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my twelve am

May 29, 2020 AT 12:00 AM

tam, can i see you?

at this hour?

i'll try

okay ka lang?

no

i said before na magmsg tuwing 12 am if kailangan mo ko right

what if it's the other way around

i need you, tam

okay, we'll meet and talk inside your car na lang

everyone's asleep anyway

okay

i'll drive na

okayy, ingat ka

thank you

i love you

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phoebe 🔒
@lexicrets

i've always known niko to be emotional but i've never seen him cry like this :((

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phoebe 🔒
@lexicrets

gusto kong ikwento kina adi kasi i dont know what to do kaso it's not my story to tell

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phoebe 🔒
@lexicrets

he just hugged me and cried without saying anything :(( how can i help you niko :((

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my twelve am

1:05 AM

are you home?

kanina ka pa nakaalis pero you're not replying

i'm quite worried

i'm home naa tam koo

i'm sorry i made you worry

and i'm sorry you had to see that :((

it's okayyy

pero you can tell me anything right?

i know

i know you'll listen

pero im scared na baka ijudge mo ako
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i said something bad to my best friend
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pero siguro not today

i feel a lot better when i was with you

that's enough for me

more than enough, even

ala-una na, let's sleep?

are you sure you can sleep na?

i'm worried

i'm fine phoebee

let's sleep na, napupuyat na kita araw araw

i don't mind

pero sige if you say so

goodnight nikoo

i hope you sleep well

thank you

i love you, tam
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three idiots

9:10 AM

Niko
uhm good morning?

i'm sorry sa kagabi

napangunahan ako ng emosyon ko

Mateo
you really need to learn how to suppress your emotions, niko

Niko
i know :((

i'm sorry

i should've understood your sides better

i'm sorry for being selfish

natakot lang ako

overthinked what if hindi na ako makakatugtog

kasi at some point, music became my life

pero i realized we have different thoughts about music and performing

i was too focused on what i felt

i disregarded kino

@Kino i'm sorry :((

Mateo
no use

kino won't answer my calls let alone your mentions

let's give him space

Niko
okayy

i'm sorry uli :((

i'll talk to kuya jarvis later about the disbandment

Mateo
okay

good to hear you're doing well

Niko
i'm not mat hahaha

i'm not doing well

but okay lang

parang kagat lang to ng langgam

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kinaur

12:06 PM

you're still not on

heyy

i'm sorry about last night

i shouldn't have lashed out on you

and forced you to say your reason

you only said it to kuya jarvis for a reason

siguro nagselos lang ako

how you can't tell me

how you said we wouldn't understand

but kino, you know us

you can tell us anything, okay?

uhm yun lang

i'll chat later again

i hope you reply na

i'm really sorry again
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