Lian whispered softly. 

,,To accept Mu Qing, you must first accept your own laziness. You have to accept that Mu Qing is better than you because he had fought for all that he has today. They have to accept their own incompetence, realizing that they are under Mu Qing. Not everyone can take it, which is why many still suppress Mu Qing", said Hua Cheng, he leaned back and crossed his arms. 

Xie Lian was amazed at his husband's words, but he then smiled at him from his heart. These surprises on him He loves his husband's side. 

,,You're right", he smiled gently at Hua Cheng. 

,,I'm always right, Gege", Hua Cheng smile. 

,,I really don't understand your problem, General Nan Yang. Shouldn't they understand our anger the most?", Laughed a goddess. 

She pointed with her eyes at Mu Qing. Now someone else interfered.

,,How sweetly the servant clings to the crown prince's guard. Like a slut who hacked into their customers. But I think they already know this experience", laughed this wickedly. 

Feng Xin was ready to buff this man's face so much. Not only because he dared to call Mu Qing a slut, he was also referring to his failed relationship! But suddenly Feng Xin calmed down and a mean smile appeared on his lips. 

,,Unfortunately, I can't help that I got Xuan Zhen's attention, for which they were so desperately looking for. They couldn't even get his attention even though they were talking to him."

Immediately the deity's face turned different colors. Feng Xin leaned back victoriously.

,,Shut up Nan Yang! Your last relationship didn't end well!"

,,Nevertheless I got more beauties than you will ever have", now the gods began to laugh. 

Provocatively to finish him off, he put an arm around Mu Qing's shoulder and pulled him close. Feng Xin smiled victoriously. The other almost exploded with shame and anger. His face changed from green to red. Feng Xin couldn't suppress laughing himself when he saw the expressions on his face. But his laughter vanished very quickly when he heard a soft giggle next to him. He immediately turned his face to Mu Qing, who laughed softly before it got louder. His laugh was so open, free and, above all, clear that everyone in the room looked at him with big eyes in surprise. No one had ever seen Mu Qing smile before! 

Let alone a laughter!! Not even Xie Lian or Feng Xin had ever heard him laugh. But he laughed. For a moment everyone fell in love with Mu Qing laugh, carefree face. Because now that he was laughing, he was just beautiful. Ah what beautiful was an understatement! If it weren't for all gods, one would say that Mu Qing's beauty and laugh can only come from one deity! Feng Xin felt his heart melt at the sight as well. With slightly flushed cheeks, Hua Cheng looked at Xie Lian. 

,,Can one actually be banished from heaven for supernatural beauty?" 

,,Usually not, but maybe we really need to banish Xuan Zhen for his beauty", Ling Wen muttered in response, because Xie Lian was too focused to listen to Mu Qing laugh.

 All the years he had known Mu Qing, he had never laughed so heartily, not even at him, now he laughed at Feng Xin. For some reason, he felt a small sting. It was then that he found Mu Qing and made him his companion. When Mu Qing calmed down, he glanced at Feng Xin, which made Feng Xin blush. The smile he gave Feng Xin was full of warmth, softness and ... if Feng Xin didn't know better, there was and love. Feng Xin turned away while Mu Qing took his hand under the table. Feng Xin unconsciously crossed his hand with Mu Qing's. He also noticed how well the hands fit together. The other gods also released themselves from their rigidity. Ling Wen then quickly cleared his throat. A slight blush was visible on her cheeks. 

,,Well ... Well", she continued. 

The rest of the meeting went on without any problems, but Feng Xin listened with half his ear. He stroked the back of Mu Qing's hand with his thumb soothingly. The conference ended soon after. Feng Xin and Mu Qing left the hall first, while Feng Xin held Mu Qing gently by the hand and pulled after them. The gods still watched the two of them in silence. 

,,I think they are a perfect match", whispered Shi Qingxuan Xie Lian quietly. 

Xie Lian acknowledged with a nod. Feng Xin drew Mu Qing through the Heavenly City. Feng Xin took Mu Qing back to his palace. The junior officials of Mu Qing opened their eyes when they saw their general holding hands with General Nan Yang. Two of his officers looked like they were about to faint. Mu Qing didn't notice, he continued to look at Feng Xin with his innocent expression, he didn't even say anything when Feng Xin continued to pull him back into his room. Mu Qing looked at him confused when Feng Xin let go of his hand. 

,,So since you are currently unable to do which jobs, most of the work will be done by your junior civil servants. So you're going to rest a little first, okay?" 

Feng Xin was about to leave the room when Mu Qing gently grabbed his hands.

,,Where are you going? ",He asked carefully. 

Feng Xin tried not to let it show that he wasn't actually Mu Qing's partner. Feng Xin silently let Mu Qing become concerned. Did he do something wrong that Feng Xin was angry with him or ignored him? His hand began to shake a little inadvertently, which Feng Xin noticed. He quickly turned to Mu Qing. 

,,You are shivering," stated Feng Xin. 

