tw: su1c1d4l thoughts

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Friend no.2 ni Niko (Mateo)
June 2, 2020 at 11:14 PM

Can you come here?

Kino's awake

on my way na po

si niko po, kuya dwight?

how's he

If his condition becomes stable baka ilipat na siya sa ward

Kaso

Kino's first words after waking up was asking why he woke up

Niko's first words were 'sorry's

Sorry for not listening

Sorry for making him give up on life

This is too depressing to see Mateo

Can you come faster

Niko needs someone

They're both not okay

I can't see them like this

Ako yung kuya pero

Mateo, come faster

i will po

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june 3, 2020 at 1:04 AM

Are you sure you're going to switch with us?

Na ikaw na magbabantay sa umaga?

Bawal na visitor sa loob ng ICU eh

i'm sure kuya

di pa po tapos klase niyo, right?

ako na pong bahala sa kanila

Thank you

Pakialagaan na rin si Niko

Ayaw matulog sa bahay

Natatakot din na baka sa bahay, siya rin yung pagbintangan na may kasalanan

hindi naman talaga siya yung may kasalanan kuya ://

Exactly what I've been telling him pero he's not listening

Ayaw niya rin sabihin kung bakit sila nagaway, lalo na kay Dad

Mom's trying to comfort Niko as well, trying to be positive pero wala parin

He still blames himself

Can you tell me what their argument was about? Hindi ko naman sasabihin sa kanila

it's about the band po kasi kuya

hindi naman po namin sinasadyang itago sa kanya na magdidisband na po kami

but kuya jarvis said that it's better to keep it a secret muna kasi he knows how niko will react

and he did react the same way kuya expected

Oh

You're not going to play anymore?

hindi na po kuya

we decided to live more practically

I see

Kaya pala muntikan ng itapon ni Niko lahat ng gitara niya dito

he did?

Yeah

But I stopped him

I don't want him to do something
he'll regret later on

Anyway, it's getting late na

Have some sleep na rin

Kayo ni Niko

yes po

kayo rin kuya

don't worry about niko po

may spare room naman po kami sa bahay

Okay, thank you

The search for the perpetrators are still ongoing nga pala

So far they only know tatlo yung kasabwat based on the footprints sa floor

sana mahuli na sila

mabulok sila sa kulungan kung san sila nararapat

They will, Mateo

And karma will bring them what they deserve

They deserve hell

Anyway, thank you uli

And can you tell Niko to talk to Lexi

She's worried

lexi po?

His girlfriend

She's been messaging me but I can't tell it to her

Kahit sa kapatid niyang gf ko, hindi ko masabi yung nangyari

i will try to talk to him po

so far nakatulala lang po si niko eh

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Okay

Make sure he eats something

Or kahit drink water to stay hydrated

I can't have him lying on a hospital bed too hahaha

will do po

magpahinga na po kayo

Thank you Mateo

You're a life saver

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