Happiness is real only when it is shared and the best way to multiply happiness is to share with others...

Here Im to share my happiness with you all...

Very happy to inform you all that this story "Lost my Shadow" has won the First Prize in Best Fantasy Story in Abhigya Awards 2018...

Thanks to everyone who have voted for this story and made it possible...

Dedicating this victory to every single reader of this story...

So as a sort of thanksgiving, Im going to add 5 more chapters to this story... So this story will have a maximum of 15 chapters....

Hope you all like my return gift and expecting all your support in this regard...

Here is the certificate of appreciation from Abhigya awards...

Here goes with the cover page with the winning sticker...

Thanks once again for all the love and support and expecting it to continue further too....

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Coming back to our story...

I wonder why all felt that the doctor is saying for abortion .. Its the doctor who said that its needed for pragya to get pregnant soon as she has some complications in her health...

Even abhi is being indirectly forced to show his love in the form of lust to protect and save pragya from her complications... You will know the problem of pragya in detail when the story progress...

No worries okay... There won't be any abortion and the baby will be born safely... Happy everyone...

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Warning: Read at your own risk...

Strictly no bashing is allowed...

Text in bold italic: Past incidents...

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The accusing gaze of sid is killing Aaliya to the core and she is feeling guilty for hiding this big matter from him... Aaliya looks away not able to bear the murderous look of sid indirectly telling her that she has betrayed him completely...

Aaliya's eyes welled up as she can't explain her situation to sid and she doesn't know what will be sid's response to it...  But she knows pretty well that she has to stay strong to face everything now as everything came on limelight....

Aaliya can't stand there anymore... She knows that she is answerable to sid immediately and his gaze conveys her that he needs proper explanation for everything...

Rather, aaliya has no time to give her verdict and she has to rush up knowing well that its an emergency... If not she would not got a call from the person all of a sudden....

Aaliya knows very well that if she didn't give answer to sid properly, sure there is going to be a big drift in their relationship but she has to rush up as more than her happy love life, she has to show her gratitude at that time....

Aaliya takes a deep breath and is about to move from there not bothering about Sid's looks... But sid holds her hand tightly and pulls her hardly and glares at her angrily not at allowing her to move an inch too...

Aaliya: Sid... Please .. Try to understand... Its an emergency... Please leave me... I've to go now....

Sid: How dare you aaliya 😡😡😡😡.... I didn't expect this from you... You have hid a biggest thing from me and acted pretty well before all na... Great going... What a brilliant actress you are aaliya...

Iv never suspected you, all these years and you played really a fair game na.... wah.... Wah... What a performance... Mind blowing... Im a fool to believe all your acting... Kudoos and hats off to your briliant acting.... Superb 👏👏👏👏👏

Aaliya closes her eyes in pain as not only sid's words are hurting her rather his hold is piercing her skin like a weapon...

Aaliya: Please sid... Let's talk about this later... I've to go soon... will tell you everything in detail why Ive done all this... Don't look at me like this sid...

I didn't meant to hide anything from you.... But the situation demands it... Please .. 😭😭😭😭.... Leave me... I need to go now...

Sid: Aaliya 😬😬😬😬.... Im not going to leave you anywhere before you explain me everything...

Aaliya: Alright... You are hell adamant right... If I didn't reach there soon, two lives will be gone forever... Is that okay for you??? Remember, if anything happens to their lives, I will never forgive you...

Sid: Wah... Wah... What a performance... You did everything but you are threatening me as if im at fault... Great.... Ashamed of myself as I've loved a girl like you...

Aaliya: Please sid... Its not time to discuss all these... Lets settle our scores later... Leave me now... I beg you...  😭😭😭😭.... I'm helpless... I need to go now.. please....

Sid: Okay... Then I'm also coming with you.... Let me question you and your so called partner, why all these dramas and all...

With no other  choice left, Aaliya took Sid along with her, praying to god that nothing wrong should happen till she reaches the place.....

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Abhi is staring at his fuggy who is sleeping without bothering about anything.... Hot tears rolls from abhi's eyes uncontrollably as he can't see his wife pragya in the devastated state....