Mu Qing seemed to want to say something, but then fell silent before reluctantly releasing Feng Xin. The feeling that he might be forced upon. That he might be doing something bad, which is why Mu Qing kept silent Feng Xin still did not understand Mu Qing well enough. He did not know what was going on in Mu Qing's head. It was incredibly difficult for him to understand because Mu Qing was incredibly closed. But he thought of it like Mu Qing again Mu Qing had never laughed or even smiled at his comments. In the moment, Feng Xin realized that Mu Qing had closed himself off so much over the years that he didn't even show a piece of his feelings. Now that he was like that was naive, he still showed feelings, but he may soon stop showing his feelings if he thinks Feng Xin is not interested in him. 

As Mu Qing thought when he left her for the first time, Feng Xin felt how Mu Qing after gave way behind. Without knowing what it was like, he had the feeling of losing Mu Qing like a Jian Liang had lost. Suddenly different feelings seized him. Sure, he and Mu Qing were rivals, but the fact that he misunderstood Mu Qing for 800 years made Feng Xin's heart ache. He didn't want to let so many misunderstandings arise again. 

,,Are you okay?", He asked. 

,,If anything, please tell me", Feng Xin then asked. 

Mu Qing hesitated before opening his mouth.

,,Did I prepare you for work? ", he spoke so softly that it sounded hoarse. 

Feng Xin was surprised and looked at him in surprise, normally Mu Qing wasn't that quiet or frail, but maybe he was now because he trusted Feng Xin.

,,No, you have me no work. Just think I need your memories", that wasn't a lie. 

He was about to say something when Fu Yao entered the room to check on his general. Mu Qing who was happy to see his "son" again. With a warm feeling, he pulled Fu Yao back into his arms. He hugged him gently as if he were really holding his son. 

,,Only", Feng Xin swallowed and paused. 

When he looked at Mu Qing so carelessly and happily, he couldn't bring himself to directly confront Mu Qing's heart with the truth. Now he looked happy. But will he be happy, if he finds out that all this is just a ghost? That it was all just a misunderstanding? Mu Qing didn't have really fond memories. Maybe it doesn't hurt Mu Qing to continue living a little bit in this belief that he was loved. After all, had He never got love and attention from anyone else except his mother, who was dead for over 800 years. Fu Yao, who silently accepted to be hugged like that, looked at Feng Xin briefly before he stuck out his tongue cheekily. For a moment came Feng Xin it really makes sense to briefly teach boys a few manners like a father has to teach his son a lesson. When Feng Xin went back to his palace that day, he took Mu Qing with him es Nan Yang Palastest looked over at them, startled, as they peacefully hold hands with the highly respected Xuan Zhen and her general. 

Of course they also heard the state of General Xuan Zhen, but did not think that it was so bad that he trusted Feng Xin so much without knowing that they had only polished their faces for 800 years. He followed Feng Xin everywhere. It was as if Nan Yang's every step was also his step. Feng Xin gave Mu Qing a warm, familiar feeling when he was alone with others. Mu Qing was shown to Feng Xin's office, where he sat down and did his chores, Mu Qing watched as Feng Xin did his chores. At first it was uncomfortable for Feng Xin to be observed like that, but he soon noticed that Mu Qing thought nothing of it, just watched. Neither of them said anything. Even if Mu Qing just watched him, Feng Xin wondered if Mu Qing would rather see something more interesting. Mu Qing just looked like an innocent cat. If it had ears or a tail, they would certainly bob curiously back and forth. 

,,Would you rather not do anything else than just look at me?", Feng Xin then asked him. 

,,What else should I do?", Mu Qing then asked. 

That's right, he didn't even know what Mu Qing was doing in his freedom. 

,,You are welcome to wander around the palace, but you don't even have to ask for my permission to do anything", Feng Xin said. 

Mu Qing then wondered if Feng Xin felt bothered by him at work But then Feng Xin already continued.

,,I don't want you to sit here and see me doing my work. After all, that's way too boring for you. You are not a servant who depends on me", said Feng Xin without thinking as he went back to his duties. 

For some reason, it felt warm in Mu Qing's chest. Words of which he didn't quite understand the meaning made his heart soften. Without realizing it, he smiled at Feng Xin. "Ok, then I'll have a look around", he leaned forward briefly and pressed Feng Xin a kiss on the cheek, which froze him. Feng Xin couldn't stop his face turning extreme red. When Mu Qing was his If memories get back, he will kill Feng Xin. Mu Qing left the room while Feng Xin tried to concentrate on his chores. That was impossible. His heart did not stop racing while he was unable to close With a bang he banged his head on the table top and buried his face under the scrolls. He will never forget how soft Mu Qing's lips felt on his cheek. His face felt so warm that you can feel it over your head. How can someone be so sweet and innocent in the same time?! Mu Qing is like this only two days. Only two days and that get Feng Xin off track. 

How can he survive when Mu Qing be like this for the next days or maybe month!? 

Mu Qing, who was walking leisurely through the palace of the Nan Yang General, did not notice the strange looks. He was much too busy looking at everything. The palace was very different from that one by Mu Qing. Here it was lighter, looked like a sun, while Mu Qing's palace looked more like the night. The officials of his palace were all so quiet, nimble and fast that you could believe that nobody was here, but you could always speak to you immediately if you needed help. As if they were lurking in the shadows and watching you. Feng Xin Palace, on the other hand, was incredibly lively. His officers ran past him, talking loudly, and seemed to be in a good mood. It also seemed much more welcoming. It was a different, but wasn't bad. 

