Dearest Molly,

I am finally seventeen!

It feels nice to be able to say that as I have longed for this day for months now. Today is my birthday and I am spending it with those I love; my family, my friends, and the man I love with all my heart. Of course, that last part is rather difficult as I know Mother and Father will want me to spend the day with them so sneaking away will be rather difficult, but it must be done.

You see, Molly, I have come to a decision. Now that I am seventeen, I have decided that I am ready to solidify my love with him. I believe I am of a decent age now and that Mother cannot keep me hidden from things that must be perfectly normal. To me, there is no shame in what we plan to do because we love each other and I believe that love triumphs over rules that serve no purpose.

This evening, I plan on sneaking from my room — an action I have never done before — so I can meet him in private. We have already planned how it will happen, although I do not think him to be that experienced on the matter at hand, and he has said it will be perfect. He knows that I am putting my virtue aside for him and that I would be shunned if anyone were to find out.

Love is more important than other people's feelings.

There are plenty of spare rooms throughout the house and we intend to use one on the upper floor as it is the only place where we are unlikely to be discovered. For the first time in my life, I feel as though I have some semblance of control over what is going to happen. I do not know if I should feel nervous or excited about crossing this line into something new and slightly terrifying.

Alas, there is no backing out of it now for I have made the decision.

Until next time.

Love, Catherine.

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First Published - February 25th, 2022