Abhi is not in a state to bear all these... He feels suffocated as each passing second is like a living hell for him... He want to scream aloud and cry hard and can go to any extreme and to fight with anyone to bring back his fuggy to him...

But abhi can't do anything right now as indirectly he is the biggest culprit who is a reason for pragya's state... If he would have controlled his temper at that helpless moment, he would have never been pushed themselves to a living hell...

Hot tears rolls from abhi's eyes non stop and he looks at pragya longingly when she will open her eyes... Abhi lays down near pragya and keeps his head in the crook of her neck to feel her presence with him assuring him that his fuggy is still alive and will come bck to him soon..

Slowly abhi reminds the past incidents of his life with his fuggy in their love paradise...

⏪⏪⏪⏪⏪ Back....

After the drastic death of their parents, abhi and pragya entered their love paradise which has two bedrooms.... Though pragya badly begged abhi that she will stay only in his room, abhi denied that its wrong to sleep together in the same room before marriage ...

Abhi transformed himself from a carefree and chirpy guy to a matured and bold person... Abhi mentally prepared him in such a way that he has to face the bad world and fight against all the odds....

Moreover, abhi has the responsibility of pragya too along with him... Though they are of similar ages, it's always said by their parents that abhi has to take care of  pragya in all ways and he has to protect her from all endangers....

Abhi loved pragya so much and he always treated her like his queen and his wife from their childhood itself... He used to share his everything with her and if she wishes for anything, he will make sure that she will get it with all his might....

Pragya being a naughty brat always believed that abhi is her husband only and she argues and fights with her parents, why she is not wearing mangalsutra and kumkum like her mother Priya and abhi's mother Radha, when she is of 7 years itself....

Whenever Pragya needs anything, the first person she conveys it will be Abhi only and its always Abhi, who has to talk to their parents on behalf of his fuggy and made sure her naughty and silly demands to get fulfilled....

Abhi with a heavy heart mentally prepared himself to stay strong for his fuggy and to give her all the happiness she deserves... While pragya built a big wall beneath her and trying to suppress her feelings and sorrows by making her to be more crazy than she used to be....

Abhi is not aware that pragya is having a mental trauma and he fakely believed that pragya is back to her crazy form and is getting normal... Abhi never known that his carelessness in noticing his fuggy's behavior is going to be one of the biggest culprit for their separation one day....

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One fine day,

Abhi is busy in cooking pragya's favourite food... He is deeply engrossed in cooking the food as its time for his fuggy's dinner and he is rushing up as his fuggy won't bear hunger... Abhi is in his sleeveless tshirt n trousers and is cooking food...

All of a sudden, A big thud sound is heard from the living room and a loud screaming of pragya shouting abhi's name aloud... Abhi is completely startled to hear the sound and he panicks and rushes out after switching off the stove...

Abhi frozes in shock as he spots his fuggy laying down on the floor lifeless.... Abhi runs and checks for her breathe but he is shocked as pragya is not at all breathing and laying down lifeless...

Abhi starts to press her heart with force to make her to regain her breathe.... He rubs her legs and hands vigorously, which had become very cold all of a sudden....

Abhi starts to sweat too hard, as he can't tolerate if anything happens to his fuggy... Pragya is the only relation he had for himself and she is his heart beat... He doesn't know how can he survive without his Pragya and he cant forgive himself, if anything happens to her...

Abhi takes a deep breath and bends down to give CPR to pragya to bring back her breath.... Abhi blinks his eyes, as he couldn't register what's  going on....

Abhi stopped to breathe too, not able to understand what is happening and his throat got stucked all of a sudden as instead of giving CPR, a different thing is happening, without his control and  knowledge....

Abhi regains his composure and moves away with full force as he is hell angry on seeing pragya's teasing smile and naughty antics and a silly prank to get kiss from him...

Though Abhi is hell furious on Pragya for playing such a sick joke with him and hurting him badly,   Abhi didn't said Pragya anything as he can't hurt his fuggy and make her cry for anything....

He hurriedly gets up from the place without saying a word and rushes to the kitchen to arrange for the dinner... Abhi's eyes is overflowing uncontrollably, as he is completely hurted by Pragya's behaviour...