Of course, the junior officers paused in confusion when they saw General Xuan Zhen walking into their palace as if this one had been at home for a long time. Every time they greeted Xuan Zhen out of politeness, Mu Qing was cold, as expected, but also a bit aggressive, as if he was preparing to be attacked. Since everyone more or less knew that Mu Qing had lost his memories, they weren't sure how to treat him. Which is why they decided to pretend they didn't know that Xuan Zhen and Nan Yang only beat each other for 800 years. When Mu Qing were out of earshot, an officer leaned over to his comrade and whispered softly in his ear. 

,,So if you ask me he's not that much different. Still someone with a broom in his ass. "

,,But you also saw when he came in with our general, he held his hand as if they'd been doing it for years! " 

,,I would really like to see what his face will be like when he can remember everything", he laughed softly. 

They observe Xuan Zhen from a safe distance, like any other officer. Mu Qing didn't care because he was the one When he saw Nan Feng leaving a room, Mu Qing's expression brightened. 

,,A-Feng", he called out, which made the surprised look up. 

He was surprised to see the general who ran to him. Every official who was present froze. Their mouths opened and almost fell to the floor. Since when are General Xuan Zhen and the deputy of Nan Yang so familiar!? With a gentle smile, Mu Qing lovingly curled Nan Feng's hair, which the latter left nothing to comment on. Instead, he just smiled. 

,,So are you visiting us today?", Nan Feng then asked. 

It didn't bother him that Mu Qing Nan Feng's hairstyle completely destroyed when he ran his hair lovingly. Mu Qing nodded. Mu Qing replied to Nan Feng with strange gentleness. 

,,Shall I show you around?", Nan Feng asked lovingly. 

,,That would be nice." 

Nan Feng straightened his hair just before leading Mu Qing through the palace. The officers' looks continue to stare at her. Nan Feng and Mu Qing didn't mind. He showed Mu Qing various places in the Nan Yang Palace. But what Mu Qing liked most was the garden of the Nan Yang palace, then there was a cherry tree. Mu Qing didn't know why, but this tree looked very familiar to him. The fruits looked juicy. Nan Feng reached out and plucked one and held it out to Mu Qing. Mu Qing gratefully accepted it and took a bite. Immediately the sweet taste spread in his mouth, which made Mu Qing smile. It was an oddly familiar taste that made him think. They talked for a while before Nan Feng accompanied him back to Feng Xin, who had not really made any progress as he had been thrown far too much off track by Mu Qing beforehand. When Nan Feng came in with Mu Qing, Feng Xin raised his eyebrow in surprise. Nan Feng seemed to be getting used to the role faster than expected. 

,,Did Nan Feng show you around?", Feng Xin asked as Mu Qing took a seat next to him. 

Nan Feng stopped a few meters in front of the table. 

,,I'll get back to work." Nan Feng said goodbye politely. 

Without further ado, Nan Feng left the room. Then the silence returned. Feng Xin was answering a prayer when Mu Qing leaned against his shoulder. He looked a little at the scroll. Feng Xin tried to stay calm but couldn't help blushing. Mu Qing smell rose in his nose, which made him even redder. Did Mu Qing always smell this good? He tried not to show his nervousness. When Feng Xin finished the scroll, he wanted to tell Mu Qing that he was done, but he has already fallen asleep. He slept peacefully on Feng Xin's shoulder. The expression on his face was incredibly gentle. He felt his heart soften again at this sight. At that moment he also wondered if he had ever seen Mu Qing so peaceful. Normally, Mu Qing would not be around voluntarily. At that moment, Feng Xin knew that this time was only temporary. Mu Qing will wake up one day, remember everything, and everything will be back to normal. 

But when he looked at Mu Qing like that, he wondered if he really wanted old Mu Qing back. Even if he would never admit it, he missed this sarcastic provocative way. But he still liked that innocent side of Mu Qing. But he had to tell Mu Qing the truth that Mu Qing was wrong. That he wasn't his lover. But he will do that when Mu Qing woke up again. He gently picked up Mu Qing. Like a bride, he held Mu Qing in his arms before carrying him out of the office. He too ignored the looks of his junior officers. Halfway through he thought about carrying Mu Qing into a guest room and then telling him the next morning that he had misunderstood everything, but something threw the thought away as Mu Qing clung to him. He carefully put Mu Qing down in his own bed. In doing so, careful not to wake him. 

Reluctantly, he lay down next to Mu Qing. Not even in his wildest dreams would he have dreamed of having Mu Qing in his bed. Mu Qing, admired by many deities for his beauty, was at Feng Xin's side, of all places. A beauty that everyone wanted to try, but didn't even get close enough to even touch. Like a beautiful flower protected by millions of thorns. A dream of a beauty now lay here next to Feng Xin, in his arms. Feng Xin hesitated as he gently pulled him closer to him. Mu Qing snuggled closer to him in his sleep, which made his heart pound again. Mu Qing's smell almost drove him crazy. Inky black hair spread out, a fragile body, black long eyelashes, pink lips that looked as if they had never been loved, then this peaceful face. No wonder that so many gods secretly want Mu Qing in their bed. He stroked Mu Qing's hair with flushed cheeks. 

