Murali in present : 

Actually that night i got to know how important part of our life had she become....Yes, we had got  used to her presence in our house and life....A girl who i thought as a mess or trouble had become a reason of our happiness....I had started caring for her like little kid.....Laksh pampered her dare anyone even raised eyes on her...Sanskar was still his arrogant self but that night changed my look out....I started respecting him more he was madly searching for a girl whom he hardly knew from few days....All he cared was her life....She became so secured and confident threw tantrums and made us really dance on her fingers.... Only one person she feared was The Jalladeshwari as she proudly called him behind his back.... No one else was allowed to take that name....All the group called her Bacchi or bacchu....Our life line and even her friends haya and naseeba were part of this life.... 

Two person who hated swara from core Ragini Raina.....The Rockstar Lakshs wife now and then our collegemate and her loving brother Sahil Raina....

Sahil Raina :Actually sahil had fallen for swara but wanted her just to satisfy his lust.....Swara was under protective gaze of 3 eagles who would make him their prey even if he thought of harming her.....He was good friend of laksh and they usually partied together.....They were our business rival kids therefore sanskar hated him but laksh was not bothered....As laksh was ok with his friendship sanskar did not think to interfere....Sahil Raina was total playboy and swara didn't even like glimpse of him....Tolerated as he was laksh friend...Sahil changed girls like his in trend clothes....He was handsome but nobody cared about him because of his rude attitude......He was same batch as swara and laksh....

  Ragini Raina : Ragini was neck deep drowned in love with sanskar she was in her first year graduation......She was in college just because of her fathers  money and power because studies were never on her to do list....She just had one work whole day get ready admire and keep getting compliments from her chamchas....Sanskar hated her to the core.....  She was good singer and was classically trained every annual function was like a bragging sessions where she would keep on irritating sanskar to sing one song with her.....He never sang rather his talent was known to very few people....Swara's presence around him irked her....

Our college campus was very big....It had junior and senior degree college with various streams and also a business management and higher degree college.....Medical college and hospital was in same campus but seperated with boundary as it was a silence zone....Our annuals and reunions were held together on the same days.....even send offs and other cultural party and events....Annuals were lead by the young Maheshwari brothers....They were actively involved in college activities as Sanskar was working as well as on board of trustees he got very less time with this still he managed with help of his assistants.....Sahil was super jealous of Sanskars achievement moreover of him because girls would drool over him and can do anything to lure him....Sanskar Maheshwari was a brand in himself and no one could beat him in competition...

Swara interrupts enough of Maheshwari puran lets get back to the main event.....

Swara in present

Oh yes forgot to tell Dr annapurna Maheshwari (maa) sanskars badi maa and) Durgaprasad Maheshwari (bade papa) they were sanskars family after his parents death...He respected them alot and can do anything to keep there pride.....Annapurna maa didn't liked me we always had cold vibes....no tiffs but i was scared and didn't even dare to go in her boundary....She appeared to me like a hungry tigress (giggles) always angry and strict.Bade papa man with a self made wall of pride around him he had his own respect was strict but he loved me and always made me feel like his own kids.... Laksh toh you know who still acquires the room next to me(hehe) his wife ragini you met when they were here visiting me with leher....Adarsh bhaiya that time was in london completing his MBBS later he got married to Pari bhabhi who is a gynaecologist....

Shamoli :Haan how can i forget Ragini, that self obssesed bitch...With her rockstar shitty fame...Who just doesn't even care for her own kid....She showed me her stupid attitude when she came here last time with her lost husband.....

Murali jaw dropped at her specification of ragini...Say anything about ragini but not about lucky....he became lost puppy after this (pointing towards sanskar) gentelman disappeared.

They just laughed and switched back to flashback story  

Flashback story Swara POV :

It was fun and we had finished our 11th std with me helping laksh instead of he helping me to pass out....I was way back of my syllabus but with my angel along how can i loose he took extra time and coached me and  result i was topper in my 11th  with 2nd obviously my partner in crime laksh......Sahil passed but this year he was in our class.....Sanskar had topped his 3rd year and still 2 years were left for him to complete his MBBS....waise bhi he was so studious dare any one could take his position but this things had taken toll on his health....Murali was doing commerce he also passed his second year now it was his last year.....Sanskar was working late hours as bade papa was not well then studying,coaching me and laksh,handling his projects.......He had totally neglected his health and we were so busy with ourselves that none of us even thought about him....He was constantly having migraine attacks but popped pills and kept on hiding his pain....I still remember the evening when after our last exams we reached home.....We were very happy for the vacations and were busy planning...

