Camus
 

  I heaved out a long sigh, swaying my legs back and forth while they dangled over the edge of the bench I was seated on. "I need to think..." I said to myself slowly. I closed my eyes with my head tilted back, trying to think, when I suddenly felt something cold land on my nose. I snapped my eyes open, seeing thousands of tiny white snowflakes coming down towards me. "Winter's already starting huh? This almost makes the third month I've been with the guys..."  I found my thoughts leading to a certain icy male, his word that night.. all of their confessions honestly. 'Ugh, what do I do...'

FlashBack

    "G-guy's I-..." I started, my heart hammering faster than ever before.

    "Y/n, listen... We are prepared to be hurt, please, just tell us the truth" Reiji said, his hands balling up into fists.

    "I- I need... time to think, I'm sorry," I said while putting my head down, "I don't know what to make of all of this..."

    Reiji shook his head quickly, "N-No! we understand, R-Right guy's?" Reiji looked over to the other three boys, who hesitantly nodded in agreement. I noticed Camus took the longest to agree, his icy cold eyes slightly narrowing at me before switching his gaze to Reiji and nodding. I felt myself gulp as a shiver traveled down my spine. ' You're giving me all the more reason to be worried, especially with that merciless look...'

Back to present

    'I like him, I know I do,  but will a relationship even be a good idea? I mean my career just started and he's never seemed to really like me... 'Looking down to the ground, I sighed softly. "but what he said that night..." just thinking of it made my heart hammer in my chest. 

Your company, is wonderful, Y/n.

    'though he did say he expected to find me annoying that night as well... ' I opened my eyes again just before I suddenly felt something wrap around my shoulders.  I jolted slightly and looked  down to my shoulder.  "Eh?" I muttered, noticing a white shaw around me that wasn't there before.

    Suddenly I heard another voice. "Do you plan on freezing to death,  Y/n?" I heard a creak and looked to the source just in time to see Camus take a seat on the bench beside me.  "You shouldn't be out in this cold. "

    "No I don't,  and I'm perfectly fine, " I started to remove the shaw around my shoulders but he quickly grabbed my hand.

    "Leave it, " his icy cold voice ordered.

    "I'm not even cold though, " I argued,  to which he didn't reply. I noticed his fingers still firmly wrapped around my hand making my heart flutter immediately.  "You can let go now, " I shifted my eyes up to his, seeing his expression turn a bit annoyed.  With a sigh he let go of my hand and crossed his arms and legs.   "Thank you... " We remained in silence,  both of us staring at the beautiful white snow flakes coming down around us.

    "Why?" Camus suddenly snapped out in a clearly annoyed tone,  "Why are you hesitant?"

    "What do you mean hesitant?" I started,  trying to act like I didn't know what he meant. 

    "About our confessions,  Y/n.  Or more specifically,  my confession. "

    "What makes you think that I don't like one of the other guys..! Don't assume!"

    "I didn't assume anything,  and yet you're defensive.  Why is that?" he raised an eyebrow at me while the rest of his face remained solemn.

    "I-!" I opened my mouth to argue but found nothing to come out.  'what am I arguing for... ' without a word I looked down at the ground,  refusing to look at him.

    "Y/n." He said in a stern tone,  "look at me. " I ignored him, continuing to stare at the ground in thought.  "Y/n!" he said a bit louder. 

    "Go away Camus,  I don't know what I think yet okay..!" within a moment I found his hand on my chin forcing my eyes to meet his icy blue ones. 

    "Do not tell me to go away when your clearly hesitant because of me!" He growled in anger while his eyes narrowed me. "Tell me what I did to make you hesitant,  I know you love me and yet you can't admit it,  why?"

    "... You're like this! You always seem angry and cruel! I don't even know how I managed to fall in love with you!" I snapped in anger.  Legit Me

    "I may seem like it but I..!" he started to say angrily, but suddenly he paused and remain silent  "... I don't want to be cruel to you,  I want to be someone you can enjoy the company of as I enjoy your company, " his voice turned softer as he said the last few words,  staring at me with a loving gaze.

    I became totally silent,  staring into his eyes. 'but his behavior has always been so... ' I thought,  starting to frown. 'but someone whose cruel doesn't look at you like this. '

    "I love you,  Y/n.  Despite how it may seem.  I do truly love you, " He said,  his hand finding its way to my cheek instead of my chin.  My heart began to beat like a drum while I slowly releaxed.  "Please,  let me show you... "

    "... I know. " I muttered hesitantly and  leaned into his touch.  "It's not that I don't want to,   It's that I'm just scared to date I guess. " I sighed softly.  "... I... I love you too. "

    "Does..  thaat mean you'll give me a chance?" he asked in a whisper tone.

    "Yes,  It does. " I smiled at him and immediately felt his arms wrap around me and pull me closer.

  "Thank you, " He said,  then he connected our lips kissing me lovingly and gently.  Over time he deepened the kiss as much as he could until we both ran out of breath.  Once his lips parted from mine he put his forehead to mine.  "I love you,  Y/n. " his hand gently brushed my cheek.

Um. It'll do owo

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