But deep down he knew that Mu Qing was not his. 

As if he had been stung, he let go of Mu Qing and then turned his back on him. Mu Qing wasn't his lover, it was a misunderstanding. 

Tomorrow he will confess everything to Mu Qing, tell him all this. He was not allowed to lie to Mu Qing any further. With these thoughts he closed his eyes. He fell asleep with a strange pain in his heart. The next day, Feng Xin woke up feeling strangely warm. Mu Qing was leaning over him, tit black hair falling over his face. 

,,Baobei?", Mu Qing asked softly, his voice was clear, which indicates that he had to be awake for a while. 

Feng Xin blushed a bit at the sight before he sat up carefully. 

,,You are awake", said Feng Xin firmly as he stretched tiredly. 

He glanced briefly at Mu Qing, which immediately regretted it. Mu Qing sat on the bed, his clothes slipped, hair disheveled, obsession black eyes that looked at him lovingly. That almost stopped Feng Xin's heart. How can someone look so seductive in the morning ?! Mu Qing, who had actually been awake for a while, could not take his eyes off his husband. Feng Xin's brown hair fell untidily into his face, but his eyes were already clear again, which made Mu Qing's heart dance. Feng Xin thought about it. He should tell Mu Qing today that it is all just a misunderstanding. But when Mu Qing hugged him, he couldn't open his mouth. Maybe after breakfast. Feng Xin took Mu Qing into the human realm. 

Actually, Feng Xin only wanted to take Mu Qing alone, but they ended up meeting Fu Yao on the way. Mu Qing, the dream of all sky officials, naturally ran to Fu Yao to hold him in his arms. Feng Xin, who knew exactly that Mu Qing misunderstood everything, was not ready to endure another strange embarrassment and therefore dragged "lover" and his "son" into the human plane. However, what he did not expect was that Nan Feng was staying in the very same village they were stopping at. Same game again. A running Mu Qing who took his "son" in his arms and lovingly curled his hair. Feng Xin and Fu Yao stood a little further back and tried not to laugh at Nan Feng's surprised expression. In the end there were four of them at a table. Nan Feng and Fu Yao initially hesitated before going out to eat together. Feng Xin didn't actually eat. He was too busy looking at Mu Qing, who was sipping his tea with pleasure. 

,,You have had more than me! It's mine", complained Fu Yao as Nan Feng snatched the last pastry from under his nose.

,,Ah yes? You were the most voracious and you already ate the Tanghulus", Nan Feng snapped back and took a provocative bite into the pastry. 

Which made Fu Yao angry. He reached out his hand quickly and grabbed the pastry. Before Nan Feng could know it, Fu Yao Nan Feng ate pastries that he had snatched from his hand. Nan Feng looked at him angrily. 

,,Hey!", They began to quarrel. 

,,Stop quarreling you two!", Feng Xin then raised his voice. 

,,He's started", said the younger ones at the same time. 

Mu Qing put down his cup. 

,,Then just order something", suggested Mu Qing, which he then did. 

,,You can't spoil them both like that!", Feng Xin complained. 

,,Why not him? They are still children." 

,,Yes, but you still spoil them to brats!" 

Now it was Nan Feng Fu Yao who looked back and forth between the two adults. They both ate their sweets in silence and wondered why they were now discussing which education was right. In the end there was Feng Xin opened up and let Mu Qing be willing to pamper the children, realizing too late that he was unconsciously acting like a father, that he was truly treating Mu Qing like a lover. The sight of Mu Qing Nan spoiling Feng Fu Yao left Feng Warming Xin's heart, it gave him a feeling that he can't describe. It felt warm. But he couldn't get used to it. The Mu Qing would never look at him like that. Without his memories, he stayed with him. But if he will remember again, he will just be someone strange again. He had to tell Mu Qing what he was wrong. Feng Xin opened his mouth to begin when Mu Qing turned around lovingly. 

,,Feng Xin let's see the festival tomorrow. Nan Feng Fu Yao are also interested." That made Feng Xin shut his mouth again. Maybe he should be silent for a while. The smile that Mu Qing wore on his lips made Feng Xin forget everything. Deep down, a low voice said Mu Qing should smile at him forever. Nobody else. A quiet voice that felt in him the wish that Mu Qing should never come to his senses. That he should smile at Feng Xin forever. But he rejected this voice very quickly. He had to Mu Qing Say it! Otherwise it will be too late! But when he opened his mouth again, he suddenly remembered. When they were still in Xianle, Mu Qing had never had the opportunity to go to the festivals. He was always left behind to clean and work. Maybe the truth can wait a bit after all. 

,,Ok. Let's go to the festival tomorrow." 

When they came down the next day, Nan Feng Fu Yao was quickly walking through the crowd. 

