Ray's POV

"I got a surprise for you." Andy said and my eyes shot open.

"What surprise? I hate surprises, just tell me." I said and sighed.

"Argh, you're no fun! How would you feel about performing some of our songs tomorrow at the next venue?" He asked me.

"Oh my God, what?! You want me to ruin your songs in front of thousands of people?" I asked him.

"You have a lovely voice, you haven't ruined them in the past, like when we did some band practice, the band and i are sure you can do this." He replied and i smiled at him.

"Ok, fine i'll do it." I sighed, giving in.

"YAY! Guys she's doing it!!!" Andy called and the others came running in, including Sammi, who i was really excited to see again.

"Thanks Ray, you're gunna do great, we know you will." Sammi smiled, giving me a hug.

"Thanks, i hope so, aren't you gunna sing Andy?" I asked.

"Yeah, ima sing for the first half, and then you sing for the next, that's three songs each." He said and smiled at me, i smiled back.

"I can't believe this, just over three weeks ago, i was just the average fan, now im singing in front of them with the band i love the most, and dating the lead singer! It's like a fucking dream!!!!" I squealed excitedly.

"I know right?! I wish i could sing like you Ray." Sammi sighed holding my hands.

"Awwww, that warms my heart, hearing you say that." I said, beaming at her. "But you can. So hush up."

Sammi just blushed and hugged me once more.

"I think we should practice the set list for tomorrow." Jinxx said and we all nodded.

"Yeah, i know all your songs off by heart, but yeah, i will need to practice, to get the jist of how you do things." I agreed.

Andy's Songs:

Rebel Love Song

Sweet Blasphemy

All your Hate

Ray's songs:

Ritual

Children Surrender

Carolyn

We did the songs and i can safely say that i have never smiled so much in my life!

"Wow, you were great Ray!" Sammi said and gave me a hug.

"Too right she was!" Andy practically shouted and kissed me, i kissed back and then he licked my bottom lip, asking for an entrance, i gladly let him in and we stood there having a tongue war for about 2 minutes.

"Ewww guys, i can see your tongues inside each others mouths!" Jake grimaced and i think he turned away after that, me and Andy chuckled, still having our tongue war.

"Ok, i don't know how long they'll be at it, so lets go eat." Jinxx said and they left the bus.

Andy pulled me into the back room, he knew that we couldn't 'do anything' because i was pregnant, so he just laid me down on the bed, then laid next to me and we made out, i then fell asleep in his arms.

"Found them." Ashley whispered. "They're asleep in the back room."

"Awww. They're so adorable when they're asleep together." Sammi whispered quietly.

"Shut up Sammi." I whisper-yelled, eyes still closed.

"Shit, we thought you were asleep!" Ash said and i chuckled.

"I was, but woke up a second ago. How was your food?" I said.

"It was amazing, we went for Chinese food, and dont worry, we brought you and Andy something too. We got you both a Chou Mein." Jake said quietly, since Andy was still asleep.

"Thanks guys." I smiled, but there was no way i was opening my eyes.

"Are your eyes glued shut or something?" Ash whispered.

"No, don't talk crazy shit Ash! i just can't be asked to open them, it takes up too much effort." I replied with a small chuckle.

"Fair." Ashley shurgged, I heard someone walk in and the strong smell of Chou Mein caused my eyes to instantly open at the speed of light.

"Woah, ninja eyes!" Jinxx shouted and passed me my bowl of food.

"Shut up!!! But thanks Jinxx." I said and took the bowl off of him.

"You're welcome." He replied.

"AH! PEOPLE!" Andy shouted and sat up immediately.

"It's us douche bag!" CC giggled, walking in.

"I know, but me and Ray were asleep, don't just walk in!" He kinda freaked out. But then CC handed him a bowl of his own Chou Mein and he calmed down.

"Why not? You two were adora- Never mind." Jake started but noticed me glaring at him.

After we ate, i was thinking of telling Andy something, but i wasn't sure if i could, i didn't know how he would react. But i decided i was going to anyway, he needed to know.

I walked out of the back room after changing my clothes, everyone was playing rummy.

"I need to tell you something." I said shyly, looking at Andy.

"Ok, wanna say it in private, or you ok with it here?" He replied.

"I thing the others need to hear it too." I said.

"Ok, guys stop playing." Andy said.

"What's up Ray?" Jinxx asked.

"Remember when i showed you the scars on my stomach?" I asked them, they nodded.

"And do you remember the first night i spent round yours, Andy?" I asked him. He nodded.

"How could i forget?" He smiled.

"Yeah, and then you saw the newest of my scars, the biggest." I said and he flinched at the memory. I lifted up my shirt and carefully traced it with my index finger.

"Oh my God." Jake said, shocked at how big and new it was. It went from the top of my left rib to the bottom of my right one, and it still had stitch marks on it from where they had been.

"That's what i did after Danny raped me, the day before i met you all. I couldn't take what he did to me, so i put on We Stitch These Wounds and made my mark on my fucked up life." I sighed,  everyone looked at me with pained eyes.

"You know our music is ment to prevent that happenening to people right?" Jake asked, still quite serious.

"Yeah, but they were two things that made me feel better, your music and physical pain." I shrugged as a tear dripped down my face.

"You could have waited till the signing, you could have talked to us about it, i mean not directly, but subtly put into a conversation that you were having a crap time and then we could have given you advise." Andy said, i imagined what that would have been like.

"I couldn't have told you the full extent of it though could i? I didn't even really know you then, i wasn't exactly drop into a conversation with my favorite band of all time that i was raped the day before by my fucked up ex could I?" I asked, getting quite worked up about the images that Danny had put into my head.

"I know, like i say, be subtle." Andy replied and gave me a kiss.

"Yeah, but we can't turn back time. If we could, i would re-write my whole life, except for the bit where all of you came into it." I smiled at them for the last bit.

"Awwww, thanks Ray, I'm touched!" Jake grinned.

"Yeah, meeting you was a massive bonus to our lives," Jinxx said. "You've made them so much better."  

"Awww, you guys are so sweet." I said, feeling myself blush.

"Somebody's blushing!" Ashley sung.

"Shut the fuck up Purdy." I whined.

"Wow, don't mess with miss Ramonica I-kill-you-bitch over here." He said and i hit him as hard as i could. "Ah shit you hit hard, girl!" I flipped him off and grinned.

"That's what you get for being you." I said.

"But i can only be me!" Ash moaned.

"Then expect more punches, hits and slaps then!" I smiled evily in his face.

It was getting quite late at that point, so i suggested we all go to bed, we had a big day tomorrow!