Sometimes, I believe that love will conquer all, time,space, and distance. I believe that when your soul is awakened by another, it takes flight, over the moon, and the stars. And safely in their arms. But sometimes your soul is awakened, takes flight, but can never land.

It's hard at times to believe in things like fate and destiny because it seems so impossible. So you pray for an answer or wish upon a star, whatever it is that you do, whatever God you pray to. Love is so contradictory,it knows no boundaries, waits for no one, but takes its good old sweet time getting here. And then there are times when fate or destiny does intervene, and it becomes this overwhelming bliss of comfort, peace, and beauty. But it never comes without pain or discomfort. People forget that love will forever be the one thing that can make our hearts fill with joy and still, that same love can also take the soul and devour it, shred your heart to pieces and drop it where they don't even recognize themselves anymore. Love is wondrous and messy all at the same time.

I have dreamed of being consumed by what I desire. For just a chance to be hopelessly in love, and he with me. To have my body alone be what they crave. To dance in the moonlight under the stars and come home to make love and drown the outside world away because nobody else matters. And when we awake in the morning, we do it again and again and again. And we eat breakfast in bed. And lay peacefully in each others arms and waste the day away. Do you exist? Prehaps you do, but only in my dreams.

Time does things that nothing else can. Makes us realize what we have and what we lost, and allows us to hope for a future. But as years pass by and time slips away, I ponder to myself, are we pulling further apart or coming together by the universe's grand design. It is scary and worrisome and puts you into a state of panic the older you become. There's just simply not enough time. However, hope is there to remind us that anything is possible and the future...well, it's still unwritten.