,,Look at that Nan Feng!", Fu Yao shouted in amazement as the people in a dragon costume danced. Nan Feng stood next to him and was amazed. 

,,Don't run too far away", Mu Qing then said to the two of them . 

,,Got it!" 

Feng Xin, who was walking next to Mu Qing, hesitated a little. Was it really right? To lie to Mu Qing further? But Mu Qing stopped him thinking when he took his hand. "Come on! I want me see this booth! "he pulled Feng Xin with him. In order not to attract too much attention, they wore simple, chic clothes. As they walked down the street, Mu Qing couldn't stop marveling at the beautiful lanterns. Nan Feng Fu Yao stopped every now and then at a small booth to look at things. As they passed a jewelry stand, something caught Feng Xin's eye. 

,,Fu Yao why are you looking at this lantern like that? Aren't you a bit too old to want one? ", Nan Feng commented with a laugh, when he noticed the look of Fu Yao, who was looking at a lantern that was beautifully painted. 

Fu Yao blushed when Nan Feng said that.

,,Shut up!", he grumbled. 

Mu Qing sighed, let go of Feng Xin's hand and ran to them. He took the lantern, paid for it, and gave it to Fu Yao. 

,,Don't let your brother annoy you. Do what you want."

Nan Feng looked insulted away, when Fu Yao playfully stuck out his tongue. Feng Xin stared at Mu Qing. It was really a beautiful sight. How Mu Qing smiled. It was also very familiar. Feng Xin checked the jewelry again. Reluctantly, he went to the booth. He picked up a hairpin. It was made of white jade. It had beautiful decorations and was slightly curved, which reminded him of a saber. It had cherry blossom patterns. Feng Xin bought it. Mu Qing will like it. He smiled unconsciously. The smile died when he saw something red in the corner of his eye. He turned around quickly when he saw Hua Cheng. 

,,What do you want?", Feng Xin asked immediately. 

He was prepared for what Hua Cheng could do right away. But Hua Cheng stood there calmly, his arms behind his back. 

,,You should tell him. Preferably as soon as possible as possible", said Hua Cheng. 

Feng Xin knew what to tell him. 

,,I know. I'll tell him soon."

,,Not soon. But right tomorrow. You know exactly that it won't end well if he remembers again." 

,,What is it all of your business?" 

,,Not me, but Gege wouldn't want you to argue again", Hua Cheng smiled at him as if he was just waiting for an amusing show. 

,,Shut up Hua Cheng. What do you want anyway ?! "Hua Cheng looked briefly past Feng Xin, directly at Mu Qing.

,,Now he is still innocent. But he will hate you if he finds out that all this was just a lie", Hua Cheng replied instead. 

Feng Xin was silent this time. 

,,I know. I'll tell him soon", it was almost a whisper. 

Feng Xin turned around and was about to leave when Hua Cheng opened his mouth again.

,,Don't get used to his presence. " 

Hua Cheng came closer and leaned forward to whisper in his ear. 

,,I already know where the demon is, it's just a matter of time before I catch him and end all of this. You shouldn't catch any feelings", Hua Cheng warned him.

,,I haven't got used to it. I'm just going to give him some nice memories that he was never allowed to have. I'll tell him early." 

With the words, he turned away from Hua Cheng and went back to Mu Qing. Mu Qing looked at him in amazement when Feng Xin then pinned a hairpin on him. The smile he gave Mu Qing was loving. Mu Qing blushed when Feng Xin said he would look good with it. He touch Mu Qing cheek. He blushed and leaned a little more against his hand.

Hua Cheng sighed silently from the distance. 

,,I really hope you keep your word, Feng Xin." 

The man in the red robe turned around and then disappeared into the crowd. That evening, Feng Xin held Mu Qing Hands, promising himself that he would finish everything tomorrow. That night, however, it was also the night when Mu Qing Feng Xin took hand and gazed at the starry sky together, while Nan Feng Fu Yao not far from them argued about who had the better lantern.

 That night he held Mu Qing in his arms again. Even during the night, Feng Xin vowed never to get used to any of this. 

But that was a lie. 

He got used to Mu Qing. 

He got used to holding him. 

He got used to falling asleep with Mu Qing in the evening. 

He got used to being with Mu Qing. 

He got used to loving Mu Qing. 

It was already too late. Back when Hua Cheng warned him, he should have stopped it. He should have withdrawn. Now he never wanted to let go of Mu Qing again. Feng Xin admitted too late that he had fallen in love with Mu Qing's beauty. He should have told Mu Qing the truth when he got the chance. 

,,So if I remember correctly, the mind is able to steal people's memories. Was that right? ", Ling Wen stood across from Hua Cheng, who had dragged the ghost in front of her. 

Hua Cheng only caught the ghost because Xie Lian asked him to. Otherwise he would never help the sky officials.

,,He will be his memories for Mu Qing give back", Hua Cheng stepped by the side of the ghost, which looked up at Hua Cheng in fear. 

After all, you are not caught personally by the Spirit King every day. Xie Lian stood next to his husband. 

,,He has to give memories back to Mu Qing first!", Xie Lian demanded. 

