-Todorokis POV-

I can feel my face heat up. His voice is so beautiful and it calms me down? 

He finished to sing and puts his guitar down. 

We stay silent for a moment, Kayama breaks the silence "Why are you blushing, Todoroki?" 

I hide my face as fast as I can "I-I am not" shit did I just stutter

"Sure. Okay so I'll tell you the plan for today" Bakugou and I nod "So at eight am you have your check up, Katsuki. At ten am your parents will visit you and at one pm you'll get lunch. Todoroki every morning I'll come in your room and give your anti depressants and every Wednesday and Friday you'll talk with a therapist, he will come to your room. At one pm, like Katsuki, you'll get lunch and at five pm your father wanted to come over and see how things are going so far. If you need anything just ask me" she smiles, waits a second and then walks out. 

I look at Bakugou "Check up?" I ask

He sighs "She will check how much I weight" I nod and take out my phone. 

I can feel that he is staring at me. I look up from my phone and look him straight in the eyes "You want something?" I ask

He takes out his phone and then says "Yes, your Instagram name" I stay silent for a moment and then he breaks it "So?" he says again

I look down at my phone and say "todo.shto" 

He looks me again straight in the eyes "You were that boy who dissed these girls?" fuck, he saw my comments

I nod "Thanks I guess" 

I was surprised "Why?"  

"Well, someone needed to tell them, that I am not an inspiration and that's not beautiful"

I look down again "Oh".

We just did our things, not bothering each other and around eight, Kayama was back.

"Bakugou are you ready?" He stands up and follows her out in another room.

Why did I blush earlier? I'm not getting a crush, am I? No, I can't, I don't even know him and he is probably straight.

No, how can you love someone else, when you don't even love yourself.

But why did I blush. I'm just nervous because I'm new to all this, yeah, that's the reason.

I stand up and walk to his bed.

He tried to hide something, the whole time.

I look at his bed and see his sketchbook. I sit down on his bed and open it. 

On the first page, he drew a hospital room, it was all dark and didn't look happy. I look up at the right corner, he wrote 'You can't always love the light, sometimes you need to accept the dark'.

I turn to another page and saw a person laying on a hospital bed and a tall man in black clothing, I look at the right corner again and he wrote there 'I didn't want to wake up, knowing I have to live in this body' his drawings are sad.

He really didn't want to wake up anymore?

I turn to the last page, where he last drew, and saw a drawing of me, sitting on my bed and looking up, eyes closed I look at the right corner and there he wrote 'you can cry, you can scream, but don't you dare to give up'.

He didn't want me to give up?

I touch the drawing and admire all his drawings after. I fell in love with his drawings.

But why did he hide them? They are amazing, it's nothing you should hide.

I hear footsteps and close the book, then go back on my bed as fast as I can. 

"Katsuki, glad you gained some weight" they walk in 

"Yeah whatever" she chuckles and he sits down

"Is it because of Todoroki" they look at me 

"You wish, I just tried to eat" she left with a smile on her face.

-Bakugous POV- on his check up

I close my sketchbook and follow Nemuri. 

"You know what to do" she said.

I take off my clothes and stand on the weight bridge. I usually don't look at the numbers, I always look at her and her reaction. 

She looks at me and says "Go off and stand up again" I go off the weight bridge and stand up on it again. 

She looks at me again "Congratulations, you gained some weight. Only 2 kg but it's something".

I put on my clothes again and am surprised. 

When I wanted to leave she grabbed me by my arm and smirked at me "What do you want?" I snap at her 

"Well, what's up with you and Todoroki" is she serious right now? 

"What do you mean?" 

She crosses her arms and smirks "I noticed how you look at him" I feel my face turning red 

"And you're blushing right now" she said 

"Tch" 

I didn't respond to that and we just walked back, but before we walked in I said, or more whispered "Maybe I like him a little" and walked in.

My parents were here, we talked. They also talked with Todoroki, saying some shit like "Do not go wild boys" or "Use protection". I swear to God I'll kill this old hag. And Todoroki was red like a tomato.

Then his father came, and he was, well, not that nice to Todoroki. He told him shit like "You are just bad news" and "People wanted to know why you are in the hospital... if they only knew, my son is depressive... the reputation of our family would go down" and the like.

His father is an asshole. 

After he left, the half n' half didn't even look at me or Nemuri.

I don't know, I kinda want to break his walls. He makes me feel different, but this, this couldn't be a crush right? No, never.

Even the thought of two dying boys in a relationship, horrible.

After a while I decided to talk "I don't want to be mean or anything but your father is an ass" 

He sighs and says, without looking up "He really is" 

I don't know what to say, he seems sadder than this morning "Hey everything alright?" He stays silent. 

I need to admin, this was a stupid question of mine. He seems like he is holding tears back "Y'know if you want to cry then cry, and if you want to scream, I know a place where no one will hear you, but don't fucking think about killing yourself" he looks up as if he realized something.

I stand up and walk to his bed, I sit down and hug him 

"Just cry you bastard, it'll help, believe me" he looked at me and then he breaks down in tears. 

I still hug him and he cries in my chest. He lets all his emotion out, it was kinda heartbreaking, seeing what a shitty father he has, how he only cares about the reputation.

No one deserves such treatment!

After a while he fell asleep in my arms. I didn't want to wake him up, so I just stayed on his bed.

I lied down, he still in my arms, and decide to close my eyes for a second and that was my mistake. 

I fell asleep on his bed, with him in my arms. God he makes me feel different, what are these feelings?

-Todorokis POV- 

Bakugou said this quote that he wrote down, in his sketchbook. But he didn't care did he?

He stood up and hugged me, and I cried in his chest. I let it all out, like he said and like he promised, it really made me feel better. 

I thought about him, how he calms me down, how he helped me the other night, God he makes me feel different, this isn't love right?

Maybe it is, maybe I have a crush on him. 

This was the last thing I thought, then I fell asleep in his arms.

"MY SHIP IS SAILING" I woke up and saw me in Bakugou's arms.

It took me a second to remember what happened last night. Then I hit me, he comforted me and I fell asleep in his arms. I feel my face turning red. 

I sit up and look at Bakugou, still sleeping. I didn't want yo wake him up. 

"What do you mean Kaya-"

She cuts me off "Call me Nemuri"

I stand up and sit down on a chair, she did the same "Okay, then you can call me Shoto" she smiles "And what do you mean by ship?" I turn around and look at a still sleeping Bakugou 

"Well every time I talk about you, Katsuki blushes. And every time I talk about him, you blush. So it's a ship. Oh and you are freaking cute together" I can feel my face heat up again 

"See you're blushing again" I hide my face. 

I look at her again "Okay maybe I have a little crush on him, but I don't even know him" she smiles like a maniac 

"It's so cute. And don't worry, I think you, I and his parents know the most things about him. I think he'll open up to you really soon, if he didn't do it already" I look again at Bakugou, he looks so peaceful when he sleeps.

Nemuri gives me my anti depressants and then leaves. 

She told me that today isn't nothing special will happen. We will get our lunch at one pm, and that some dude named Midoriya will come over, that I need to tell Bakugou.

Can I now act normal around him, knowing I have a crush on him?

Sorry for changing the POV's quite often. If I could, I would punch my past self.

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