~~~Ashton's POV~~~

I can't stand to see Violet like this.

I'm the one that drinks and then wakes up somewhere foreign. She is too good for this shit world.

I know it's Ian visiting her yesterday that brought her over the edge and the urge to kill him is even bigger. I will kill him even if that means going to jail but right now there are people that need me more.

She was starting to close herself off so I knew I needed to do something so she won't turn into a bitch.

I knew the feeling too well.

The feeling that you are all alone and there is no point anymore to fight because nobody cares.

For 2 years I lost myself after the event but meeting Violet brought me back a bit and I don't ever want to go back.

I'll make sure she doesn't go where I've been.

Right now we are in my car and I'm driving her to the impromptu date.

I was planning on taking her to dinner or a movies, I know it's cliche but it works and almost never fails but since with how she was this morning I doubt she would have shown up tomorrow for the actual date.

I have no idea if she will like the idea that I've come up with in the last half an hour but I hope she does.

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~~~Violet's POV~~~

We've been in his car for an hour now and I hope that he is taking us to that waterfall again but that's probably my wishful thinking.

I haven't had the time to go back there but with Ian being back I think that place will become my new home.

I must have fallen asleep again because I woke up just like last time , with a gentle brush on my face and green eyes smiling at me.

I rub the sleep from my eyes and see Ashton smiling at me.

"You're so adorable." he tells me before moving to the back of the car.

"How am I adorable?" I ask him, grumbling a little, he laughs at me.

"See you're doing it again." he tells me then comes over to me and pinches my cheek.

"Don't treat me like a child." I tell him seriously. He shakes his head again and goes to the boot again.

I start to make my way to him but he stops me .

"Make your way over to the waterfall. You remember the way right?" he asks me. I nod as my answer.

"I'll get the stuff ready and bring them over while you go there and lay down, wait for me." he tells me but he sounds a little nervous.

"I can carry things too you know." I tell him while rocking back and forth on the heels on my feet.

"Oh, I know you are strong but you go and relax and I'll take care of everything." he smiles at me.

I turn around and make my way down the familiar path and in less than 5 minutes I'm in front of the waterfall and the view takes my breath away, yet again.

The grass and trees are the most vibrant green colour and the contrast between them and the blue and grey of the waterfall is truly breathtaking.

I make my way to the big rock and slide down it, not falling over or needing help this time.

I silently clap in my head, I'm such a dork sometimes.

I must have waited 5 minutes in the water, only my feet , when I hear Ashton behind me.I start to turn around but he tells me not to.

In the next couple of minutes I feel him come up behind me and tie something around my eyes, cutting off my sight.

"You planning on killing me this time?" I joke when he turns me around and I guess I'm facing him. He laughs, making me smile.

"Nah, I kinda want you alive." he whispers in my ear, making me shiver.

He leads me in some direction, sorry I can't tell you where because I can't SEE!

Even if this is a little romantic, OK very romantic but there is always that little bit of panic and helplessness that I have nearly no control of my body.

Ian even practised a little BDSM on me, I hated it.

I still have minor scars.

After my mini freak out, I realized that we have stopped and Ashton is touching my legs but it feels like he is sitting down and urging me to do the same.

I kneel down and Ashton reaches around me and unties the fabric from around my eyes.

It takes a while for me to be able to see and when I do, let me tell you.

GO AND GET YOUR SELF AN ASHTON!

In front of me is blanket being held by 4 candles in each corner and a couple of rose petals were on the blanket along with a basket of food and a suspicious looking long box on the side that is covered by one of his sweaters.

I give him a big smile because he is looking at me really nervously, like there is any chance that I won't like this.

"Do you like it?" he asks me.

"I love it." I tell him and kiss him on the cheek, I lean back and see a small tint on his cheeks.

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~~~Ashton's POV~~~

I'm so glad that she likes it and I can't believe I fucking BLUSHED!

By the look on her face I can tell that she definitely noticed.

