Dedicated to my only Elina fan zeenat123

Chapter 33

Perfection

Perfection is a mindset

Nobody is perfect

Perfection is end!

Shyna's pov

The moment was perfect

The kiss was perfect

The boy kissing me is perfect!

And me?

No! I am not perfect.

I do not deserve him.

Getting restless, losing the momentum I pushed him but he groaned pulling me with equal force.

The negatives inside me just vanished like a puff in the air, I now wanted him.

I wanted him more...

So did he...

The kiss now turned hungrier, desperate and even rougher.

Soon the lips mingled, our tongues swirled, moans stifled, hands rummaged through each other's stitch, throwing them on the floor, bodies collided, lust intensified, tiny little kisses exchanged, long desperate and passionate breathings mingled, sweet sweat on our bodies enhanced till the tiny space between us was filled.

The auburns of thick tiny fibers hiding the lost sticky hot shaft of his making me complete....

If anything was perfect, it was this.

His movements matched mine, his desires united with mine, both our eyes blazing pools of prurience, none of us ready to blink and miss the triviality.

The soft spurt turning expedient and violent till our inners reached the point of no return.

The array of undefined titillations that cruised each and every part of my body, making me wonder if he felt the same till hot slimy liquid that spurted drenching my insides exciting him again when his eyes bulged and then returned to normal making me proud of my capabilities to make him demeanor in cognizance with me..

It was like the only reason that I was sent on this earth was to bring to him that piece of joy, to give him each and every part of me, to have him, to make love to him and to love him till eternity.

The smile, the satisfaction and love in his eyes made me feel perfect like Shyna; when she was 16.

The way his huge frame towered over me making me uncomfortable for a second but the next moment when I peeked into his silvers, I felt safe instantaneously. Then again the pauses he took querying and confirming with mere winks of our eyes [a new language that we seemed to have discovered] that I was fine and he can continue made me fall for him deeper.

It is like a huge valley of love which is deepening with every passing second that I am falling for him more.

Gosh! Does he feel the same?

No he can't! He shouldn't!

I tell myself as I embrace myself in his arms once he is back disposing the wrapper of the contraceptive returning to me in a haste like I would disappear if he isn't back in a swift.

I too feared the same but once in the vicinity of his naked chassis, I prefer to forget everybody and everything.

The only most important thing being I have what I wanted or probably what I was created for with me.

I had Davidson with me.

I was in love with Davidson

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Elina is bewildered at the fact that she'd recently learnt from her assistant.

and it is not that 'Angel is not only rich but also very strong especially when trained assistant like Samantha says that at least 'Angel is brave and strong enough to fight with the devils of the society where in she was only doing a subtle job in keeping her safe from so called guardians of the law of the society.

This clue was easy enough for her to finally locate who this damn 'Angel is.

She is trained with martial arts, good in hand to hand too, now tracing her through her frequent visits to the site 'Angel land is also easier.

'Angel might not visit the site anytime soon but surely she cannot keep herself away from protecting little girls who were molested by her to be victims like Samantha denies to stop help helping 'Angel as her quote of taking revenge against the xy chromosomes occupiers of the society.

Again how many gymnasiums were there in town left for the elite class people? Again girls that are feisty and fiery are most easily recognizable. She is also young something between 20 to 25 as the way Samantha addresses her, she is younger than her.

Though the clues and recent leads that she had achieved that could make her work much easier, Elina has no courage left to continue with the case, at least for the time span.

Elina is been tossing and curling throughout the dark night waiting for the killer headache that had already started knocking at her temples.

She had already switched off her irritating mobile phone which had been ringing incredulously since the failure of the mission.

She intends not to talk to her senior authorities or give explanations about the failure when she herself is glad at the moment that the operation was a failure.

Thanks to Samantha.

She is right when he says that the biggest of the security agencies of the world cannot ace care of the devils of the society then there is an 'Angel needed in every society and if the law providers prefer to work for the nefarious she was happy to work for the 'Angel in her own illegitimate way.

Elina supported her thought but couldn't acknowledge it in front of her. She simply wanted some time aloof to herself, to think.