It was raining heavily in summer off season rains but what better making environment cool....It was also the day when i completed 6 months with these beautiful memories...... I,murali and laksh were enjoying pop corns with coke and watching movies on home theatre.....We saw sanskar entering all tired and pale...he looked messy with his tie loosened, Suit hanging one side, eyes red, he was walking disoriented...We all were shocked to see him.....We rushed to him murali and laksh supported and made him sit on the couch...We were questioning him but he was not at all able to speak....Finally with all energy left he told them to drop him to room.....As he was not able to even steady we decided to make him lie in my room as we couldn't risk taking stairs to his room as he looked weak....As we put him on bed he was wincing on asking he said nothing just his right arm is paining.... We wanted to wait there but he asked us to leave i tried to say no, but his voice silenced me.... Because shouting was causing him even more pain....We left as we came out murali said i will call the doctor but because of some major network break down all the lines were disconnected temporarily.....

Meantime Annapurna maa had sent a servant to inform lucky that bade papa had stuck up at office as she had taken the car and its having some issue mechanics were not available, so she requested laksh to take sanskars car and get papa home.....Laksh was about to go but i asked murali to go with him as it was raining heavily and laksh was not licensed to drive....both were not ready to go seeing sanskar but i assured i will take care....Murali said as it is sanskar won't even allow us around him he even told me not to go to his room as he doesn't like it....They left and i sat on the sofa i just once wanted to see sanskar and make sure he was fine.....

I entered the room and couldn't control myself seeing sanskar...He was wriggling in pain he had put cloth in his mouth so we cannot hear his shouts.....I immediately went to him and held his hand and removed the cloth from his mouth though he was struggling....He had gone red and wasn't even able to move one side of his body.....His pain was stabbing and his shouts were making me numb i was very scared....He told me its ok, he is having hemiplegic migraine stroke(its paralytic migraine which is severe headaches causing temporary weakening of muscles mimicing paralysis of one side of the body)...... then i didn't know what it means i just knew he was in pain....As he said i gave him his medicines i was trying to calm him....He was just asking me to go away because i was crying seeing him in pain.....I was admant and said firmly

Swara: i wont' leave you even for a second, do whatever you want..... 

i was caressing his head  but he was in very bad pain.....I can't even tell how i was feeling it was just like someone was piercing hundred needles into me....

Sanskar  : Leave me alone...I don't need anyone's sympathy....I've been through it and can now also...You'll also show me this concern then dump and go just like my parents and others....People just use me and then throw away....

Swara : Those words hurt but he was more hurt then me... I'm not sympathizing i can't do it...I am the miserable one who needs sympathy you are the strong warrior....I just want to be part of your pain even if you don't give me space in your happiness....

That day i realised he is not the one he shows....The rude arrogance was just a mask to hide the pain he is going through.....I now wanted to be a reason of his happiness....Somewhere he had left living i wanted to bring charm back in his life...After all he was my best friend....

After sometimes i massaged his head sang a lullaby in slow voice and slowly he dripped off to sleep due to medicine effect.....I then observed he was having high fever......Murali and laksh came with doctor i told them everything....They were looking at sanskar with painful eyes.....He had gone very weak...

 Then doctor checked him and told us about his carelessness and in the last few months he was having recurring attacks and few days back had aura(the symptoms before the hemiplegic migraine)....he had asked him to take proper rest but he said that exams and his friends need him.....Dr had also advised him to get admitted as his body needed rest but he denied.....As dr. Naik was his family doctor and even sanskar being a medical student knew everything.....Doctor said his BP is low may be he has not had proper food in the whole day or in a week or month......Sanskar is low in immune slight attack of any disease and he'll have fever and other associated issues....He is also allergic to dust,some medicines...he never falls ill because he maintains his health but if he falls ill it takes a long time to recover....Even his wounds take longtime to heal.....Whole night we three took turns to sit by him and kept cold water strips....

