Assalam.o.Alaikum.Warahmatullahi.Wabarakatuhu 💕💕💕

Peace and greeting be upon Mohammed SALLALAHU ALAIHI WASSALAM and his household and Ibraheem ALAIHI SALAM and his household. 🌸🌸

The topic I'd like to discuss today is about: Something I would share/consider it as a confession.(You all are a part of my book family so I won't hesitate writing out my heart to you.)

" I don't know from where should I start, but I know one thing that some of you people might relate much to what I'm going to share.
Uf. Tired I am. It's 1:00 am here but well that's okay, I am writing here after a very long time.
I was going through depression that made me face the consequences of psychosis and bipolar disorder and worst mood swings, to an extent that I needed a doctor. The doctor prescribed me antidepressants and I was beginning to feel low about that even ,that i was mentally ill and needed some kind of medication to treat my condition. Days passed and my serotonin was getting better inside me. I felt happy. I felt peace. My sleeping schedule was fixed and there was no more anxiety eating me up. But then when the course ended and few days passed, it all slowly came haunting me.. My anxiety, and my low mood problems. But then I had decided one thing. I will not consult a doctor anymore. No I didn't need him.
I needed Allah. My soul was craving for HIM. My body needed the peace of loving HIM. And I began searching for His love, I prayed and poured out my heart in front of Him. I had dediced that He would be the only counsellor I would reauire everytime in my life.
And then few verses came through my sight,

And I was reminded of the verses that Allah does not burden a soul except that which he can bear,
Nothing of a difficulty reaches a man but Allah has destined some good for him in return,
Allah tests our patience. Allah wants to know how eager we are to run to Him in our moments of grief and sadness. And lastly that ALLAH THE AL-WADOOD loves me. Loves us all. Then why should we despair of His love and mercy?

~Nabiha Noor