Now she refuses to just take what I say, I messed up big time.
We have fights every day now, and not pretty ones. They are the ones that make you think "Are we worth it?". I'm starting to think she's not. The fights make me think "How well do I know her". I do know her I followed her from 6th grade, but maybe I don't know everything. She lies in our fights to get payback to when I lied to her, but that was to help her not yell at me. Why? Why,do I do this to myself?