-Katsukis POV-

"What's wrong?" "What do you mean? Nothing's wrong" I put my phone down and look Shoto in the eyes "Are you fucking kidding me? I know you for nine years. Do you think I'm and idiot?" he sighs and still looks at his phone "No, I don't think that, but it's really not important" he continues to stare at his phone.

I take his phone out of his hands and he needed a second to react "HEY! Give it back, Katsuki" I raise a brow "Yeah sure, only after you tell me what's wrong" he sighs again and finally faces me "You know I'm always here for you, Shoto. You can trust me" I put his phone next to mine and take his hands in mine.

"I just" he makes a pause "I don't know, I'm worried, sad, anxious, I feel complicated? I guess I'm scared that everything will get like it was back then, that my father will come back, and Dabi too, that I maybe will break down again and start to- I'm just so scared" I wipe a tear on his cheek away, and lift his face a little so he looks at me "Don't hang your head. Is there something else on your mind?" he nods "What is it? You can tell me" "Katsuki, do I bore you?" where is that coming from "I mean, aren't you sick of me? Don't you already have enough of me? I'm scared that you will stop loving me".

Where do these thoughts come from, or how long had he that on his mind? Why would he think that I would get bored of him, or stop loving? I spend nine years of my life loving him and plan to do so my whole life! We spend, what now, seven, eight years apart, and I never, not for a second, stopped loving him. He has this special place, what he shares with floor explosion murder, in my heart. This special, big, bright, happy place in my heart. I don't know what would happen to me if I stopped loving him. He is the one who saved me from the hell hole. Thanks to him, I care about my life. I used to not care, at all, then he came in my life and it changed. I could slap him for thinking that!

"Do you even know what you did?" I tighten my grip on his hands "Do you know how thankful I am that you appeared in m life. You are the reason I care again, that I am still alive. I don't know what I would do without your love. Your love is that what I've been missing the years I was in the hospital. I can't get enough of you. I don't want to know what would happen, if I stopped loving you. It must be hell.If I ever stop loving you, what I can guarantee will never happen, tell my mom to slap me, tell her to kill me. Shoto, don't think so low of yourself, you are the best that ever happened to me" I bring his hands up to my lips and kiss them "It's okay to be scared, but I will never stop loving you. And I promise you, if Dabi or Enji would ever come back, I'll yeet them to Pluto" he lets out a soft chuckle "See, that's better" he smiles and I slap him.

"WHAT WaS thaT for?" I throw his phone at him "If I ever find out that you hide something from me again, I'll kill you. Don't ever do that again" I stand up and walk in the kitchen "We will have cold soba today" I look back at him and he smiles, I return the smile.

After we ate, we did the usual stuff we do in the evening. Cuddle, talking, make out, talking and cuddle again, talk shit about our bosses, because they are shit, cuddle again, maybe make out again, talk again, you know just loving each other.

"They.Didn't.Make.Klance.Canon!! How can you not get upset" I'm basically yelling at Shoto "They totally forced Allurance. She didn't show any interest for seven seasons and the she all of the sudden loves him?" I'm yelling and he laughs "Yeah, but look at the bright side" "What bright side?" he laughs again "Well first off, they are all happy. Second, Shiro found the love of his life, and then married Curtis. Besides, Allura died, we don't know if Klance happened or not. The ending is still open, so yeah" I nods "Yeah, but Matt cut his hair off" now he shakes his head "You will ruin it, by saying that?" I shrug "Well yeah" "But don't be all to sad. We still have fan fiction" I nod again (I know I'm late to this, but I just needed to let this out of my system).

"Hey, Katsuki" I hum in response "How the hell did Thanos snap with a metal glove on?" I look confused at him "Oh my god" he nods.

What else can I say at this point, except that everything is perfect? I talk and help Shoto if he ever feels down. We have apartment and live together, we have jobs, the fucking mental health institute got shut down, we have a great family.  We just have everything we need. We have each other. What do we need else? Okay, I need a cat, but that's not important, well it is, I love cats.

The point of all this is, that this is the perfect life, I always wanted and always dreamed of. 

If someone asked me to describe home, I would tell them about Shoto, what it feels like to be with him. How the only right place is with him. How when I would lose him, I wouldn't have the home I need. 

Most people say to their lovers, that they love them so much, it hurts. Well, that is bullshit. I love that half and half bastard so much that my heart doesn't catch on with all hi love. It becomes more and more, and I only get happier and happier. Maybe I just don't understand this whole 'hurt' shit, but for sure I could cry of happiness, and throw sakura petals at him every time I see him. 

If all these nine years wouldn't happen, I don't know. I'm happy that it happened, who knows where would end up, if not all this. We probably wouldn't meet certain persons and it wouldn't be like it is now.

I'm just grateful for everything that happened.

I love my life now.

I love the place I'm in.

I love my home.

I love Shoto.

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Okay, listen. This book will have......... three endings. Yup motherfuckers, three whole endings. This was the happy ending obviously.

A question of a certain person: did they lose their virginity after Katsukis surgery or before? They lost their V card after Katsukis top and bottom surgery.

Any other questions? Ask.

Also sorry for the late update. School started again and I'm like !?!??!??????!!!!? Help??!??!!!!?

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