'Love can either heal you.
Or cause pain.'

💔💜💔

Present Day

"Duck," Nathan says just as we dodge a flying beer bottle and rush outside into the safety of the streets.

"That was too close," I murmur pulling up my hood over my head and look over to my twin to see him doing the same thing.

"Yeah, he'll probably be past out by midnight or out of the house till tomorrow," Nath whispers in a bitter tone making me sigh softly, kicking a stone softly.

My phone starts to ring as soon as we reach Mega Park and just watch parents interact with their children. "Yes?" I say turning my back to the park and looking over to the lake on our right. "Heya Mia, do you and Nath wanna join us at the abandoned swimming pool?" Jimin's voice flows over the phone as I hear the others in the background.

I look to my brother, who is already frowning at me and I motion for him to come over, he walks and I turn the phone so he could hear as well.

"You mean the one over growing with weeds, trees, flowers and the rest of nature? Sure," I say smiling lightly hearing him giggle slightly.  "Hey is that Mia on the phone?" I hear Namjoon call in the background and the others soon joining in. "Guys, stop it! Hoseok hyung give me my phone, Kook get off!" I hear Jimin whine making me laugh softly and Nathan snort.

These boys.....

I feel my left  cheek tingle, touching it lightly where the Mark sits. "Mia! Is Nathan with you? " Hoseok asks excitedly, causing Nathan to chuckle. "Yes,  Hoseok, he's here," I murmur hearing Hoseok call Jimin and hear footsteps and yelling. I hand my phone to Nathan so he could speak with Jimin, who probably got his phone back.

"Hey, Ji," he murmurs and moves away so I couldn't hear but  I could see him touching his inner right wrist softly.

We couldn't tell them.

Not yet.

I lower my head, frowning as I thought over our situation. We've know them since we were six, hanging out, spray painting, doing who knows what. I smile softly as I remember how we always had to run and hide from cops or someone we passed off.

I remember when they began dating.

Except Jimin.

He always has had a liking to my brother and Nathan of course recuperated the feelings.

But of course they'll never tell each other.

Well until we get the courage to tell them what we are it'll have to wait.

"Lia? C'mon they're waiting for us," Nathan says, snapping me out of my haze. I turn to him, grab his hand and run to the abandon pool.

Hearing him laugh as we go.

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We stop running a few feet out side of the abandoned swimming pool area. Eyes scanning over the vines and greeny, seems like nature really loves this places.

Nathan slings an arm around my shoulder as we walk in trying to look casual as I place an arm around his waist, hearing the laughter and screehing echo  around us. It's quite calming and funny, we stop at the edge of the pool, which is empty, graffiti all over it.

A mattress in the middle, grass and sand as well a little water on the other side.

The size of a puddle.

Taehyung, Namjoon and Jimin was dance while the others watched laughing loudly and Jin was snapping photos with his pink polaroid. I look at my brother, who nods and we call out,

"Y'know we can beat you right?"

Everyone's attention snaps to us, it goes quiet and they just stare. Until I jump down, Nathan at my side it breaks them out of their daze and Jimin runs straight for Nathan.

I turn to see Jimin plow straight into my twin which make me laughs as he stumbles back and wraps his arms around him hesitantly.

Always so tense.

I turn, opening my arms in time as Jungkook crashes into me knocking the air from my lungs. I hear Hoseok laugh as more arms wrap around me I join in hugging the others as best as I could.

Before we pulled apart.

I look at Taehyung who has yet to hug me but hugs Nath. I pout, turn away from him and toward Jin.

Just as he snaps a photo.

I gasp, grab his camera and run off hearing him mumble something about 'disrespectful dongsaeng,' before chasing after me the others laughing as the watch us.

Just as I pass Taehyung, his arms wrap around my waist, causing me to squeal and struggle to get free, while laughing.

"Release me," I say as Jin walks up to us, slightly panting, a photo in his left hand and his right hand on his hip. A small pout on his lips, very kissab- snap out of it Mia! I shake my head, still trying to free myself as he draws closer.

Everyone is silent as he stops in front of us.

There is a light breeze, ruffling the leaves.

He snatches the polaroid from my grip, kissing Taehyung's lips over my head. I feel my Mark throb as it happens locking eyes with Nathan. His gaze his hardened, an arm around Jimin. I yank myself free from Taehyung, stumbling and bolt for the stairs.

My chest burning, but not from lack of air,  as I run into the trees ignoring everyone's calls.

I can't breathe, I stumble to a stop falling to my knees as my vision blurs, panting for air. I can barely hear anything but I think I can hear footsteps approaching, I try to move but it's like I'm frozen in place.

'Breath little leaf," a voice whispers near my ear but there is no one present. 'Breathe,' it whispers again voice gentle.

I finally get air into my lungs just as familiar voice sounds in my ears, as someone collapses on their knees in front of me.

I look up to lock eyes with my brother's grey ones, he doesn't look to happy. He pulls me into a hug, my arms going around him slowly as he asks, "you alright?" "I don't know."

And I really don't. 

"Is she alright?" I hear Jin ask from behind us, sounding as if he was close to crying. I turn my head slightly, seeing them standing there, keeping their distance and looking extremely worried.

Jin looks as if he's about to cry, I turn away from my brother slightly wincing at the pain I know feel because their and my actions.

"Careful," Nathan murmurs helping me.

I open my arms to Jin gesturing for him to come toward me, he only hesitates for a few seconds before rushing over to me.

He throws himself into my embrace and keeps whispering, 'I'm sorry.'

I card my hand gently through his black hair and whisper, 

"It's not your fault Jin."

I look over to my brother who watches us like a hawk, wondering.

'When can we tell them?'

'Or will die with this?'

💝Ellie💝

A/N
You'll find out as the story goes on  :)