Damn it! What is it about her that makes me feel like this?

Like a love sick puppy that just saw their owner come thought the door after a long day alone.

We both sat down and made our selves comfortable. We talked about anything and it feels good to have someone listen and someone to trust you to listen to them as well.

Most people now just don't care and use anything you tell them against you.

I'm really tempted to tell her but that will ruin the mood so I try and keep to lighter topics where we can talk for hours.

I found out that we have similar movie and music tastes and she was very surprised that I danced and I've decided next weekend I'm going to go into her dance class and dance with her.

That would be so sexy!

I already know she can dance and won't step and murder my feet.

We have already finished the food and right now we are laying down with her on my chest and my arms are around her shoulders.

I'm still doubting how to ask her to be my girlfriend.

I had a pretty original idea but I'm not sure if she will like it, I might as well do it the simple of way of just asking.

Then she scratched that plan, also.

"What's under your sweater over there?" she asks me and I tense up.

I look over at my sweater and Plan A is underneath that.

Oh, Fuck it!

"Those are the tools that I need to ask you something." I tell her vaguely and sit up so I can reach under my sweater for my guitar.

She looks so confused it's absolute adorable but she doesn't like me calling her adorable but she can't be inside my head can she.

Adorable.

Adorable.

Stunning.

Sexy.

Funny.

MINE.

I take out my guitar and turn back around to face her and start to play a couple of cords but I know the song off by heart.

Since I wrote it.

Here she is with her beautiful bright smile

And her beautiful brown eyes

They shine like diamonds

Because she is the most precious thing to me

I loose myself in the song and dare to look up at Violet's face to her looking intently at me with multiple emotions on her face. I'm glad that she is surprised, it means that this is original and she didn't predict it.

Just seeing her can turn my day

One touch and all is right again

Kiss me

I need to feel your lips

I see her eyes widen a little at my words and they could not be any more true. Our kiss has been in my head millions of times a day and I want to have a million more memories with her, for starters.

Hug me

I want to feel safe

Hold me

I want to be with you

Don't leave me now that I've found you

I need you now

I now see understanding in her eyes and it makes me even more happy that I found someone as special as her and she is even here with me.

I want to take your hurt and add it to mine

So you never cry again

I always want to see you smile

Her eyes are becoming bright and a sad smile takes over her lips.

Violet, you've turned my world upside down

and I don't want it to be right up again

I see her give me a genuine smile and I smile back at her while singing my heart out to her.

Every day and night I think of you

I wrote this song for you and no one else

I'm not good with romance so I hope this reaches your heart

She gives me a little laugh when I sing that I'm not romantic and it's true and I hope that I've done this amazing girl justice with this song.

I want you to be mine and only mine

I want you and I've got to have you

Please say yes because I'll never stop asking

Say you'll be mine because I'm already yours

Will you be my girlfriend?

Please say yes

I finish the song and look up to her face and set down my guitar while I wait for an answer.

"So what do you say?" I smile even though my heart is beating out of my chest.

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~~~Violet's POV~~~

I'm stunned into silence.

My whole being in screaming YES! but for some reason my lips won't open and say the words.

I can't put into words how smooth and amazing his voice is and how special I feel since he wrote a song just for me.

It must have a minute or two since he stopped singing but it must feel like hours to him but I just can't seem to open my mouth.

His eyes are staring right into mine and hurt and disappointment is now in his.

I smile at him and hope comes back into his eyes.

I lean forward and peck his lips.

He rests his hands on both sides of my face and deepened the kiss into something passionate and hot.

We kissed for a couple of minutes before he pulled away too soon but stayed close and looked into my eyes.

"Is that a yes?" he breathes out and I nod since I don't think I can speak right now.

A huge smile graces his face and he leans forward and kisses me again but a little slower than last time.

When he broke away he suddenly jumps up and picks me up bridal style and twirls me around.

"Let's dance." he shouts while we laugh and he sings.