Suddenly the ghost laughed out loud. His laugh became louder and more insane, until he could not even breathe. Confused, Hua Cheng grabbed the ghost, but it continued laughed. His pupils glazed over before they went completely empty. The ghost stopped laughing and then hung limply as if it had just laughed itself to death. It was strange. What just happened ?! Hua Cheng saw Xie Lian briefly, who shrank back in shock. 

,,I think he decided to commit suicide", muttered Hua Cheng as he examined the body more closely. 

,,What about Mu Qing now?", Xie Lian then asked carefully. 

Nobody knew what would happen next. 

Feng Xin sat next to Mu Qing and stroked his hair lovingly. Feng Xin got used to Mu Qing and often did toyed with the idea of ​​confessing that he loved him, but as soon as he tried to bring up the subject, he felt his throat tightening, and Mu Qing was leaning against him. Mu Qing had peacefully closed his eyes and snuggled up against them. Feng Xin blew away a few strands of Mu Qing to tease him, which Mu Qing replied with a grumble. But still lovingly held Feng Xin's hand while continuing to lean against him. It was a beautiful day. The sun was shining. The junior officials did their jobs. Until Mu Qing twitched strangely. Feng Xin looked at him in amazement. 

,,Mu Qing? Hey Mu Qing are you all right?", Feng Xin asked him worriedly. 

Mu Qing straightened up in pain, held his head. He moaned softly in pain and leaned forward a little to hold his head. Feng Xin took hold of himself Mu Qing's wrist worried. But suddenly Mu Qing yanked his wrist away and backed away from him. He looked at Feng Xin with a pained face. But then his eyes suddenly became full of hatred. 

,,Was it fun?" Asked suddenly he was full of hatred. 

Feng Xin frowned in confusion. 

,,What?" 

,,Was it fun!?", he shouted louder now. 

,,What are you talking about Mu Qing?!" 

,,Was it fun to play with me!? Was it fun that I obeyed you !? Did you enjoy lying to me and doing what you do with me wanted!? ", Mu Qing yelled at him. 

Feng Xin realized. 

,,You have ... your memories back", he stated. 

He didn't know how he really felt about it. Partly he was happy Mu Qing was back to normal. On the other hand, he suddenly felt a strong hint of pain his chest. Mu Qing backed away, got up quickly and shook his head vigorously. 

,,Go away! Get out of here!", he shouted more panicked than angry. 

But in his voice, Feng Xin could also hear that he was hurt. 

,,Mu Qing! Wait, that's all a misunderstanding!", Tried to explain Feng Xin. 

I love you. 

He wanted to finally let out these words that had been trapped in his chest for so long. But Mu Qing backed away, the hairpin that Feng Xin grabbed at him several months. 

,,Stop lying to me! Stop making fun of me!", Mu Qing's eyes were glassy. 

Feng Xin's heart broke when he saw how hurt Mu Qing was. He made a mistake. He should have told Mu Qing that he really loved Mu Qing. Feng Xin grabbed Mu Qing's wrist. 

,,You're welcome! Listen to me!", Feng Xin tried to calm him down.

,,Damn it!", Mu Qing threw the hairpin to the ground. 

She broke, like Feng Xin's heart. Mu Qing tore himself away, the tears that threatened to leave his eyes, he ran away. 

,,MU QING!" 

But Mu Qing didn't turn around. Without turning around, he ran away. Without looking anywhere, Mu Qing stormed into the palace and locked himself in the room. He slammed the door behind him so loudly that you must have heard it in the whole palace. His tears made his vision obscure. 

His heart felt broken. 

All the time he believed Feng Xin was his partner was a lie. 

He felt humiliated. 

He gripped his chest in pain, was it all really just a lie to fool him? 

Did Feng Xin hate him so much that he took advantage of it to ridicule him all over heaven? 

Had he presented Mu Qing like a stupid trophy? 

Like a stupid victory? 

How was Mu Qing like a stupid dog next to him? 

Tears ran down his cheeks. In anger and frustration, he grabbed Vase and tossed it across the room. He couldn't even blame Feng Xin for all of this. He had really believed himself loved. Out of anger and self-hatred, he destroyed some things in this room until he ended up lying in bed crying and screaming all his frustration into it. At that moment he didn't care if everyone heard him. He believed that he really deserved to be so angry and frustrated. Nobody tried to tell him the true. Everyone lied to him. Did really everyone hate him so much? Was he really such a bad person that everyone make fun of him? But he was stupid too. He believed. 

,,Mu Qing", he heard someone knock on the door. 

It was Feng Xin. 

,,GET OFF!" He shouted back instead. 

,, Mu Qing !! Let's talk! ", His voice sounded like a pleading.

,,Get out! I don't want to see you! Just get out! Why are you still there ?! " 

,,Because you are in my palace and you are sitting in our room!", The fact that Feng Xin unconsciously said "our room" made Mu Qing's heart beat faster, but he didn't want to think that Feng Xin might have really felt. 

