Chapter 30-Life goes on. And then shit happens all over again...
*2 Weeks later"
Ray's POV
I'm awake! And alive! Just.
I'm out of the hospital!
I still need to get my strength back because of the amount of blood i've lost, so i'm in a wheelchair.
Which, by the way, i am NOT happy about.
I now have Andy at my beck and call, also wheeling me around everywhere.
I know what your thinking. "Whats so bad about that?!"
Well. Our apartment is on the fifth floor and the elevators really crampt. Did Andy tell you i was claustrophobic? Well yeah. I am. And its hell. Which is another reason being stuck in a wheelchair sucks.
"Ray?" Andy said as i was watching TV.
"Yeah Andy?" I replied.
"You wanna go see Jayy today? I think he needs to see your face again." He smiled.
Jayy got out of hospital about 3 days ago. Hes been stuck in the house for those 3 days. I pitty the guy.
I know what went down between him and Jinxx two weeks ago.
Poor guys.
But i dont get why Jinxx kissed back. I'm not even sure he knows.
Sammi was obviously devistated. If Andy did that to me he would be straight out the door!
"Come on, i said we'd be there in ten minutes." Andy smiled as he wheeled me out of the apartment.
"And how long ago was that?" I sniggered knowing it would probably be longer than his estimated time.
"Uh... 15 minutes?" He replied and rubbed the back of his neck as we got in the dreaded elevator.
*Ding*
I was wheeled out and got out of the chair when we were next to the car.
I could walk a little. But i get so tired and my body starts to ache. Thats why i have the chair.
I got in and strapped up.
We set off once Andy had put my chair in the trunk.
We got to the BOTDF house about 10 minutes later. Andy's original estimated time!
(Jayy and Dahvie live together. Mainly because theres only two of them and it would cause less bother and shit)
"Andy! Ray! Theres my favorite couple!" Dahvie laughed and came to help Andy get my chair out and help me in it.
"Hey Dahvie, how's things?" Andy smiled.
"There good. Being the beck and call of my bro gets a bit old though." He chuckled.
"I know the feeling." Andy sighed and i felt their eyes burn into my back.
"Hey! just remember who we need to blame for all this shit." I snapped.
"I guess, but you could lay off all the demands for food a little." Andy chuckled.
"Its not my fault!" I whined. "Sitting in this piece of shit seriously takes it out of me!" We walked through the front door only to be greeted by the wonderful sound of Jayy's vocals.
"I told you not to practice until you've fully recovered!" Dahvie yelled, running up to his partner.
"For fucks sake Jayy. Listen to Dahvie, he can give some good advice sometimes!" I laughed.
"Oh look who just walked through my door. Oh wait. No, shes in a wheelchair and needs to learn to keep her advise for advise to herself!" Jayy laughed.
"Fucking dickface." I mumbled. He knew FULL well i hated the chair and couldnt do anything about it. he just teased me at any possible chance he got.
"Heard that!" He laughed again, sticking his tongue out.
"Was intended!" I called as he left the room.
"You bitch!" He yelled playfully. "Ouch."
"Dipshit! You deserved that!" I laughed.
We spent about 3 hours at Jayy and Dahvie's. Just catching up and talking about random shit. Then Andy got a text. He looked to see who it was and his eyes widened. But then he text back and all seemed fine. I wanna know who that text was from. Hes never reacted like that before. It was just a text. Right?
We went home and Andy said he was gunna have a shower. Now was my chance!
I wheeled myself over to where his ohine was sat on the bed and looked at the last text he got.
It was from Juliet.
Hey baby, when can i see you? I have some things i wanna do ;) xxx - xRomeoandJulietsAutomaticLovelettersx
I just stared at in shock.
I snapped out of it andlooked through the rest of them.
I skipped to the bottom of them and read it from where itall started.
Hey Andy. I miss you. Please come back to me. xxx - xRomeoandJulietsAutomaticLovelettersx
You know full well i'm with Ray. I'm sorry Juliet -AndyBVB
At least he was being faithfull. For now.
I skipped a few and read where things REALLY started to heat up.
