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After 8 hours of pushing Niall had given birth to a baby girl. She was 16 inches long and weighed 7 pounds, 12 ounces. Liam couldn't be more proud of him. She was born a few minutes before Liam's son was born. He was born 11 inches long and weighed just under 5 pounds and was taken away to the NICU because he was premature.

Liam teared up as the baby was taken out of the room. He was so scared that he'd lose his son and that he'd never get to hold him, or watch him open his eyes, or say 'dada' for the first time. Liam was sobbing silently in his bed next to Niall's as Niall held their baby girl. When she was born Liam watched her be put on Niall's chest as the nurse cut the cord.

The baby girl started fussing as Niall just held her, causing Liam to look over at the two of them. "She's s-so beautiful Ni." Liam said as he wiped his tear stricken face. Niall reached his hand over to him and held it. "I'm glad she's here." Niall said. Liam nodded. Liam was glad she was here too but he was worried about their son. Niall was worried about their son too but he knew that if he worried, it wouldn't help anything.

The nurse came in to check on them as the baby girl let out an ear piercing scream. "Sounds like somebody's not happy." The nurse said as she checked Niall's pulse and heart monitor.

"Yea." Niall said as the baby just continued to cry. The nurse finished checking his vitals and grabbed some gloves. "Feed her." Liam said as the nurse lifted Niall's blanket and lifted his knees so they were bent. Niall looked at her confused as he dropped the shoulder piece of his gown. He lifted the newborn girl to his nipple like he was told at the parenting class they went to.

She latched on the same time the nurse stuck her hand inside Niall. He winced and bit his lip hard. "Wh-what are y-you doing?" Niall asked. The nurse started moving her hand in and out of him. She wasn't listening to him. Niall gasped as he started feeling pleasure build inside him as the nurse touched his sweet spot.

"Stop!" Liam yelled but he was ignored as well. Niall let out a moan, he was actually enjoying this. Liam was horrified. His heart clenched in his chest. Niall placed the baby in her bassinet as the woman worked him over. Niall moaned and bit his lip hard. The nurse pulled her hand out and got off the bed enough to pull the curtain around the bed, separating them from Liam.

Liam sat there and cried for a few minutes before getting up and grabbing his clothes. He got dressed and walked around Niall's bed and picked up the sleeping baby girl. When Niall let out a strangled moan, Liam closed his eyes tight, fighting the tears threatening to fall. He held his daughter close to his chest and walked out of the room. He wasn't stopped by any doctors or nurses on his way out of the building.

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A week after he'd left Niall the day his son and daughter were born, he got the call, his son had died. He went back to see his son, the baby he'd carried inside him for all those weeks. As he'd looked down at his son, he remembered all those late nights that Niall would kiss his swollen stomach and he'd smile when Niall told their baby boy to 'stop kicking so much'. They were so in love with his little baby boy, but now he was gone, and Niall wasn't even here.

A month after he'd lost his son. He named him James, it was Niall's middle name. He wanted their son to have the perfect name for his headstone. At his sons burial, he was the only one there except Zayn. Harry and Louis had their hands full with Emma and Tyler so they couldn't make it, but Zayn, Zayn was by Liam's side in an instant. Liam cried on Zayn's shoulder when his sons casket was lowered into the ground.

The first time his daughter started to talk was when she was two and a half months old. Zayn was staying over, again, because Liam just didn't want him to leave. Zayn didn't really mind. Liam was cooking spaghetti when he'd heard it, "da-da." He stopped what he was doing and walked into the living room where Zayn had Lacy in her little bouncer and he was rocking her when she said it. Liam got on his knees next to Zayn and she said it again, "da-da." Liam beamed and leaned in and kissed her forehead. When Liam pulled away from the kiss, he turned and looked at Zayn. His eyes flickered to his lips then back to his eyes before leaning in. He brushed his lips against Zayn's and there was a spark.

Liam's heart beat quickened, as did Zayn's. Liam looked deep into Zayn's eyes before pressing his lips against Zayn's. He draped his arms around Zayn's neck as Zayn kissed back. The kiss was slow but quickly turned into a heated song and Zayn laid Liam back and was on top of him with his legs between Liam's legs. Liam cupped Zayn's cheek before Zayn pulled away from the kiss. Liam stared up at Zayn as they both tried to catch his breaths.

"I'm sorry." Liam said breathlessly. Zayn blushed and pecked Liam's lips. "Don't be, I've wanted to do that for ages." Zayn said honestly as he finally caught his breath. It was Liam's turn to blush. "It's cute when you blush." Zayn said causing Liam to go even redder. Zayn chuckled and pecked Liam's nose before peppering his face in kisses. Liam placed his hands on Zayn's lower back. He looked at Zayn when he pulled away to look for any sign to stop. When there was none, he moved his hands lower and cupped Zayn's arse in his hands.

