Thoughts of change brought "hope"

Which brought eternal misery,along with internal slowing death.

You whom gave me happiness,

destroyed every microscopic bit of my dreams,

Pierced through every living cell in my heartless soul..

Making the worst of fears come alive

Haunting me in my mind

Murdering every emotion I had left in my empty heart

Scraping every bit of useless flesh
Leaving me embarrassed, naked boned..

Dragging my bastard soul down

Down to the gates of The Sea Of Hell

Deserted with no "self" left..

I can't go forward knowing my "self" is forever gone..

There's no way to turn nowhere to escape the fate..

Its all a useless, wayless broken road

The love is no longer alive, it's been murdered..

By the serial killer

The same one whom crushed my soul with a goodbye..

I can't live with myself so Stay with me tonight...

Hope and love are deathly mistakes.. of which Nobody may runaway..

They Poison The Heart, And The Mind Says" Ok "...