Assalam.o.Alaikum.Warahmatullahi.Wabarakatuhu 🌷🌷🌷

Peace & Greetings be upon Mohammed and his household, Ibraheem and his household 💖

I am back again, with another chapter of this book ;) :D *sounds like a cliché author*

Well, as the title of this chapter reveals a lot without further a due let's begin. Bismillah!

🌻 You might feel at some point of your life that you're badly stuck in a vortex of your sins. Sins as gruesome as it can be. Whatever you name it be!

🐝 Say, I am sorry Allah.

🌻 What now the accursed one will tell you is something like:

"YOU THE SINNER, SUCH A SHAMELESS ONE, IS ASKING TAUBAH FROM ALLAH?

DON'T YOU HAVE ANY SHAME?

HOW CAN YOU FACE HIM? GO AND HIDE YOUR DIRTY FACE SOMEWHERE. YOU DON'T DESERVE TO STAND IN FRONT OF HIM.

LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE!

HOW DARE YOU GO TO ALLAH CARRYING THE MOUNTAIN OF SINS ON YOUR HEAD? DON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY?.

ALLAH DOESN'T NEED YOU NOW. HE WILL NOT LOVE YOU. INFACT HE HATES YOU.

AND NOW SINCE ONCE YOU'VE DONE THAT SIN, YOU MAY DO IT AGAIN, IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW. YOU'RE NOW POLLUTED , AND NOTHING CAN CLEANSE YOU. NOT EVEN YOUR FAKE TAUBAH. SO DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO SEEK IT. FORGET ABOUT IT. DON'T LET IT GET TO YOUR HEAD. YOU CAN SEEK TAUBAH LATER, WHEN YOU TRULY GIVE UP YOUR SIN, OKAY?

BRACE YOURSELF UP TO DO THAT AGAIN. YO, MAN! "

🐝 Slap yourself (if required ;D) , say AUDHU'BILLAH  and blow on yourself. The shaitan is supposed to mislead you. He will whisper such things in your heart so that you stay on the wrong path.

For eg, If someone loses navigation on the road map the ticker blinks and shows you that you should turn across and make that right move, take the right direction. What does that mean? It means you have the opportunity to go back towards the right destination. Unless you ignore the ticker and intentionally ignore it and move farther away and lose track and get lost towards a blind end.

Similarly, the doors of taubah are open. The ticker of your conscience will notify you of when you're lead astray, when you should take the u-turn towards the right instead of left, towards the right instead of wrong, towards taubah instead of remaining stubborn evilly on your misdeeds. You have the chance now, if you're alive. You don't know when it will be your last breath. Why will you delay your taubah then?

🌻 I know. The guilt of committing a sin is so strong it literally makes you cringe, want to hide your face and makes you question yourself that if you seek taubah what guarantee you've for yourself confirming that you won't fall into that sin again?

Nothing . Right?

That's because you're supposed to be lead atsray. But...!

🐝 [Quran 2:208] O you who believe, you shall embrace total submission; do not follow the steps of Satan, for he is your most ardent enemy.

[Quran 17:62] He said, "Since You have honored him over me, if You respite me till the Day of Resurrection, I will possess all his descendants, except a few."

[Quran 15:40-42] "Except those among Your worshipers who are devoted absolutely to You alone." He said, "This is a law that is inviolable. "You have no power over My servants. You only have power over the strayers who follow you."

[Quran 38:82-83] He said, "I swear by Your majesty, that I will send them all astray. "Except Your worshipers who are devoted absolutely to You alone."

Shaitan will mislead us all. We all are the same. Even Adam ALAIHI SALAM was not left by the enemy shaitan. Then who are we? But...!

What he did? He (Adam) seeked taubah by the words that Allah taught him.

 “Our Lord, we have wronged ourselves, and if You do not forgive us and have mercy upon us, we will surely be among the losers.”

🌻 That's the difference between Iblees and Adam.

Iblees remained stubborn and arrogant, didn't take account of his disobedience to Allah, instead of asking forgiveness he blamed Allah for his action.

Adam realized what he had done and immediately turned to seek forgiveness . Allah wanted to forgive him that's why HE taught him the words of taubah. So why do you think Allah won't forgive you?

🐝 Do not despair of the mercy of Allah. As Allah says,

Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful." [Quraan 39:53]

A mother's love is undecipherable, You can't even fathom Allah's love for you!

Do not let him win!

A creator is in love with his creation! He is our KHALIQ, why would he ever hate us? Until we become mindless and stay persistent on our sins and be arrogant and follow the path of shaitan!

Though still, he gives us a chance.
Why don't we turn towards HIM until we have opportunity? Why think that we feel shameful to go towards HIM, when we didn't feel ashamed going away from HIM ?

Say, Ya Allah! I am Sorry.

Please forgive me.

Your mercy is far greater than your anger. I know I've been disobeying you, but Allah I am just... Sorry... I accept that I've done wrong. I accept that I was lead astray. I plead, bring me back to you every time I go far from you. Because If I die like this I would be unsuccessful and from amongst those whom you dislike. That's why please, Oh My Lord. Forgive me. Make me amongst those whom you love. Aameen . ❤

Tag your friends if you find this chapter remindful and I wish it extinguishes the fire of uncertainty of hope that shaitan rekindles in our hearts that Allah isn't merciful ( NA'OO DHUBILLAH), Our Lord is most merciful!