Radhe Krishna

I realized I was thinking of you,
and I began to wonder
how long you'd been on my mind.
Then it occurred to me.Since
I met you, you've never left me.

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Listening her screaming voice Sanskar turned towards her where he head screamed and saw her falling in water, without thinking anything he jumped into water but got shock after seeing that Swara was swimming.  She came out of from the water and looked at Sanskar who was looking at her with open mouth and shocked face. Swara saw his shocked face, not able to control herself by seeing his cute face, burst into laugh. She started to laugh while holding her stomach.

Sanskar was looking at her without blinking his eyes. She was laughing whole heartedly, he never thought that she would be this much beautiful while laughing. He couldn't take off his eyes from her.  He promised himself that for this mere smile on her face he can do anything in his whole life for her, for a minute he wanted time to freeze. He came into sense by listening Swara calling him.

"I am swimming champion" Swara said still laughing.

"Give me your hand" Swara said while giving her hand for him to come out.
Sanskar came out from the water

"Don't laugh at me,I didn't know you can swim"  Sanskar said while making faces by seeing her laughing at him

"Ok, I don't" Swara said while trying to ckntrol.her laugh then again she starts to laugh by seeing his annoying face.

Sanskar was just staring her and mesmerized by her beauty, her wet dress which was sticked to her body perfectly by revealing her perfect curves, wet hairs ,wet pink lips all are making him go crazy. He wanted to kiss her endlessly.
He lost in her beauty, she stopped laughing feeling his strong intense gaze on her. She looked at him and found him staring at her. She looked at herself and realised that she was fully drenched, she quickly held her hands against her chest. Sanskar cane into sense and averted hid eyes from her. He turned other side while slapping himself mentally for his act. He opened his coat and forwarded to her. She quickly grabbed it and wore his coat. He left with in his shirt which was also fully wet. She came near mattress and sat down while trying dry her wet hairs. She looked at him who was standing at river bank while looking somewhere at far point.

she was looking at him with admiration by unknowingly, his well built body, perfect biceps, smile on his face which was something attracting her which she couldn't able to deny. His smile makes her forget all worries and tensions, for a minute she wanted to stop the time and fill her heart ♥️ with his image till she gets satisfied. She came into sense by feeling cold breeze.

"Swara, what are you thinking? he is your enemy, you are admiring him. Really? Don't fall for his outer look. Don't you remember, he is monster behind the mask of his handsome face. He is murderer so keep your distance from him" Swara's mind warned her.

For sometime she forgot that for what she was here. She was fighting for herself. One side her friend death and another side an unknown attraction towards him. She was not getting how to fight with all these things alone and come out from all this mesh. Her mind was still in confusion to believe what is right and what is wrong. Her mind says he was the murder and her heart says he was not. She was fighting inside, don't know when it will burst out in the form of rage.
He came towards her and she quickly turned her gaze by seeing him coming near. She stood up to go.

"We should go, it's getting late" Swara said while avoiding her eyes from him.

She turned to go but stopped by feeling tug on her wrist. Her heart beat raised by feeling his hand as Sanskar held her hand, her body shivered for mere contact of his hand, unknown feeling was rising in her heart and also unknown fear. She gulped her lump in her throat only.as she was feeling mixed emotions of attraction, fear, she doesn't know why but her heart beat increased when he came near her. She turned and looked into his eyes which was showing something for her. It may be love or lust, she couldn't decipher. She kept staring at him which was making her drown in his oceans of eyes..

"I want to say something to you" Sanskar said directly while staring into her eyes. Both were looking at each other and found unknown feelings which was rising inside them.

"I LOVE YOU" Sanskar confessed truthfully while looking into her eyes

Listening just three words, Swara got extremely shock, her eyes became wide in shock, her body got straight and became stiff. Sanskar was just staring at her who was standing numb. LOVE just a word which shook her whole world. LOVE this mere four letter word destroyed her friend life. LOVE a mere word which destroyed her brother life also. Now LOVE a mere word she never wanted to hear is now ready to destroy her life. She felt numb by listening this mere three words. She didn't know how to react. She came into sense by listening Sanskar's word.

"I want to marry you. I know it's sudden shock for you but when I saw you for the first time in balcony. I fell for you. That your hazelnut eyes which makes me feel drown in there...(she looks at him by listening his talk because he had seen her on that day when she had stood there) I wanted to confess my feelings to you that's why I brought you here. I know you don't know about me anything and even I don't know about you anything but I wants to know each other both. You don't need to hurry to answer. You can think and tell, decision is up to you. You are free to think. If your answer is NO, it will be ok. If your answer is YES then I will be very much happy. I don't force you for anything" saying this he left towards his car by picking up things leaving her to fight on her own. Journey was silent, both couldn't exchange a word through out the ride. They came back to hotel at 7 pm and directly went to their respective rooms.

Swara was sitting on bed while resting her head on bedpost Suddenly she stood up by remembering him. She was angry and tears were flowing from her eyes, anger could be seen in her eyes.

"No Swara, he is playing with your feelings. How can I allow him to play with me? He doesn't know how much I hate him. How many girls you want Mr. Maheswari? Still how many girl's life you want to destroy? You think girls are your puppet and make them fool in the name of love, leave them in middle after using. You rich people are only like this only. I am not going to become your pray" Swara said in anger while gritting her teeth. Anger could be clearly visible in her eyes and eyes became red in anger. She started to cry vigorously by remembering her friend and family not able to control her emotions. She only knew the reason of her death. She sat on bed while crying, kept her hand on her mouth to stop her crying sound..

After Kavya went to Delhi to become AIR HOSTESS training, she used to call everyone send a mail to Swara only. Once in a mail.

