Ommkara povs....

After gauri little calm down I see the most important person of my life... My child... I just always smile when I saw her...

I just don't know what is this feeling.. I love to hold my daughter near me.. I caress her palm, foot, leg, hand everything... I want to know everything about her...

I wanted to cry...  When I remember that I didn't saw her face when she was born... How look she is..... Just because of my foolishness and careless nature... I missed everything.. 

I didn't feel her when she was in her mother womb... I didn't saw her face at first when she born... I didn't saw her first step... I didn't listen her first word... I didn't not feed her... Make her sleep... I missed everything..

But now... Not anymore... I promise myself... I correct all my mistake... I give all the happiness in the world to my daughter and gauri.. Yes... Gauri... After listening the worse word from my family... I feel now how she suffer in these 3 years..

I caress my daughter's  palm and foot... And about to know that it's just like main..

I existedly and unknowingly ask gauri that khushi is little similar to me..

I see gauri silently watch me... I quickly lower my head..and watch khushi... I don't know why... But I have no courage to face her... After what I and my family did with her... I feel ashamed to ask her anything about our daughter...

But... For my surprised... She reply me with a smile... M happy... Can she forgive me... May be.. But... I have to apologize to her...

I know it's not enough for my mistake... It's not enough for her 3 year suffering... But... I will try my best to gain her forgiveness...

Just then my little princess woke up... She is looking so cute when she rub her eye with her little palm... I just see her and kiss her forehead ...she see me in her wide eyes which is resemble to me... M just grinning to see her... I can't express my happiness right now...

Welcome home my princess...

I said her with smile...

Gauri povs...

I see khushi woke up... I know she is hungry now... It's 9:00 pm now...
But I can't say ommkara or anyone about food....due to the circumstances I can't bring her clothes and food... Now she definitely started crying..

She welcome khushi with smile... M happy... But as expected khushi started crying... Ommkara get up and try to calm her... She just try to push him and see my side... She afraid from strangers...
Yes... Stranger..

Ommkara is a stranger for her... She need time to recognize him as her father... But... I saw ommkara expression change when I take khushi from him..because she is crying badly... He feel his daughter not accept him as her father... How can she...

She saw him just now...

Khushi...

He say it with a heavy voice ...sadness and disappointment clearly visible in his voice... Khushi suddenly stop crying when I hug her... But she see towards him with confuse eyes...

I see ommkara eyes was teary... May be he can't handle his daughter ignorance... I can feel his pain..

She need time to accept u...

I said him to an consoling tone... He just staring me and khushi with teary eyes..

I know... I deserve it... Because m responsible for all this.. I separate myself from my child..

He say to me with more difficulty... I can't see him in pain... I love him... My love is never dead for him...

No... Not u... May be the situation is responsible...

I say him... He just silently watch us...

Armmm.. May be khushi is hungry... She can't eat anything after breakfast...

I said him without seeing his eyes.. I have to ask for food... Because my khushi is hungry...

Why u not say me earlier... My daughter is hungry and m sit here without care... I just ordered something to eat...

He said in a worry tone.. M happy to see his care towards khushi... But... Can he ever show care and love for me.... May be no... He accept me just for our daughter.... I know he never love me in his whole life... And now m not expect that... M ready to live with him for my daughter... And I never interfere in his life...

He ask me which food she eat... I said him... Then he ordered a servant... Khushi is still on my chest... Surprisingly she staring him all time... Like she know him... May be she feel attachment towards her father...

Ommkara see her and smile... He come near us and forward his hand with a smile to take khushi... But... Khushi move her face other side...

His smile vanished... He just sad suddenly...

Khushi... Bacchaa... M......... M...... M ur daadaa....

He said while stammering... In pain..

Ommkara povs...

Khushi just started crying... I try to console her but she not stop... She just try to push me with her little hand and go towards gauri... M hurt to see her push me ...

Gauri take her to me... She stop crying... M very sad to see this.. My own daughter not accept me... Not recognize me... M deeply hurt... I call my daughter with a heavy heart but she refuse to listen..

Gauri said me khushi need time... M little amazed... How can she see my pain... She try to console me... I give her pain ...and she try to comfort me.. I don't know she ever forgive me or not... I don't know she love me or not...
But.... My confusion is little bit clear now... M fall for her... If not... Then why I fight with my family for her..

