Dear Bang Chan,

I got into a fight with my mother today. I didn't want anyone to worry about me so I decided to tell the one person that doesn't know who I am. But when I was 7 years old, my mother left my father because he cheated on her. So to cope with her pain, she chose to do what my father did. I don't want my mom to be like this, so I got mad at her today. She threatened to kick me out of the house. She called me a disappointment for being gay. It hurts, but I have someone that helps me cope with my pain. You. Looking at you smile, looking at you in general makes all my problems and pain go away. I can't wait for you to find out who I am.

This hint isn't helpful sorry ㅠㅠ

Birth year: 2000