It had been three weeks since the interview and Louis still didn't want to talk to me and every interview between then and now, always went the same way. But the interview we had last night was a disaster. I sat down at the opposite end of the couch from Louis and I had to keep making sure my stomach was covered. Since I'm about four months along, it's starting to become obvious that I'm expecting. Luckily no one noticed my stomach but I still risked someone seeing it. I need to do something about and now.

I had moved back into my flat a few blocks away from Louis'. Niall and Liam had become 'an item' and when the media found out, no one raised an eyebrow but when a photoshopped picture of Harry and I leaked to the media, everyone was up in arms about it and Louis had a hell of a time denying it. I was told not to say anything about it and just ignore it.

This morning I woke up to the sound of the same alarm on my phone, at the same time I always have to get up, but today was different, today was going to change everything. I sat up, with a bit of a struggle due to my stomach and sat at the edge of my bed. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes before turning off my alarm. I checked my phone for any missed messages and there was a text from my mum. I sat my phone back down, deciding I'd text her back later.

I rubbed my stomach before getting up and heading to the bathroom to take my shower. I walked into the bathroom and started getting undressed. It was becoming increasingly difficult to get undressed due to my seemily ever growing stomach. I stood in front of the full lenght mirror and held my stomach and rubbed it slightly. I sighed, knowing what was to come, what was going to happen today.

I walked over to the shower and climbed in and started the water. I let it get warm before stepping under the flow of water. I let the water relax me and soon started washing myself. It was becoming harder and harder to reach certain spots and it was agrivating but every time I somehow managed.

My shower was quick. I stepped out of the shower and dried myself off and wrapped myself in the towel and headed back to my room and over to my dresser and started getting dressed. After I picked out an outfit I grabbed the rest of my clothes and laid them on my bed before going to my closet and grabbing my suitcase and placing it on my bed as well. I started putting my clothes in the suitcase before going to the bathroom and grabbing the toiletries I'd need.

I packed those things in my bag and grabbed my phone before heading down the stairs to the front door. I sat my bag down and turned and looked back at the life I was leaving behind. My friends, my family, everything.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I picked up my bag. I put on my coat and grabbed my keys before heading out the door and locking it behind me. I walked to my car and opened the trunk, and placed my only bag in it and closing it before climbing behind the wheel. I sighed and took a deep breath before starting my car and backing out of my driveway. Before I pulled away from the curb, I took one last look at the flat before heading down the road and leaving my life behind.