Zayn bit his lip and suddenly grinned against Liam causing Liam to moan. Liam bit his lip, embarrassed by the noise he'd just made. Zayn smirked and did it again. Liam let his head fall back as he moaned a bit louder. "My room, please Zayn." Liam begged. "Are you sure?" Zayn questioned nervously. Liam nodded frantically, it's been so long since he'd been with anyone, he was a man in need.

Zayn climbed off of him and stood up. He held his hand out for Liam and Liam took it. Once Zayn pulled Liam to his feet, he grabbed the Telly remote and turned it on to TBS and made sure she was watching it before pulling Liam down the hall towards his bed room. He walked inside and then shut the door behind them before shoving Liam up against the door. Liam placed a hand on each side side of Zayn's face as he stuck his tongue in Zayn's mouth.

Zayn moaned before pulling away. "Get your clothes off." Zayn said quickly then went back to kissing Liam. Liam whimpered then pushed Zayn back until he fell against his bed, not breaking the kiss until he fell. Zayn stared up at Liam as Liam stood between Zayn's legs. Liam started taking his shirt off. After a few minutes Liam was stripped down to nothing. "Too many clothes." Liam said before he started pulling Zayn's clothes off. Zayn helped Liam pull his clothes off. Once Zayn was naked Liam got down on his knees. "May I?" He asked. Zayn nodded.

Liam smiled and leaned in and ran his tongue over Zayn's tip, agonizingly slow. Zayn bit his lip and let out a low moan. Liam smiled wider at the sound Zayn made. Then he wrapped his lips around Zayn's tip and started sucking hard. Zayn was biting down on his lip hard. Liam started to take more and more of Zayn into his mouth. He managed to get all of Zayn in his mouth as he bypassed his gag reflex. Liam bobbed his head taking all of Zayn in his mouth everytime.

After a few minutes Zayn grew close so he pulled Liam off his cock. Liam whined. "I'm close, I don't wanna cum just yet." Zayn said and Liam nodded. "Come here." Zayn said and pulled Liam up and pulled Liam in for a haste kiss. Zayn pulled Liam onto his lap so he was straddling Zayn. Zayn's cock was resting in the cleft of Liam's arse which caused Liam to moan into Zayn's mouth. Liam pulled away from the kiss a few moments later. "Wanna ride you." Liam said, voice rough from the kiss. Zayn nodded.

"Please." Liam whined. Zayn lifted Liam and pressed his cock at Liam's entrance. Zayn looked into Liam's pleading eyes before pushing the tip in. Liam's mouth dropped open and he worked his hips down slowly until Zayn was fully sheathed inside him. Liam moaned slightly as he started bouncing on Zayn's cock, not waiting to adjust to Zayn's size.

Liam moaned as he bounced faster and faster on Zayn's cock. "So good," Liam mumbled. "So good." Zayn pulled Liam a bit closer and started placing love bites on Liam's neck. "Fuck!" Liam cried out as he'd found his sweet spot, the same time Zayn bit down on his neck then licked over the bite.

"So close, I'm so close." Liam moaned as his bounces became sloppy. Zayn stood up, taking Liam by suprise. He laid Liam back down on the bed. "Wrap your legs around me." Zayn instructed and Liam complied. Zayn started thrusting hard into Liam. Liam was a moaning mess beneath Zayn. He thrusted once, twice, three times before Liam came all over his chest. Zayn thrusted a couple more times before he released a rather large load into Liam.

Liam sighed as Zayn pulled out. He could feel Zayn's cum leak out. Zayn wrapped his arms around Liam and Liam intertwined his fingers with Zayn and smiled.

They laid there for a few minutes before they heard a cry from the living room. Liam groaned but sat up, wincing in the process. He got off the bed and started getting dressed. Zayn quickly got up and stopped Liam before he walked out of the room. "I'll take care of her." Zayn said. "Are you sure?" Liam asked. Zayn nodded and threw on his boxers before he walked out of the room and hustled into the living room.

Liam watched Zayn walk over to the bouncer and pick up the infant. He rocked her close to his chest as she quieted after a few minutes. When she'd stop crying completely Liam stepped back into the room and watched Zayn carry her to the nursery Liam set up with Zayn's help. Liam snuck over to her room and watched Zayn place her in her crib.

Liam smiled at the sight as he walked over to Zayn. Zayn wrapped his arm around Liam's waist and Liam nuzzled his face in Zayn's neck. As he Liam looked down at his sleeping little girl, he realized, this is was something special.