Mu Qing In fact, he hadn't made sure to return to his own palace. He stormed into Feng Xin's room out of habit. Only now did he also notice that he had howled Feng Xin pillow with snot and water. The pillow was Mu Qing in between He always trusts that when Feng Xin got up early he cuddled with it. Sometimes he asked to swap pillows with Feng Xin to breathe Feng Xin's familiar smell. But it all felt like a dream that burst a lie. Mu Qing began to sob again, which Feng Xin did not miss. It hurt Feng Xin's soul. It hurt to such an extent that he just wanted to cut his own throat. Frustrated, he pressed his forehead against the door. 

,,Mu Qing, please. Let's talk. It hurts to hear you like that", it was almost a desperate breath. 

But Mu Qing had heard him anyway.

,,No!", He shouted again. 

Feng Xin felt like the worst person in the world right now. He had seen that Mu Qing was the man he loved. Now to hear him broken felt so horrible that he finally understood Hua Cheng. Hua Cheng in pain to watch his loved one fall apart. He had to experience this pain now too. Only that he was the one who broke Mu Qing. Actually, Mu Qing hadn't locked the door when he was sad, but Feng Xin didn't want to enter the room. He wanted Mu Qing to be willing to let him in. 

,,Then I'll wait for you Mu Qing. I'll wait until you're ready", he said, and sat down in front of the door. 

In no longer cared what his junior officials said. He didn't care that he sat miserably in front of the door and waited for Mu Qing. It was all for him now He felt useless just like 800 years ago. Back then as Jian Lan it was the same. 

Was he really such a terrible person who always has to notice things when they broke? 

Remorse, self-hatred and above all despair overcrowded him. Mu Qing made no answer. Which is why Feng Xin stayed in this position for two days. 

Nan Feng Fu Yao came over to see Mu Qing. They entered the room with no problem. Understandable. After all, the person Mu Qing had to hate most was Feng Xin. No wonder. Nan Feng Fu Yao entered the room. It was pure chaos. The two junior officers silently exchanged a look before carefully approaching the piles of misery that lay on the bed. Gently kneeling the officers stand next to the bed. Fu Yao spoke first. 

,,General?", His voice was insecure, as if he were afraid that Mu Qing would kill him in a moment.

But Mu Qing was silent. The two officers looked at each other again before Nan Feng spoke softly. 

,,General Xuan Zhen ... I know you are angry. You may be mad at me that I lied to you too, but please listen to the words of my general", Nan Feng pleaded quietly. 

Mu Qing didn't move. It was like talking to a corpse. Mu Qing saw Terrible. His hair disheveled, still in his clothes, he was lying on the Feng Xin bed. The room smelled of salty tears. The room was pure chaos. The sun was barely shining through. In addition, Mu Qing's face was still on Feng Xin Pillow pressed while the thick blanket only half covered him. As if he had tried to protect himself from reality. Xie Lian and Pei Ming came by during the two days, but both were not allowed in, also with one angry "piss off!". No wonder. 

Mu Qing didn't want to see anyone. The only ones who had entered the room for a long time were Nan Feng Fu Yao. The two of them didn't even know what to do. It was the first time they did Xuan Zhen so derma have seen essen dissolved. 

,,General?", Both asked again softly. 

This time Mu Qing moved a little. He stretched out his manicured hand. Nan Feng was surprised when Mu Qing stroked his hair lovingly again as he always did before. It felt He then did the same with Fu Yao before he pulled his hand back and pouted again. That at least gave both of them the feeling that all was not lost. Even if both did not want to admit it directly, they hoped all of it That Feng Xin Mu Qing get along again. They also noticed that both really had feelings for each other. Just the fact that they could really see that they were making love, even if Mu Qing had no memories, they noticed he really fell in love with Feng Xin. 

Everyone in heaven noticed how the two gods fell in love and fell more and more each day, that they completely forgot that these two gods were at one enemy some spots, but at the same time they couldn't take their eyes off the beautiful couple walking hand-to-hand through the heavenly city talking softly to each other. Treated each other with respect. The most beautiful smile Mu Qing had to see that was only for Feng Xin. A smile that only Feng Xin could see. Nan Feng Fu Yao stayed with Mu Qing for a while before they left him alone. They comforted Mu Qing a bit and also said that Feng Xin was waiting for him in front of the door. 

A week passed after these visits. Feng Xin haven't chance his position. He still sitting here and wait. In the corner of his eye he noticed something red. He didn't have to look to know who it was. The person sat down next to him without comment. 

,,I warned you", was the only thing he said. 

Feng Xin was silent for a while. 

,,I know." 

,,You should have told him." 

,,I know." 

,,You should have confessed it earlier." 

,,Was it obvious?" 

,,It was so obvious that even Quan Yizhen had noticed and he's denser than He Xuan's hole in his stomach." 

Feng Xin wondered when it started. 

,,You fell in love with him the first time he laughed." 

Feng Xin now turned his head. 

,,Do I have that?" 

,,Nobody could deny that you weren't attracted to Mu Qing. You literally stared at him with an "I love you" expression." 

Feng Xin could only smile bitterly.

,,Why are you here? " 

The man smiled at Feng Xin. 

,,I know the feeling of waiting", he began. 