Baby i want you to do what you used to do. I want you. I need to feel you inside me again ;)x - xRomeoandJulietsAutomaticLovelettersx
I know. Its been a couple of weeks and i miss your beautiful body. I miss all the places i love to touch ;) xxx - AndyBVB
That was all i needed to see. But curiosity got the better of me.
Things Andy sent like:
Oh god Juliet, i need you right now, Ray's still not awake, its not like she can complain ;) xxx
Or:
Ugh, shes awake. And complaining. Shes in a wheelchair which means i cant fuck her. Not that shes as good as you of course ;) I hope i can see you again soon baby xxx
That was when Andy came out of the bathroom. Nothing but a towel round his waist.
"Hey baby, whats up?" He smiled.
"What. The fuck. Is this?" I breathed.
I gave him his phone and he saw what i had been reading.
His face froze in shock.
"Fuck." He whispered to himself.
"IS THAT IT? FUCK? SO WHAT? WAS I JUST AN EASY FUCK? WAS THAT IT? I KNOW SOME ROCKSTARS HAVE A REP FOR BEING LOW BUT YOU FUCKING TAKE THE PISS DONT YOU ANDREW FUCKING BIERSACK!" I screamed.
"Please Ray, its not like that. I was lonely. I thought you were gunna die and i was prepared to try and move on, but then you started getting better and things just esculated naturally." He bowed his head, waiting for my responce.
"LONELY?! SO YOU WERE EXPECTING ME TO DIE! DID YOU WANT ME TO? WAS THAT IT? AND PREPARED TO MOVE ON? I'VE NEVER HEARD SUCH BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE! YOU JUST WANTED ME OUT OF THE FUCKING WAY! SO HERE YOU ARE ANDY! I'M OUT OF THE FUCKING WAY! WE'RE THROUGH!" I yelled and swung my chair around to start packing a few days clothing before putting the bag in my lap and heading for the door.
But not before i threw the engagment ring at him.
He didnt even try to fight for me! He just let me go! Fucking asswhole. I nearly married him!
I got my phone and texted Syn, asking if he could lend me his couch for a few days.
Sure, whats the matter Ray? - SynGates
Me and Andy had a fight - Andy'sRayofBaldwin
I was definatley gunna have to change my contacts name.
"Hmmm. Jayy'sGirl? Na, What about, ThatA7xChick!" I laughed and then remembered what had happened just 5 minutes before. I changed my twitter name and smiled at it slightly.
Where do you want me to meet you? - SynGates
Um, Just outside the apartment building - ThatA7xChick
Ok, sexy name by the way ;) - SynGates
Likewise ;) - ThatA7xChick
But its just my stage na-oh i get it... Thank you A7xChick ;) - SynGates
Now get your ass down here! I'm freezing my tits off! - ThatA7xChick
Ok ok! I'm on my way now, i'll be about 15 minutes - SynGates
Hurry! - ThatA7xChick
By the way, you want me to warm up your tits? ;) - SynGates
Jackass -_- just get down here - ThatA7xChick
Fine fine, im coming... - SynGates
I smiled and put my phone in the same pocket in the bag as its charger.
*17minutes 37 seconds later*
Yes. I counted... But i needed something to pass the time. So i watched the clock.
I watched as Syn's car pulled up in front of me and he got out of the drivers side.
"You sir, are 2 minutes 37 seconds late!" I raised my posh british accented voice.
"Apologise ma'am. I was stuck in traffic." He said and bowed down to kiss my hand with a smirk.
I laughed a little then remembered once again why he was here.
"I need to get away from here." I said in monotone.
"You can explain when we're back at my house." He said sternly. "Now lets get you in the car."
He wheeled me to the side of the car and helped me up and watched carefully as i got in, then got my bags and wheelchair in the back.
We drove in a comfortable silence to his house and he did the reverse when we got there.
"Home sweet home." Syn sighed, putting my bags down by the door.
"Whats wrong Syn?" I asked.
"We're going on tour in a few months. Its our Buried Alive tour. Still havent figured out which other band is coming with us yet. We have Hollywood Undead and Black Veil Brides with us, But Matt says we need another." Syn explained as he unlocked his front door and wheeled me to the couch.
