"No matter where I went, I always knew my way back to you. You are my compass star."- For Darkness Shows the Stars

A/N After and during this, some of you might think that Jace is being stupid and he has nothing to worry about but most of us have insecurities that are not true but we feel bad anyway.

I hope this will show some people that nobody is perfect and we have to face our fears and hope for the best, if not then we learn from that experience and become better people.

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~~~Jace's POV~~~

Lea was pulling me into a deserted classroom and locked the door behind us. It's lunch time now so we have time and the room should stay empty.

I know that she has finally lost her patience and wants to talk to me about the thing that happened weeks ago, since to her it seems important. To me it is just a little misunderstanding and some of my old insecurities coming through, I hope I haven't scared her away.

She sits on one of the tables and turns to looks at me, not saying anything . I know her silence is her waiting for me to start speaking but no words are coming out.

She seems to be getting madder by the second and right now, I'm honestly scared of her. Her moods change in seconds and each of them is very extreme.

She suddenly shakes her head and starts to get off the desk she was sitting on.

"Wait." I call out before she can walk out of the room, angry with me again.

"Have you found the use of words again?" she asks bitterly.

I sigh knowing that this has been blown way out of proportion and when I tell her, she'll just laugh at me and think of me as weaker and I don't want that.

She sat back down but still says nothing. I sigh and decide that there is no way I cannot tell her what happened before. It's been 3 weeks and I know that if she did something like this then I would want to know what happened and if I've done something wrong.

I owe her this much.

"It's really not that big of a deal. I just got mad that Blake was flirting with you because he always does that and I've told him many times but he doesn't stop." I say, only party telling the main reason for my foul mood.

She nods her head but keeps looking me in the eye and not saying anything. I feel like she is looking through me and I know that she can tell that I'm not saying the complete truth. She crosses her arms and legs and keeps on looking at me.

I am the first to break and look away from her green eyes. I can't believe a little thing like her is so intimidating.

"And?" she asks after a while.

"There has always been competition between us, we are twins and Blake takes everything as a joke and it's his way of testing girls if they are serious about me. I was fine with that and for a while I found it helpful and it got rid of a lot of the girls that just wanted something but then when I got my first serious girlfriend he took it too far." I start, now telling her everything from the beginning.

"We were together for 3 months and I didn't let Blake do the test on her because I was so sure that she was genuine and I was starting to develop strong feelings about her, not love but on the way there. One day she came over to our house and only Blake was there and he was in my room since he wanted to play a game on my computer."

"She of course knew it was him since every time we played a joke on her and tried to test her if she could tell us apart, she always did. I know you can guess what happened next. She forced herself on him and I know this since I walked in and saw Blake trying to get her off him and screaming at her to stop."

"She didn't and said some things that to this day I can't get out of my head. Blake saw me and I nodded at him to do the test on her. He then acted as if he wanted her and even 5 seconds later she was moaning Blake's name and not mine, she didn't even try to act as if she was confused, she knew exactly what she was doing."

"Blake then stopped immediately and I made myself known. She then started saying how sorry she was and asking me how much I had seen and when I told her everything, she finally dropped the act and started saying the actual things on her mind."

"She said that she only wanted us for sex and popularity and that would have been perfect for any other guy but I thought she was this sweet girl and for her to use me like that was hard to understand at first. Even a guy can be played." I laugh bitterly.

During my long story Lea has moved to sit on the desk next to me and is holding my hand.

"After that I never really trusted a girl and was always on the look for her to slip up and show her true side. With you it's different and I'm scared of how quickly I developed feelings for you and how broken I will be when you break me and just the thought that you can break me is a little too much." I confess.

I can't look her in the face and see that evil grin that shows me how much she hates me and how disgusting she thinks I am for being this weak.

"Hey, look at me." I hear a soft voice and look up to be reminded that this is my angel and not some bitch that doesn't care for me.

"There is no reason for you to ever be ashamed that you let yourself feel. I for one am a little glad that she let you go because now I have you and are the most amazing guy I've met. It's her loss and my gain, even if that sounds selfish, of course I never wanted you to get your heart broken but you came back from that and some people don't ever trust or try to love again.You are strong so don't you ever think that you're anything but that." she finishes looking me straight int he eyes. How does she know the right thing to say?

"I told you this wasn't that important." I say softly while she is shaking her head.

"Everything in a relationship is important. It's the little things you know about the person that creates a bond and the little things you give to that person are the things they hold close and would never use against you." she says, completely dismissing all of the thoughts running through my head.

"I have no words to describe you." I say softly, looking into her eyes.

"Well, you can start with amazing and pretty and smart and funny and awesome, the list goes on and on." she teases and brings the atmosphere up a bit. I laugh at how even though she is joking that every single point was correct.

"You forgot that you're taken and mine." I say while wrapping my arms around her waist and lifting her off of her desk and onto my lap.

She lets out a little squeak but then she straddles me and has her hands in my hair, tickling me but I'll never give her that ammo. Just as she is leaning into me, my phone rings. You've got to be kidding me!

I look down at the screen and see that it's Blake calling me and it's a little ironic since he kid of started this and now it's like he is calling to see the outcome.

I'm about to hang up on him but Lea takes the phone and she has this look in her eye when she picks up.

"Hello and welcome to LoveToys. You have dialed the right place to get your sex toys for you and your partner. We provide great service and discreet delivery to anywhere in the UK. Now listen carefully so you can be transferred to the right department. For anal plugs, press one. For 'I'm a douche bag', press two and finally for 'What the fuck do you want? press three." Lea says in a professional voice and I'm trying not to laugh and she sees this and gives me a big smile, because the room is so quiet I can hear the other side of the conversation and both of us are eager to see how Blake reacts to this.

We hear that he has pressed a button and that makes it even harder not to laugh.

"Thank you sir for pressing four and we will be serving you shortly." she says again and this time she is trying not to laugh. She then puts him on speaker.

"Well Lea thank you for that nice greeting but I pressed five and I have yet to be informed on toys that could make you scream." teases Blake but no guy wants to hear another guy say this to his girlfriend.

"Well dream on Blake but you will never know those details." says Lea only partly joking but looking at me to reassure me that she is telling the truth.

"Oh, well that's a shame but tell my brother that some teachers are coming towards you guys so pull up your pants and dispose of the condom." jokes Blake but he couldn't be closer to what I want to happen but it's too soon.

"Well thanks and see you never." Lea hangs up on him with that sentence.

She puts my phone back into my pocket and then turns to look at me again, while still in the same position as before the call.

"Now where were we?" she asks and sends me a wink that makes me smile.

I lean in and when I'm just about to kiss her the door is busted open and the meanest teacher comes in and as soon as she sees us, it looks like she is about to explode, her face is that red.

"What do you think you're doing here? I thought you were one of the good students! GET OUT NOW!" she shouts at the end and doesn't let us respond to any of her questions.

We stand up and leave the classroom and when we are a safe distance away, we start laughing. We laughed all the way to form, where we found Blake laughing at a video of Mrs Robinson shouting at us on the board, for the whole class to see.