Abhi knows that pragya has done just a prank to get her kiss as he strictly warned her to study properly and also banned her from kissing him unless and until she gets good marks in exams.... He also threatened her that he won't kiss her till she got her first rank again....

But Pragya being a crazy girl is in a mission to get her kiss at any cost and she played with Abhi without minding the consequences and Abhi's pale face, pricks her heart to the core...

She feels really bad on seeing Abhi's sad face and she knows very well that only she can make her Abhi to be back to normal again....

Abhi fills Pragya's plate and calls her to have food, as if a hostel warden is calling the students to finish the food in time... Pragya rushes like an obedient student and sits in Abhi's laps and holds him tightly, begging for his mercy...

She forcibly makes Abhi to look at her and she kisses his nose asking him to forgive her for the mistake and promised that she won't repeat her mistake ever again ... But Abhi takes a deep breath not to lose his temper at all and keeps mum without saying anything....

Pragya: I'm so so sorry Abhi... I didn't meant to hurt you... Please forgive me na... I'm sorry... If you didn't accept my apology, I'm not going to have anything....

Abhi in a stern voice: pragya... Have your food and go and sleep... My mood is completely off... I don't want to hurt you by getting angry on you... So, get up and do as I said...

Pragya: I hate you, Abhi... I hate  you... How dare you to call me Pragya 😬😬😬😬😬.... So now I have become pragya to you na... Not your fuggy right...

Do hell with your food... 😠😠😠😠.... I don't want anything....  Let me die rather than having this food....

Why are you going to care for me... 😡😡😡... You too don't need me right... Eat .... eat...  I don't mind... Damn this name, Pragya... I hate my name, if it comes from your mouth.... 😬😬😬😬

You stubborn , thick headed man... Fill your tummy nicely... I'm not going to eat anything... I hate you... I hate you.... I hate you to the core 😬😬😬😠

Pragya stomps her feet in anger and runs to her room and closes the door with a big thud as if making the door to break into pieces ...

Abhi takes a deep breath to calm himself and  he badly needs some time to compose him, not to lose his cool self ... He eats his food silently to gain his energy to coo his angry fuggy...

After sometime, abhi enters pragya's room which is filled only with the photos of their happy moments... Abhi's lips curved to a smile as pragya is wearing Abhi's T-shirt and is hugging Abhi's photo and is pretending, as if she is sleeping...

Abhi chuckles and forcefully pulls Pragya to get up... He feeds Pragya much to her protest and slowly explains her not to attempt such stunts, as its hurting him so much...

Pragya too apologized to abhi for her silly behaviour but abhi is not aware of the fact that he is going to face a lot of craziness from his fuggy very soon....

Abhi comes out of his trance as he heard the shreiking sound of the door bell... He knows very well who might it be... Abhi caress pragya's head and kisses her forehead lovingly and walks out hoping that she will wake up soon....

He gasps in shock to see the uninvited guest outside the door but abhi didn't said anything and invites them inside with a professional manner.... There was a complete tension prevailing in the room as no one is ready to talk anything...

The air inside the room is getting harder and harder but abhi has to come back to normal all of a sudden as he heard a shreiking shrill of pragya 's crying voice which hits his ear drums very badly....

Abhi rushes inside the room without minding the guests.... He panicks to see the sweaty face of pragya who is sitting and crying uncontrollably clutching her knees and caressing her baby bump....

Abhi runs and hugs Pragya tightly in his embrace, assuring her that he is with her always.... He pats her back to calm her down and is murmuring something in her ear....

Hot tears were rolling from their eyes and they are washing out their hard times in each others embrace.... But they were not aware that they can't stay together like this, as their fate is very cruel on them.....

So, what's going to happen next???

Who called Aaliya and why sid is hell angry on her????

Who are the uninvited guests who entered Abhi's house ??? Is it purab and bulbul???

Will it be possible for pragya to forget those hurtful words n pains given by abhi and to be back to him????

Keep guessing and stay tuned...

As usual came up with a long update of 2700+ words...

Sorry for typo errors and mistakes, if any....

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Catch you all soon....

Yours cliffy buddy,

CRAZYMAHIZ

signing off...

Will be

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Sayanora...