*NOEL'S POV*

All the commotion stopped after Andy said I was his sister. Everyone was looking at each other. Andy eventually explained everything. It took over three hours. I looked at my phone, it was seven in the morning, and I wasn't even tired.

"Noel, is this true?" Louis asked me. I simply nodded.

"We'll talk more about this later..." Andy said, getting up from the couch. Andy came over to me and kneeled down to my height. "Go with them alright, I'll see you soon." he kissed my forehead. "I Love you snowflake." He said. I nodded and followed the boys out the door.

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When we got home everyone went to bed not saying a word, I was sitting at the kitchen island eating a bowl of lucky charms.. I kept having flashbacks of me and Charlie. Charlie's dead. He's not coming back. He's gone forever. My Best friend, killed himself.

I haven't visited his grave since the day I got adopted. I would go every single day and just sit in front of it reading aloud our favorite books, I wouldn't leave until I finished the book either. I really want to go see him, but I've been too much trouble already. I should just stay out of the way.

"Hey Noel." Zayn yelled waving his hands in front of my face, "I've been calling your name for ten minutes, are you alright?" he asked. I just nodded. I got up from the chair I was sitting in and walked to my room. I closed the door and dug through my desk until I found a large sketchpad and some pencils, I sat on my bed sketching a picture of Charlie, putting a big smile on his face, his smile could light up this whole city. And his eyes, he had beautiful blue eyes. I didn't realize I was crying until my tear drops were rolling down the page. I finished up the drawing and out the sketch pad next to my bed. I never knew why he killed himself, everyone at school used to say he did it to get away from me, and everyday I prayed to god that wasn't the reason he did it. But, for a long time I thought it was my fault and I still do sometimes. I think about all the things I could've done differently and he might, just might still be here with me today. Sitting next to me, laughing about something stupid we did. I looked down at my leather bracelet, and traced the engraving. it said 'Charlie' he aso has one, but with my name on it, his mum made sure it stayed on his wrist while he was in his casket. I miss my best friend, at that moment I just lost it. I broke down crying.

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Sorry for the long wait, :(

I'll try and write more,

thanks for reading

-Grade8Sheerio