Dear Swara,

How are you? How is everyone ? I know you are super. I am telling you about something, it might be break yours and Arjun's heart and also get hurt but I couldn't able control myself. Please forgive your best friend. I am in love with someone else. I don't know when I am attracting towards him. He is colleague of mine, his name is Sanskar.... Maheswari family. He is from big rich family. I am madly in love with him. Please forgive me for hurting your brother. I know Arjun would feel heart break but he is good, he will get best girl for him than me. I hope you won't break my friendship because of your brother. Please keep this secret from everyone at now.

Yours

Kavya

She got hurt by reading letter but she can't impose on someone's feeling its their choice. She thought not tell anyone for some days then she will convince her brother and her parents for her marriage with him whom she loves. Like this six months has been passed. One day she got a call from AIR INDIA and hot the news that Kavya was committed suicide. Kavya's parents got biggest shock of their life. Only daughter of them committed suicide. Arjun felt heart broken by listening her death news. On the same day evening, her body came to home. There was only crying sound echoing in the whole mansion. No one know the exact reason what happened with her, her mother got heart attack by seeing her daughter lifeless body. She also joined her daughter on the spot by witnessing her daughter death. Only Aravind was left. Swara only consoled both. After onwards she left alone. It had been two days of her death, Swara was checking her mails and found one new mail from Kavya. It was sent on the day before her death.

Dear Swara,

I know I am not forgivable. If possible please forgive your friend. Now I am left out thing. He ditched me, he made a promise to marry me and ditched me in middle of road. He betrayed me. He is such Casanova. He just wanted my body not love, he used me, not only me, he used so many girls and destroyed their life.bI am also one of  in his list. Now I am pregnant, he didn't want to marry me and asked me to abort the baby. I betrayed Arjun that's why he betrayed me. Now I am understanding the pain of heart break. Don't believe these rich people. They make us believe them in the name of love them ditch us. Please forgive me if possible because I couldn't able to show my face to anyone especially for Arjun. I am ashamed to say that I am their daughter who disrespected them. Tell Ma Papa and Arjun to forgive me and asked Arjun to move on. My last Good Bye to my best friend. Love you all and miss you so much.

Yours worst friend

Kavya

This was the last mail she had sent to Swara. She cried by reading that mail. Why she didn't let her to do all these things, if she warned before then this wouldn't have happened. She could have make her understand but she didn't. Swara blamed herself for her death. Swara didn't tell about this letter because she didn't wanted to hurt them more by telling this bitter truth about her friend. No parents want to hear such things for their daughter so she didn't want to break them more by telling it. She burried all this inside herself. From that time she lost her smile, her happiness, her brother even she lost herself. She became from chirpy, bubbly Swara to silent,no smile, no happiness in her life. Her supporter, her brother left to New York. He couldn't stay there for one minute without her. He loved her that much truly, from that day she started to hate rich people and the four letter so called word LOVE

she came into sense by listening mobile ringtone. She wiped her tears and received the call after composing herself.

"Hello" she whispered in low voice. She didn't want her brother to know her misery.

"Why are you sounding low? Are you ok?" Arjun asked her with concern and worry

"Nothing Bhai, just headache" Swara lied to him so that he couldn't get worry about her.

"Have you taken any medicine or doctor?" Arjun asked her.

"Not yet, tell me, how are you?" Swara asked him wiping her tears which was still closing from her eyes.

"I am good, what about you?" Arjun asked her with small smile.

"I am also good. Ok, tell me when you are coming to India? I am missing you so much" Swara asked him and at the end her voice broke out. She couldn't control able to hold herself more and started to cry. She was controlling herself not to break down infront of her brother since long time but now it crossed her tolerance limit.

Arjun couldn't able to see his baby sister crying. He didn't wanted to leave her alone but on that situation he couldn't able think other things and control himself so he left without thinking anything but now he was feeling guilty to leave her alone in India.

"Swara, please don't cry. You are scaring me do much you know? I will come next month and you will be coming with me to New York. Please Swara stop crying. I can't see you like this, if you want I will come tomorrow only" Arjun said with tensed and worried tone by listening ger crying sound.
Swara composed herself quickly by listening him.

"No bhai,I am not crying. It'S just I am remembering you so much that's why I couldn't able to hold my tears anymore. You don't need to come here by tomorrow. You can come when you get free. Have had your dinner?" Swara asked him while giving fake smile so that he couldn't get tense about her.

"No, you?" Arjun asked her

"Not yet" Swara replied back.

"First wipe your tears. I can't see my little sister crying" Arjun said in caring tone. Swara wiped her tears

"I am not crying, see" Swara said while wiping tears like a small child

"Ok please, have your dinner and take medicine then sleep. I will call you tomorrow and miss you so much. Love you" Arjun said with small smile.

"Love you too Bhai" Swara said with small smile and  hang up the call. She heard knock on the door. She switched on the room light and opened the room. There was a waiter standing with dinner tray.

"Mam, sir has sent your dinner" Waiter said and Swara got to know that it was sent by Sanskar only.

"Ok, you keep it there" Swara said while pointing toward sofa table.

"Ok mam" Waiter said and came inside while pushing food trolley.

Waiter kept dinner plate on table and went out. She looked at the food but didn't want to have dinner do she just drank milk and went to balcony to get fresh air

In her mind full of Sanskar's thoughts, his confession was the only thing roaming in her mind. At the same time his betrayal for her friend also coming infront of her eyes. She couldn't get what to do and how to deal with it. One side her best friend and another side Sanskar, for sometime she sat there thinking about his confession and proposal. After sometime she came into one determination...

To be continued...

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