I've had many time to replace myself and be someone new, to find a day I'm like you, to know what it feels not to love your core, why even try asking about the coat.

Times where I feel like I'm my own enemy, where I have moments to kills myself, things that even my bullies wouldn't spell, yet I did them to myself.

Tries of leaving who I actually am, escaping the trials to life, being pushed back by people I can't tell who I really am.

These scars are pathways to the end but they show me who I was and who I am, they'll remain when no one else would, that's the reason I stare at them and want to add up more, so u won't be alone.

At night when I cry, I seem so vulnerable, my tough self breaking to its true form and it hurts to know I'm not happy even after trying I end up crying.

Once when I thought of giving up I didn't see a thing or a one, u simply knew I wanted it, yet I'm a breathing example of death can't be forced but simply nature of rules implied.

It would've been alright but I keep my feelings to myself even when I know what's best cause I know I'll hate myself, if someone who does care would have left, not that I'm not used to, or feel use less, I want to try for once, to show I'm worth it.

And I'll keep trying till you know you're worth. It's not as low as your self esteem shows cause you're so beautiful and it hurts to see you ache.

You're blossoming  beauty from within.

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