She had already sent her application of leave to her higher authorities praying it for once to be accepted. Touched by what Samantha had been through she doesn't want to have happy moments for herself and therefore even ignores the most awaited call of her boyfriend who hasn't given up since past two hours.

She simply rests her elbow over her eyes trying to block away the atrocities and the evilness of the life.

Davidson's pov

Davidson's pov

Damn! I did not want to use that creepy protective sheet. I wanted to have fully and completely without any boundaries but I need to be careful. With so much having happened in her life, she was fragile and had barely been normal kind of.. For a while and to add to risks of added pregnancy was a burden.

Was love accompanied with a sense of resposiblity?

Or we love so much that we care...

Now I understand exactly what Liza intended to say when she said that Lina's husband traveled with her, he loves her, cares for her and accepts her unconditionally.

And so am I set for the same.

Now I realize when I took Caira to my place why I had that guilt feeling in my gut.

Initially I thought I was using the girl for a bet. But when I clearly mentioned Caira that we weren't going to work still she wanted to spend the day with me, enjoy with me. Hell she'd even loosened herself on my bed, her skirt kissed the floor at an instant.

She pulled me towards her, even promised 'no strings attached.

'It could have been nice, having fun with her for a while at my convenience for I too had to dump her in the evening. But I couldn't do it. It just couldn't.

There was a hollow feeling. Something's wrong' feeling in the gut of my stomach.

Now I know why though being a guy I still despised having $ex with the girl I had shared nights and days innumerable number of times.

Because... because my heart had taken its decision, a piece missing from my soul was found and I was denying myself about it.

Not any longer..

I am gonna stick with her now, stay with her. I know she still needs me. She is better now, trying to be normal but I do not miss those grim lines in her eyes, the impulsiveness, and the emptiness inside her.

How badly I want to fill them with my love.

The damage is done, those b@stards have broken her beyond repair but still I am gonna fix her with my love.

They say that cracks would remain but I would pledge that with passage of time, let the biggest healer over power her sorrows.

I did not miss the glint in her eye when her dad promised to punish those three evil monsters and I promise solemnly to stay with her through thick and thins.

Her stirring in the grip of my arms as she pushes her naked body towards mine brings me out of my thoughts as I now want to hug her tightly.

The enchanting beauty is magnified when she fearlessly looked back at me while making love. She looked so happy, so comfortable and her eyes that vanished all my fear away.

Yes I was scared. I was scared of hurting her but her reflex, the way she kissed me back, way she dug her nails on my bare back giving me bitter sweet moments of joy and pleasure made me have  'made for each other feeling'

I kiss slightly on the crook of her neck making her have goose pimples all over her body. Not having slightest of idea what to do, I simply wanted to make her feel good so I bit her softly  at the same place.

She then spoke for the first time saying "are you trying to mark me like a vampire?"

I chuckled 'My girl had a sense of humor; an elite one'

'Yeah! Let's see if it works." I played with her

I think I can never have enough of her for the restless stirring between my legs which was in the proximity of the  heat emanating zone between her thighs.

I tried to wriggle out of her embrace wishing not to exert her too much in a day but she has mind of her own accord as she turns around looking at me.

The way she bit her lower lip shyly, it was so inviting, so hypnotizing, pulling mine to hers, making my head arch towards her and then the follow on was evitable till we were dead exhausted but it was equally or even more enthralling and exciting as now there were no fears, no hesitations only love, true love from my part.

I now knew where to touch, where she'd love the most, what would make her moan louder wherein she tried new experiments with me making it hotter and wilder than before.

How did I become that lucky!

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The shining sun felt warm and welcoming, the chill winter had no effect as I was snuggled tightly with the most beautiful girl of the universe.

The golden arc forming around her body made her glow brighter as if beauty itself bowed at her.

For the first time in years I did not feel bad about missing my morning session of basket ball. I can lie still inhaling the exotic scent of my girl.

I feel euphoric and happy to call her my girl.