We three were very angry as we knew the reason....More then him we were angry on ourselves because he made sure we had our food took breaks....Got proper rest and every small thing that could make us ill...We were not able to see him struggling with his health and juggling with work to make us do all this....I was all drained and flushed because i was the one who was supposed to care for him but things happened vice a versa....From that day i became extra careful regarding his health complete week we three made sure he did not get down from bed we pampered him the way he did for us....Symptoms were severe and we didn't wish to pose any risk.....He was very angry on me as i didn't listen to him and was by him all throughout....I told him that day whatever may happen as a friend i will always stand by you in your pain,happiness and sorrow.....In those days i saw different shade of sanskar a happy kid....he laughed,played video games challenging and winning from these two loosers......They messed the room...I saw them playing hide and seek......I had to coax him to eat food,take rest...I also made him sleep sometime when he had unbeareable pain.....This sanskar was new to me Cribbing and not so serious Mr .cuteshwari......

That 1 week best memories of my life we three became Friends forever.....I had never ever in my dreams thought of such a friendship or relationship.....We shared,cared,enjoyed, bullied but one word was never to be added in this relationship that was betrayal.....As it was week before the college to reopen and also sanskars health was improving.... we decided a calm bonfire evening....we set up everything and surprised sanskar.....That was the first time i heard laksh singing and also playing guitar what a moment....

Yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hain 

Yeh na ho to kya phir yeh zindagi hain.....

(Gave link of the song do hear it also the wordings with english translation it was apt for the situation)

We 3 were sitting in the lawn around the special bon fire enjoying our time...

All the flashback of our college masti,was running like a movie infront of my eyes......The music was making me feel happy feeling the love of frineds, the love i got from them i even don't know if i deserved it......

  Yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hai,
yeh na ho to kya phir
bolo ye zindagi hai
Koi to ho raazadaar
begaraz tera ho yaar
koi to ho raazadaar

The three guys were all smiles and hugging each other...

Yaaron mohabat hi toe bandagi hai,
yeh na ho to kya phir
bolo ye zindagi hai
Koi to dilbar ho yaar
jisko tuzsea ho pyaar
Koi to dilbar ho yaar

I was pouting seeing me left out they signed me and i also shared a friendly hug such that sanskar,laksh,me and murali.....We were swaying with the song....

Teri har ek burai pe
dante vo dost
Gum ki ho dhup to saaya bane
tera vo dost

  Nachea vi o teri khusi may

All the three were thinking about me and i was thinking about sanskar....A beautiful moment of us was showing his care towards me.....Something had changed between me and sanskar..... We had become best of friends.........Then we three i laksh and murali were dancing absurdly and sanskar was watching as he was still weak to do this antics...

Yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hai,
yeh na ho to kya phir
bolo ye zindagi hai
Koi to ho raazadaar
begaraz tera ho yaar
koi to ho raazadaar

Tan maan kore tuzpe fida mehboob o..
Pal ko pe rakhe tuzhe mehboob o
jiski bewafa tere ali ho

Frankly we were thinking only about sanskar his sacrifices,his love, we three respected and loved him to the core...He was the shade for us in hot sun....cool breeze when we were tired....

et hi toe bandagi hai,

yeh na ho to kya phir
bolo ye zindagi hai
Koi to dilbar ho yaar
jisko tuzsea ho pyaar
Koi to dilbar ho yaar

Above all we three were together...we fought misunderstood but still loved each other....

After a week his symptoms had faded and he was back to work but he was working from home and i took care of everything his food his medicines....he went to office only in case if bade papa was not available.....He was in need of secretary and i decided to take up the job so that i can stay with him and take care.....Also, then i could earn and repay his debts.....Everyone knew i never lied to sanskar or hide anything from him....he had blind trust on me....Once i can doubt myself but he would never doubt me.....He didn't allow me to parties or hangouts alone of course for security reasons.....Its not that he prisoned me i went but only with my 3 musketeers around,  with 5 heavy bulky terminator type bodyguards.......I was getting used to this life.... 

Murali POV

Her job was boon because sanky would take her for meeting,i and laksh would join we would roam,enjoy see new places.....he would finish the meeting and join us but till he joins we were not allowed to take swara to any lonely or crowded places which could prove threat to her life....He was very careful for our security and we 3 knew his love and care towards us .....So never played with his rules.....He was youngs but had mature thinking and was very strict of his rules then all four of us...Swara was quite sensible in rest 3 of us......There was something that was bothering him regarding our security none of us knew what it was....We ignored thinking work pressure......Our results were declared and vacations were coming to an end.......Everything was fine until that night when sanskar was going to london for a meeting....

Yaar - friends , yari - friendship.....Thats a big support of our life can't even think what would life be without this loving relationship....college time is the best time can't even forget it ever....Whenever we walk down the memory lane we can never return back.....Without leaving this chapter untouched....It brings a lot of happiness like the fresh breeze of air in scorching sun...