Lost Our Way (13) Edited
Aspen's P.O.V.
Rushing over to her I wipe her tears away, "No baby, no."
She grabbed onto my hands crying, "I am..that's what T-Talon s-said-"
"No," I said firmly picking her up I took her to the couch putting her in my lap, "Nyzaia, look at me." She slowly looked up at me, "You are not a mistake baby. You are my life."
"But mommy Talon-"
"He's a mistake!" I said quickly, "If he said it then he's a mistake but you are not a mistake. You are the most beautiful and wonderful gift I have ever received Nyzie."
Mylie grabbed onto her hand, "Talon Quest is a mean person, sweetie. He just wanted to hurt you, Mommy, he didn't know what he was saying or what he was doing. He has never gotten to meet you or talk to you or even get to know you. You are the kindest, sweetest, wisest little girl I have ever met. Nyzie you are loved more than you can ever know..."
Saber kneeled down in front of her gently tickling her, "Noodles, I love you more than Penny and Mylie. I saw you as a baby and now look at you all grown up asking adult questions." He said jokingly to her as she pushed his hands away from her stomach. "Talon is like those bullies at school okay? They don't know you..he doesn't know you...You saved our family Noodles."
She jumped out of my arms and into his, "I love you too Uncle Bear."
Closing his eyes he hugged her tightly, "You are not a mistake, always...always remember that."
All of us joined in to the hug hoping that what Talon said had left her mind. She was only six and she had to hear all of that. After a couple of minutes, the doorbell rang sighing I got up signally Mylie to stay with the kids. Opening the door I am greeted by a young girl I had never seen before, "Yes?"
"Are you Aspen Flynn?" She asked,
Staying on guard crossed my arms, "Who are you?"
"I am Sara Captian from Hollywire T.V. I am here looking for AspenFlynn for an interview against Talon Quest."
Glaring at the reporter, "First of all maybe you should have done your research better because I am Aspen Flynn, and second of all no matter how hard you try I am not going to say anything against Talon Quest nor am I going to answer any of your stupid questions. So you and your stupid team can kiss my ass." Slamming the door in her face I look door. Quickly shutting all the blinds in the house I make sure the windows are locked before, I lock the back door, shutting the big blinds on it too.
"Who was it, Penny?" Mylie asked
"Some stupid reporter, but I slammed the door in her face."
She looked at me shocked, "Why are they showing up at our place already? I thought it would take some time."
"Dude, they found out my name in less than 24 hours, I'm pretty sure they can find out our address," I said monotoned. "Look, I'm really tired, could you just make something to eat as I quickly freshen up."
"Yeah,"
Walking over to the stairs I look over at her, "Don't answer the door unless it's mom and dad, also the kids better not go outside."
Mylie nodded as I left her in charge downstairs. Entering my room I quickly strip my clothes walk into the bathroom begin to shower and finally let my tears release. Letting out a light sob I slide down the floor letting the hot water drown the sound of my cries. For ten years...I had thought I had managed to get over him, managed to not let anything he said get me ever again. Rhett had helped me get over him...he showed me how I was supposed to be treated, loved me how I was supposed to be loved... cared about me...took amazing care of our daughter...but he was taken away from me way too soon. Way too soon...
Now after ten years, I was staying strong just for him...clinging to the love he had showered upon me as I fought against everything in me not to run into Talon's arms as I wanted to.
I loved him...Talon...but he never loved me. He only saw me as a good friend, he told all the boys to stay away from me, kept all the bullies away from me, picked me up, and dropped me off from school. But somewhere along the way I fell in love with the little things...his smile, his eyes, his music... but he never did.
And that's okay...but what isn't okay is that he always blamed me no...he always thought that I never wanted him to follow his dreams, he thought that I wanted him to stay tied down to me but that wasn't what I wanted...when I was begging him to stay...I just want him to ask me to come with him once. If he asked me on time then I would drop everything and run with him.
But he... never mind. Talon never really understood me or my feelings, he misunderstood them.
Talon's P.O.V.
Jax stormed into my room pissed, "Do you mind telling me what the fuck that was downstairs with Penny?"
Groaning I put my head in my hands, "Not in the mood Jax."
"Fuck you, Noah. Why would you say all of those things to her?! You know Penny would never hit you for fame, she never wanted to become famous-"
"I know!" I snapped at him, "I know okay?!"
Jax raised an eyebrow at me, "Then what the fuck were you thinking about then when you said all of those things to her? Right now isn't the time to fight with her, we need to get the media off of her ass not make things worse Noah."
I actually didn't know what the hell I did downstairs. I was just so mad at her for hitting me...that I didn't watch what I was saying...I even blamed her for his death...fuck. I wanted to fix things between us when I came back to Atlanta but everything was just stressing me out and I took all my anger out on her.
"I know..."
"I know? Then why the hell-"
"I was mad! I hadn't been disrespected like that in a long time and I wasn't watching what I was saying and I crossed my limit I know."
Jaz took a step back scoffing, "Disrespected? Noah, you took her daughter out of school without permission, that is basically kidnapping, you idiot. What was she supposed to do come fucking hug you?"
"I'm still the same Talon-"
He shook his head, "No, you're not." He said letting out a big breath, "I thought you were the same Noah too...but maybe Penny was right...maybe the fame has gotten to your head."
I look up at him hurt, "Jax..."
"I don't want to hear it Noah...not until you get your head straight again." Jax left my room leaving me completely alone.
What did I do?
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