He took something out of his red robes. He held it out to Feng Xin. It was the hairpin that Mu Qing threw on the floor in anger and broke. Feng Xin took it in amazement the hairpin from his hand. 

,,How did you ...", Feng Xin did not finish the sentence. 

Instead, the other person leaned forward. 

,,You should confess everything to him now. He won't wait for you."

Feng Xin didn't know exactly what Hua Cheng was up to. Maybe he didn't even want to know. But the fact that Hua Cheng helped him took it to his heart. After all, the man was interested only for Xie Lian.

,,I didn't find out what kind of motive the spirit really had. He literally laughed himself to death. I don't know how he take Mu Qing memory. But this wasn't important anymore."

Hua Cheng didn't care that the ghost just died without revealing what his motives were. After all, people got their memories back. Feng Xin just listened in silence.

,,Why are you helping me? ", he asked now. 

Hua Cheng look in Feng Xin face. 

,,I don't want you to use Gege's time with your useless arguments. Besides, you remind me of things that I don't want to remember anymore. So be grateful that I am helping you at all. "

,,I liked the wise Hua Cheng two minutes ago." 

Neither Hua cheng nor Feng Xin could suppress a smile. 

After two weeks, Mu Qing was ready to talk to Feng Xin. Feng Xin looked at the wall in silence. He was leaning against the door. When Mu Qing opened the door, his back hit the ground in front of Mu Qing's feet. Their eyes met. Mu Qing looked terrible. Weeping eyes, disheveled hair. Feng Xin regretted not saying it earlier. Without saying anything, he got up. The hairpin that Hua Cheng gave him was in his hand. 

,,I know you won't believe me, but I didn't want Mu Qing, that everything is like this now. I didn't want it to be what it is now. At the time when you thought I was your lover, I wanted to confess it to you."

Feng Xin paused. Mu Qing neither looked at him angry nor reproachfully. It was as if he was broken. Was it the humiliation that escaped? Or was it Is it the fact that Mu Qing hated himself for clinging helplessly to Feng Xin? No matter what Mu Qing thought about it, it will not change Feng Xin's feelings. Because he knew that Mu Qing was the person he loved. Who he was now Feng Xin hesitated before taking Mu Qing's hand. "Mu Qing, I fell in love with you. I love you." Mu Qing's eyes widened. 

,,You ... you are still making fun of me !? Even now? ", Mu Qing shouted in rage and tore himself away.

,,Do you really think I'm still so naive now?", He yelled at Feng Xin. 

,,I'm not lying to Mu Qing. It was my mistake not to tell you anything from the start. But", he pulled Mu Qing to himself.

,,I fall in love with. I love you when you are innocent. I love you when you get angry. I love the way you laugh and smile at me. I love the way how the make your hair. I love the way how you waking up. I love everything on you Mu Qing. I can tell you so many thing why I love you. It's my faul that I lied to you. But believe me, I really fall in love with you Mu Qing!"

Mu Qing bite in his shoulder. Try to get out of his arms. But Feng Xin ignore it. He only put Mu Qing closer. 

,,I don't want to her your lies!" 

,,I don't lie!" 

,,You are a liar! When you really love me! Why did you lied to me?!" 

,,Because you will leave me!"

Mu Qing stop moving. 

,,When I tell you the true. You will leave me. You will stop being on my side."  

,,What do you mean by that?" 

,,I'm afraid that you will leave me again. I've lost you once. I didn't want to lose you a second time", it was almost just a whisper. 

At that moment, Mu Qing wondered if Feng Xin was still tight. But Feng Xin did not lie. He held Mu Qing in his arms. 

,,Why should you love me?" 

,,Why shouldn't I love you?", Feng Xin asked the counter-question. 

Mu Qing's lips felt dry. It felt like a lie and yet his chest was warmed by the words. Was the time he spent at Feng Xin's side just a dream? Or was that time really real? His hands trembled as he hesitantly clung to Feng Xin. Feng Xin looked deep into Mu Qing's eyes. 

,,Mu Qing, I want to kiss you", Feng Xin then confessed. 

,,Then do it." 

Feng Xin needed nothing more than press his lips to Mu Qing's. He held Mu Qing so tightly as if he were afraid that he might push him away. Mu Qing started shaking slightly. Maybe, but just maybe it wasn't all a lie. Maybe at some point somewhere, feelings really were involved. When Feng Xin puffed himself bright red, they both looked into each other's eyes. 

,,You are beautiful." 

,,And you are an idiot." 

Feng Xin laughed softly. 

He held out the hairpin to Mu Qing. 

,,Would you, my beloved, accept it again?", He asked Mu Qing. 

He nodded with flushed cheeks. Feng Xin couldn't stop smiling. 

,,Not angry anymore?" 

,,Keep your mouth shut. There will still be consequences for you to lie to me", it was just a whisper. 

Feng Xin could only smile at that. He pressed his lips gently to Mu Qing again. 

He will never let the man go again. 

Perhaps a lie wasn't at all So bad. No matter what consequence it will be, he will only accept it with a smile. 

As long as he can hold this beauty of a god in his arms, whom he can call this beauty mine.