tw: mention of cutting, blood.

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You woke up, your head spinning, then you noticed the bright pink note on your phone. You reached out and grabbed it, holding it up.

Y/N,
I was really worried about you when you left, so I came to check on you. You were sleeping though, and I didn't want to wake you up. I was just glad to see that you were safe and at home.

p.s: here's my number:) xx-xx-xxx
Love, Felix<3

You smiled at the note and grabbed your phone, putting his number in and saving it.

me: hey Felix, I won't be at school today. I'm having trouble getting out of bed.

Felix: Like physically? Are you hurt? Do you need hugs?

me: I love hugs, and I'm not hurt. I'm just having a day.

Felix: Oh, okay. Please rest well, Y/N!"

me: Of course:)

You forced yourself out of bed and went to the bathroom, getting in the shower. You scrubbed at your arms, your legs, your stomach, your face, but none of the flaws went away. Groaning, you finished your shower and got out.

You slipped on some shorts and a t-shirt and went downstairs, just as the doorbell rang. You ran your hand through your hair as you opened the door, only to see Felix doing aeygo.

"Felix? You're supposed to be in school." You chuckled.

"Y/N, I would spend every second of every day with you if I could."

You blushed at his comment and moved aside, letting him in.

"I brought you a health drink and ramen, and movies." He smiled.

"Really?" You said as you walked into the kitchen. "You're so cute."

Felix followed you and set the bag he brought on the counter, taking the ramen out and going to the stove. You sat at the table and he started making the ramen, and it was so cute because he seemed very concentrated.

"Why were you having trouble getting out of bed?" He asked, glancing at you and back at the food.

You wanted to tell him so bad, but you didn't want to burden him.

"My head hurt really bad." not a complete lie.

He turned to you. "I thought you said it wasn't physical?"

"Well, I-"

He laughed quietly. "I'm just playing, Y/N."

You grabbed your chest. "Gosh, Felix!"

"What?!" He questioned, scared that you were hurt.

You sighed dramatically. "Don't giggle like that, it does something to my heart."

He pouted. "You scared me."

He filled up a bowl with ramen and carried it to you. You were about to grab it, but he moved it and headed into the living room.

"Why would you do that to me?" You pouted,
plopping yourself next to him on the couch.

He smiled and picked up some ramen with the utensils.

"You're going to feed me?" You asked, surprised, yet happy.

"I'm not going to let a hurt girl feed herself when she's in pain. Especially you."

You clapped and opened your mouth, and he gently fed you. It warmed your heart that he made such a willing and kind hearted gesture.

"You can drink your health drink after the movies." He stated after you finished the ramen.

You nodded and he got up to put in a movie. "Felix, this is my favorite movie!"

"Really? Mine, too." Felix replied, sitting back down.

You grabbed a pillow and put it on his lap, laying your head down. He tensed at the gesture, but he relaxed a couple seconds later and draped his arm across your waist, making you smile to yourself.

Almost towards the end of the movie, you started falling asleep with help from the comfort and warmth that was Felix.

You woke up with a jerk, and you heard Felix yawn.

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked.

You looked at him and he was rubbing his eyes, while you were in the middle of catching your breath.

"Yeah, just give me a second."

You jumped off the couch and ran upstairs to your bathroom, looking in the mirror. You started breathing even harder as you saw all the red, dripping lines on your forearms. You screamed out for Felix as you rubbed and scratched at your arms.

"What?" He asked, slightly panicking as he entered the bathroom.

You turned to him, tears running rapidly down your face. "Get it off." You paused, still rubbing at your arms. "Get it off, Felix, please get it off."

He looked at you with pure confusion and concern on his face as he grabbed your hands. "Y/N, there's nothing wrong with your arms. There's nothing there to get off."

"Yes Felix, it's on the counter, it's on my clothes." You started moving to the floor. "It's- it's on your hands."

Felix kneeled down and cupped your face, making you look up at him.

"Look." He whispered.

He grabbed a rag from the holder and got it wet, kneeling back down and running it over both of your arms. He showed you the rag, and the rag was completely clean. No blood.

You looked back down at your arms and the cuts and blood were gone.

"You got it off." You whispered.

You threw your arms around his neck, and he returned the hug. "Maybe we should get some more rest."

He helped you off the ground and to your bed. He covered you up and handed you your plushie.

"Do you want me to stay?" He asked.

You looked up at him and nodded, so he laid down next to you. You laid your head on his chest and he wrapped his arm around your waist.

And you fell asleep cuddling your two favorite things.

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