Skin to skin
Lips on lips
Eyes closed

That's what they called love

Which only woke at nigh

I was lost when I was nine

Didn't know if they were right

They said  I was an experience of love

A product of lust

How come I never thought at ten

That I was simply nothing at all

My mother an alcoholic

My father unknown

My future left in a bar

As I'd be stonned

He came upto me
Telling me 'bout love
He kissed my lips
And made me fall hard

I remembered what I was told once

'Lust ain't love
Love ain't lust'

I couldn't sense any rough work
As you'd guide your hands
Roaming on my skin
Tearing me in ways
I'd never known had exist

I stood in a bar
Wearing some to nothing
Lost in the act of the night
Trying to make some money

The stares through the hunger
Of the ways they'd want Me
I was scared for life
But had a look alike
Of that of my mother's

Who was nothing but like me
Who had made my life; suffer
Become  black
In a world of white

Made me a sin
Where I wasn't a sinner
Went to the church
Was looked upon

By a man I loved
Who had once stayed the night
He knew me within
He promised to stay

But they're all men in the end