Shyna stirred and then sat in a blur then looking at me realization dawned on him. The expression of consternation on her face

I  fall for her  every passing moment I have been spending with her.

She was worried that I missed my practice the moment she realized that we'd woken up just in time for the college.

"I cannot wait to show you off as my girlfriend." I said as I kissed her again on her bare shoulders.

God! How badly I wish to mark her if that was possible.

She jerked out of my grip all of a sudden turning around to look at me with horror in her eyes "I am NOT your girlfriend" she shouted.

I chuckled at her feisty attitude 'That's my Shyna .'

'Oops I am sorry, I forgot to propose you." I said as I sat to ravish at her beautiful body.  She looked even more beautiful like the way she was born, so natural, so very beautiful.

She quickly drops down on the floor hunting for the lumps of discards of fabrics last night dressing herself in her hoodie back and I smile steady she still is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

I scratch my hair and then I hold her hand as I say "I know I should have done this earlier. Anyways Will you give me the honor of becoming my girlfriend?"

Her face melted, her goldens dilated and there was a sudden change of emotion as id she got a sudden electrical shock and pulled her hand back shouting a loud "NO"

I pulled her into an embrace. I am a jerk, I knew what she had been through I probably did it wrong but I cannot move around trees. I need to admit my love to her and I wasn't scared because I knew I was in love with her.

"I am not your girlfriend and I do not want to be." She shouted loudly, her face turned harsher, back to her old broken self that I had seen at the bleachers writing on her notepad.

I pulled her in to a hug. She looked so wrecked and pained.

But she pushed me harder this time, her eyes cold and full of fury

Once again I had the strong urge to kill those b@stards who did this to her.

"I love you Shyna." I said warmly cupping her face in my hand sand like an ice cube under sun her expressions melted into a soft, loving and caring Shyna that was playing hide and seek in my trip in Vegas.

Soon she masked her feeling as she turned around lifting the remainder  of the clothes comforting herself in it hurriedly and passing mine to me.

"You are crazy. This love is nothing but the dressings of the novelists, tele- serials or the movie makers. It is a money earning device. Don't fall into that trap David." She said as if she was having one of her counseling sessions with me.

"Shyna what happened last night wasn't a trap. It was.." I tried to convince her but she stopped me in my mid words.

"What happened last night was flush of hormones and two matured adults sleeping together for mutual entertainment." She snapped at me.

"Mutual entertainment?" I lost my control as I repeated those words "You think that was entertainment? Do you think I am a man whore sleeping with girls for entertainment." I barked "I am not"

"No you are a kid obsessed by a girl who'd shared a room with for months and the $exual tension between us was so much that we couldn't resist each other and what happened last night was a mistake." She tried to explain. Her eyes squinting looking at the mess around that she tried to clean.

For the first time I wasn't bothered about the mess all that I  was concerned about was the girl in front of me who was saying things that were making me crazy, driving me out of the exhausts of my rage.

"So last night was a mistake?"  I asked as I pulled her from her elbows holding her wrists tightly. "It was only a momentary pleasure or only tension that you released and also tell me that you didn't enjoy it?' I asked loudly.

Her face changing with series of emotions one after another making it difficult for me to decipher which one was true.

She held her breath for a moment "For you last question, I did enjoy last night and that was it, nothing less, nothing more for me, no feelings attached."

"No feelings attached." I repeated as I felt hurt and my grip on her wrist tightened as she dropped her eyes at her hand that I was holding.

She closed her eyes for a moment and murmured softly gazing at the tight grip as she twisted her wrists to let me free her "You are hurting me."

Her glassy golden orbs that were staring back at me begging for mercy asking me to let her go....

Shit of all the things the least I wanted to do was hurt her.

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I retrieved myself from all my emotions, only prevailing emotion was guilt as I turned around and opened the doors of my car closing it again with a loud thus and pedaled with the highest speedometer possible to start....

Please I know there is lot and nothing happening in this chapter but I couldn't rush with it....

Do you think Shyna pushed him away for right reasons?

Would Davidson give up on Shyna?

Will Elina finally leave 'Angel to herself?

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