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nikolangot

October 20, 2019 AT 12:10 AM

hi pakyu bahay na ako

congrats sa bago mong transformation bahay ka na pala ngayon

oo pwede mo rin akong gawing bahay mo sabihin mo lang

ha

HAHAHAHAHAHA

naiimagine ko mukha mo ngayon

parang ganto oh

nageenjoy ka sa ganyan eh no

sobra 😁

sorry kanina

napatagal yung stay natin sa cafe

it's okay

daddy understood

he was relieved naman at ikaw kasama ko

okay good

thank you

???

sa paghatid at sa pagturo

it's weird seeing you nice

what have i told you before?

mabait ako pag 12 am

just accept it

ngayon lang yan

okay

magpapakabait din ako ngayong 12 am

akala ko ba sabi mo noon ayaw mo kong ichat ng 12 am
Seen

di nga nagchat ampota

bahala ka nga

HAHAAHAHHA JOKE LANG EH

you're always welcome, phoebe

kung nahihirapan ka

message me at 12 am

sasagot ako para tulungan ka

why?

why? wdym why?

why are you helping me?

well, siguro nasa breed na namin na tumulong sa iba

tanginang breed yan ano ka hayop

edi ano nalang

species

???

geh seryoso na nga

mas gusto ko yung natutulungan ko yung ibang nahihirapan kung kaya ko naman

ayaw ko yung nahihirapan na nga yung iba, wala pa akong gagawin

akala ko ba ayaw mo sakin?

hmmm

not really?

well maybe at first oo

kasi hindi ko malaman bakit ang init ng ulo mo sakin lagi

kaya nahawaan din siguro ako

ayoko talagang may nagagalit sakin ng hindi ko alam

o kaya nasanay na rin akong asarin kita kasi it's somehow fulfilling seeing you annoyed

wow thank you ha

you're welcome

and idk

ngayon

these banters

parang natural na lang

natural in a good way kasi wala na siyang halong inis di katulad noon

kasi nagbago na impression ko sayo

you weren't as bad as i thought

lalo na nung inalagaan mo ko nung may fever ako

kahit napagutusan ka lang

kasi if you hated me that much you wouldn't dare do any of that

i lied

i volunteered to take care of you

oh

okay

tangina wait

that changes everything haha

ba't ngayon mo lang sinabi?

hindi ko rin alam

ang gulo mo, alam mo yun?

alam ko

just be honest with me

bakit ba ayaw na ayaw mo sakin?

when my brothers were asking you where was i during that live

bakit mo sinabi na nasa triple tree kami when you could've just brushed it off and not tell them if you truly don't care?

you want an honest answer?

there were many reasons why i disliked you

first, di kita kavibe

masyado kang outgoing, too lively na napagkamalan pang ako yung maingay nung flag cerem

second, i don't like the feeling that i misjudged you

and i'm sorry for that

na sayo ko nilabas inis ko sa sarili ko

it was childish of me

ikaw na rin nagsabi na sinabayan mo lang yung inis kong di mo alam saan nanggaling

third, i don't like how conflicted you make me feel

i don't know if i hate you because you make me feel things i shouldn't feel lalo na't i don't know you well enough
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or i don't know if i hate you because seeing you work hard makes me remind myself i needed to work harder
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that i need to be better kasi ayokong may mas better sakin
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because when someone is, nawawala worth ko
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im sorry i can't expain further than that kasi it would mean sharing my deepest thoughts that i don't want to share to anybody

it's okay

no need to tell me

naiintindihan ko

and thank you

that alone made me understand you better

you said disliked

so ano na ngayon?

ako naman ang may ayaw sa sarili ko
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neutral

that's better

do you want a restart?

restart?

let's restart everything

that way you won't have conflicted feelings of me

if you want nga lang

gusto mo ba?

oo

dati pa

wdym dati pa?

ever since, i really wanted to get along with you

na kahit naasar ako, i really had a great time with you

o baka naasar ako kasi despite the fact na ang sungit mo sakin, naeenjoy ko presence mo

ngayon ko lang narealize actually

when we were at the arcade

when we had tusok tusok

when we were playing ps4

lahat

okay

okay?

okay

let's restart

paulit ulit?

hindi naman

nagulat lang ako

ang dali mong kausap ngayon

blame it on the time

kasi 12 am okay okay

so, phoebe

lexi

phoebe

i like that more

ugh

o bat naungol

keep it pg 13 here phoebe, bata pa tayo

tangina mo?

😁😁😁

so

it's nice meeting you at 12 am

again, pag may kailangan ka

magmessage ng 12

got it

so ready ka na bang makilala ang isang nikolai guerrera?

hinde

kala ko ba gusto mo ng restart 🔫😠

skskskks

it's nice meeting you too caspian

matulog ka na

see you again at 12 am?

pag di pa ako tulog

but

i'll try

see you siguro

that's more like it

good night phoebe

ako na last chat

sweet dreams of me <33
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niko 🔒
@niko_g

all you needed was someone to understand huh? okay.

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niko 🔒
@niko_g

meeting 12 am phoebe is nice

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niko 🔒
@niko_g

ayoko parin ng red lips mo, sumisikip dibdib ko 🖕🏻🖕🏻🤬💥

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phoebe 🔒
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niko's too nice :// literally saved me from my chaotic mind. made me realize where this hate stemmed from.

my own self.

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phoebe 🔒
@lexicrets

buti naman at narealize mong hindi valid ang insecurities as a reason to dislike a person, lexi.

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phoebe 🔒
@lexicrets

ang hirap maging bobo.

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