Yes... My daughter need time to accept me... But... I deserve this to give pain, insult to my wife and daughter... My eyes fill with tear...

When I said m responsible for all this... She refuse and support me... Now I m sure... She forgive me soon and accept me as her husband... And I promise myself to give her all the rights and happiness as my wife...

She said me khushi is hungry... I just worried... How can I forget khushi didn't eat anything... What kind of father I m... Gauri know all about her.. And.. Me... Nothing... I ordered food for both.... Gauri not say anything but I know she is also not eat anything since morning... I want to be a responsible husband for her... I want to fulfill my duty.... No matter she love me or not... But.... I think... M in love with her...

I saw my daughter staring me... M just happy.... She see me.... Can she know that m her father.... Can she want  come to near me... I go near them and forward my hand... But.... Khushi move her head in opposites side..

I m so hurt that I can't express...I feel like someone press a knife on my heart with full force... My daughter... The most important person of my life... Don't know me... She don't know I m her father... But... It's all because of me.... May be it's my punishment.... I want to her know about me...

I said her m her father.... Her daadaa..

Just than servant come with food... I wipe my tear... He placed it on table and leave...

Gauri... Make her eat...

I said her and she nooded... She sat on sofa and try to make eat khushi... I sat near them and watch... Khushi eat 2-3 spoon and then through tantrum.... I chuckle to see her...

Now it's difficult to make her eat... Gauri tryed hard...

Can I help u...

I ask her with concerns....

No... It's usual for me... She is like this... If here is something to distract her attention from food.... Then she eat silently...

I don't know how to distracted children.. I on the TV... But no use... Gauri still try....

May be she is full now...

I say her but she nooded in negative...

No... I know when she full...

M silent... Yes... She know everything about our daughter... N.. Me..

Sorry... I didn't mean to hurt u...

She said me... M totally shock... How can she read my thoughts...
I smile...

Then khushi try to hold my mobile which is place near the table... And gauri try to pull her...

I get up and give the mobile to khushi... But she look at me and pull her hand back... I again disappointed...

What are you doing... She break it..

Gauri told me in a hurry... But... I don't care... My daughter is important for me...
I again give her mobile... And this time she take it from me with a smile... M happy now...

Khushi beta... Leave it... Take your phone back... Otherwise...

Her sentence left incomplete because khushi did it... She through the phone on floor and it's screen have scratched..

OMG...

She shout... And say sorry to me... She pull khushi who stand with her little feet and again go towards phone with giggle...

M just too happy to listen her giggles and happy face... I give her the phone again...

Are you mad... She break it into pieces..

She said me irritated....

So what... It's not the big deal for me... Nothing is important in front of my daughter's happiness... If she is happy... Then she break phones everyday...

I reply her with a smile... She just silently watch us... With little shocking expression... I chuckle

Finally khushi take the phone from me and through it again... And clap her hands with giggles... She also eat with gauri hand....

I sat on my knees and play with her with the mobile... She through it again and again and I give her back...

Finally she finished her dinner... Then she come near me... And see my shirt button... And try to pull it because it's a golden colour button...

I just see her with wide smile... I try to hug her but she refuse... So I just sit there...silent...

Khushi.... Baccha.... Call me daadaa for once... Please..

I pleaded to her... M dying to listen daadaa form her mouth... She call gauri mummaa again and again... But.. M still empty...

Khushi go to gauri who watch me with concerns..m again hurt... She hug khushi and try to make her sleep..

I just stood there... Watch my wife and daughter...

She fast asleep after dinner...

She told me and m nooded...

U eat something..

I told her but she refuse and say she is not hungry... M not force her... The truth is... I feel ashamed to say her anything... M too guilty...

After few minutes... I sit on sofa and gauri make khushi sleep on bed...

After khushi sleep gauri cover her carefully with duvet... Then she go to the balcony and sit there on floor...

I go near my daughter and kiss her forehead... I hope my child forgive me and accept me as her father soon...

I see towards balcony... Gauri is in deep thoughts... May be it's the time  apologize to her... I know only sorry word is not enough... But... I have to talk first... I ask for her forgiveness... For what I and my family did with her...
I know she had a big heart... She forgive me...
I want to talk with her...

I go towards balcony and see her lost in thought....

Povs end..

To be continue....