Katsuki's POV

"I'm home..."
I said tiredly, it's not my usual greeting maybe that's explains why my father took a moment to look at me while he put down his newspaper and my mother take a peek from the kitchen.

"Katsuki are yo-"
"I'm fine, just tired."
I cut my mother shortly while my father just sigh. They want to pry more but decided to shake it off knowing they wouldn't get an answer anyway.

I glance at the frame in our living room, fuck! Why the fuck it hurts seeing your face.

Stomping my way on my bed room, I see a lot of things that reminds me of you. With a scowl on my face, I slam my room door harshly. Not caring of my parent's reaction.

I spend a good minute standing and puting my body's pressure on my door before i decided to slide down and break down.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

Tears streaming down my face, I can't help it!

Why?! After all those years! Why I can't move on from your loss! Why?!

why do you have to save me from that villain?! Why?! You should be here! You should be here spreading happiness! Lighting up every moment! Why?! Why did you chose to sacrifice your life over me?! I did nothing but to cause trouble...

I'm a mess..
Fucking coward..I can't even face you the day of your funeral.

I kept crying for who knows how long, it hurts too much! Fucking mental state is this! Even hearing your nickname makes something in me snap.

That guy... He know you and he thought I was you.

"tch"

No matter how identical our face is, I can never compare to you.

You're like the original and I'm the clone of you.
You're the angel one, the kindest. While me... They just.. Love me because I have something powerful. My quirk. Without it, I'm nothing. Mom and Dad won't admit it but I know. They want you here more than me. It hurts, but its true. Sometimes I wish, you should just let me die from that villain so that I wouldn't be living with this kind of torn in my chest.
But I admit..

I missed you so much brother.
"Kai..".

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As usual a short chapter 😂
But I think I'll be writing more this week? Dunno.. Since I don't have any deadlines this week 🤭

So anyways! Hope you enjoy!