"Why dont i text one of the guys, i'll see if i can get Asking Alexandria to come." I smiled and got my phone out.
"Really? That'd be awesome Ray! Thanks." He smiled and hugged me tightly.
I text Jinxx and asked him to text Danny Worsnop and he agreed.
Why don't you ask Andy? - JinxxBVB
Because i'm not with him, im at Syn's house, me and Andy had a fight... - ThatA7xChick
Oh. Wanna talk about it? You know i'll always be here x - JinxxBVB
Its ok Jinxx, i wont bother you with my problems, just forget i said anything x - ThatA7xChick
If your sure. But yeah, i'll text Danny for you, i hope your ok x - JinxxBVB
Im fine. I promise x - ThatA7xChick
I put my phone back in my pocket and looked up at the guitarist who was staring down at his phone.
"Whats up Syn?" I asked.
"I think me and Michelle just broke up." He said in a sort of shock.
"What? But you two were so good together!" I gasped.
"Thats what i thought." He breathed and fell onto the couch.
I wheeled myself over to him and rested a hand on his thigh.
"Dont worry. You got me here with you, if you need some company then i'll stay longer, i dont have to though, i dont mind either way." I smiled reassuringly at him.
Syn looked up into my eyes.
Then he kissed me on the cheek.
"Thank you." He whispered.
"What was that for?" I asked, slightly blushing.
"For being there for me." He replied.
"Thats what friends are for." I smiled slightly brighter at him.
Syn picked my hand up from his thigh and held it in his own hand.
"But hey. Now we're both single, we need to go clubbing one day." He winked.
"Hell yes." I smirked. "But maybe when i'm able to walk maybe?"
"Obviously, your never gunna get a guy in a wheelchair, not in this city." He laughed.
"Thanks bro. Really arpreciate your honesty." I said sarcastically.
"My bad." He said and rubbed the back of his neck. "Wait. You called me bro."
"Yeah? Dude your family." I beamed and hugged him tightly.
We talked for a while and by the time it was about 1am.
"Wanna go to bed?" I asked.
"Thinking the same thing. You dont have to sleep on the couch you know." Syn smiled.
"Where could i then?" I asked, confused.
"With me. In my bed, if you want to that is, i dont want you hurting yourself." He explained.
"You. Are adorable." I said and offered him a cheesey grin.
"When i wanna be." He said, offering the same smile.
"Ok, help me upstairs." I replied.
Syn nodded and stood up, taking me and my chair to the bottom of the stair well, then picking me up bridal style and carrying me up the stairs.
He put me on the bed gently and i smiled up at him.
"Thank you." I said.
"I'll go get your bags." Syn told me.
I nodded and watched him turn his back and leave the room.
He came back about 2 minutes later and smiled at me.
He put my bags down next to where i was sitting, but they were on the floor.
I leant down and picked out some pjamas.
"I'll leave you to it." Syn said kinda awkwardly.
I nodded and he walked out, closing the door behind him.
I got into my pjamas, which was kinda hard because i was sitting down most of the time because of my weak legs.
I was wearing a black tank top with a lace v-neck, and some black leggings.
"Im done!" I called and the door opened to reveal Syn. In some sweatpants on and nothing else.
"Cute pjamas." He winked as he walked in and sat next to me on the bed.
"Why thank you Brian." I replied with a proud smile. "Help me up?"
He did so and i walked to the bathrrom, holding onto anything i could on the way.
I cleaned my teeth and took off my make-up.
"Cummon, its late, we need some sleep." Syn said as he helped me back into his room and i sat back on the bed.
I pulled the duvet off the bed slightly and folded it over my body when i was in.
Syn did the same and he wrapped his arms around my body.
I could feel his bare chest heating up my figure.
It was extremely soothing. But then i thought once again about how i came to be here and how Andy cheated on me. And then how Michelle broke up with Syn. How devistated he looked. It was heart breaking to think about how many people were like this. How many people suffered at their hand.
I fell asleep in Syn's arms just thinking about how cruel life was.
Good night world of hate and filth.
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