A/n: yeah yeah.. I'm not dead. But sometimes I want to be..

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Y/n pov-

I really see no point in continuing... I mean, I can't have the man I want, I can't bring myself to hurt one of his fellow members, but I don't want to leave my boys either. Life is so fucking unfair. Well, that's just how it goes, I guess. God how I hate that!

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A/n: I know it was short but at least y'all know I'm alive

Bye bye~