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It was her diary

The diary she wrote poems about BaekHyun. The diary she wrote love letter for BaekHyun, love letters she never gave to him. The diary where she wrote her feelings for him.

But most importantly....

The diary she lost when she was in the same college as BaekHyun... and Shin-young

What was it doing here, after so many years? How did it end up here? What was actually happening? She lost that diary so long time ago.. she totally forgot about its existence in the first place. Without a second thought, Eunmi rushed to BaekHyun's room, carefully knocking on the door, afraid not to wake up Eunji.

''Yes?'' BaekHyun opened the door smiling, but his smile soon disappeared when he noticed the diary in Eunmi's hands.

''Where.. where is this from? Where did you get this?'' Eunmi's voice was shaking.

''I... it is a long story, so you better sit down''

Flashback

''WHAT IS THIS?'' BaekHyun yelled while looking through the diary he just found in one of Shin-young's boxes while they were moving into their new apartment.

''BaekHyun.. let's finish unpacking first then...'' Shin-young started but was soon cut off

''Cut the crap. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?'' BaekHyun's anger was growing the more he was looking through the diary. A lot of things written there were so familiar. Too familiar.

''It.. it is a diary, as you can see'' Shin-young tried to calm her husband down.

''DON'T FUCKING SASS ME'' BaekHyun screamed once again.

''But... i didn't sass you'' Shin-young whispered, being more afraid of BaekHyun each second. She never wanted BaekHyun to find that diary ever. She should have burned it right after their wedding.

''THAT'' BaekHyun pointed at a page from the diary ''THAT IS THE SAME LETTER YOU SENT ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY WHILE WE WERE IN COLLEGE'' BaekHyun couldn't believe his eyes, and to prove it, he went to the box where he had some of his stuff. ''HERE. IT. IS. THE. FUCKING. SAME. EVERY SINGLE LETTER IS THE SAME'' he said (yelled) while reading the letter and what was written in the diary at the same time.

''Baek..'' Shin-young was in deep trouble. She left the apartment for 5 minutes to go and buy 2 bottles of beer for the pizza they ordered, only to come back seeing BaekHyun with that damn diary in his hands, reading it. Shin-young knew that mistake will cost her... a lot.

''What.. what kind of friend are you? That's why you begged me to date secretly, to hide our relationship from the others? So Eunmi won't find out?'' BaekHyun's voice wasn't as high as before, since he was trying to calm down.

''Yes...'' Shin-young sighed. There was no point in denying what she did. That would make things between her and BaekHyun even worse.

''You are.. horrible. Not only did you hide it from her, you used what she wrote in her diary to get me? That's so fucking low of you'' BaekHyun's words where full of venom.

''You.. you were starting to fall for her! I loved you before she came!'' Shin-young yelled back

''That's no fucking excuse for what you did. Not only did you do Eunmi dirty, you lied to me too. Let me guess, i will find your wedding vow written in her diary long before we got married too?''

''Let's forget about it. EUNMI LEFT THE SECOND WE ANNOUNCED OUR WEDDING. She left us behind''

''THIS IS NOT ONLY ABOUT HOW MUCH OF A SHITTY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND YOU WERE, BITCH'' BaekHyun yelled, and Shin-young could feel herself crying. She expected BaekHyun to be mad, but she didn't expect him to call her like that, especially since she was pregnant with their child.

BaekHyun was mad. He was mad at himself, even if he had no fault in this. He and Shin-young were friends for a long time, and he didn't expect her to lie like this. But he was mad that he didn't listen to his heart. If he had ignored Shin-young's confession, things wouldn't go that far.

''BaekHyun... forget about it... we are a family now. We are going to have a child'' Shin-young couldn't let some insult get herself down.

''So you ask me to live my life with someone that has been lying to me even before our relationship started?'' BaekHyun looked at Shin-young, then back at the diary in his hand.

''Then what are you going to do about the baby?'' Shin-young replied. She knew BaekHyun hated her, and that will hate her forever since he knows the truth now, but she knows he won't leave her because of the baby. Her question didn't took him off-guard, though.

''We are going to divorce. And the baby will stay with me.'' BaekHyun left the apartment, slamming the door shut.

End of the Flasback

''So.. that's how i found out. Since that day i haven't seen that diary. I thought that she threw it or burned it or whatever to get rid of it'' BaekHyun sighed, finally finishing his story.

''But.. she was dying. Isn't that why she came to me? She asked me to come here and help you'' Eunmi was confused. Something wasn't making sense in this whole story.

''That's what she told you?'' BaekHyun raised an eyebrow.

''Yes...'' Eunmi sighed. All Shin-young did was pathetic. But could she be that pathetic to act as if she was dying?

''Well... i can prove it to you that she is fine. The only disease she could suffer from is craziness'' BaekHyun sat up from the bed and started searching for something.

''There.. read this'' he gave Eunmi a paper. Well.. a letter

Dear ''husband''

(well, ex-husband since your damn lawyer father got our divorce)

First of all.. awwwww you named our daughter Eunji. Why does this name sound so similar? And you said i am the pathetic one, yet you named our child after someone that left you behind.

Anyway, i will give you some space. But i want to do an experiment before. I am heading to Japan in order to talk to Eunmi. I want to ask her to come back to you. Why i want to do so? Just to make you realise the mistake you made when you wanted our divorce. If she doesn't show up, you should know that she is over you, so you should get over her too.

But if some miracle makes her decide to come to you, then i can guarantee that the only thing you will realise is that you two aren't made for each other. And not only you will regret wanting her back and giving our daughter a name similar to her name, but you will also want me back.

Try not to get her pregnant. Who knows, maybe you will find some dirty secrets about her right after, just like you did when i was 8 months pregnant.

xoxo

''What.. the hell?'' Eunmi was shocked. She thought Shin-young was petty when she decided to hide her relationship with BaekHyun. She thought Shin-young was so low to get BaekHyun, while using all the things Eunmi wrote into her diary. Eunmi wrote all her feelings for BaekHyun in that diary. She wrote him love letters there. She wrote all the things she wished to tell him there. One night, she was so drunk and sad, she wrote a draft of her wedding with BaekHyun vow. BaekHyun finding this out was embarrassing enough.

But Shin-young going so far to coming to Japan, acting as if she is dying, only to do even more damage to Eunmi's life, that was a new level of low. She didn't even know how to call that.

''Yes.. now i am confused too. She went too far with everything. We should watch our back.. who knows what else is she planning?'' BaekHyun sighed, taking his phone, sending some text messages.

''Who are you sending texts to?'' Eunmi curiously asked. BaekHyun's life wasn't any of her business, since they weren't a couple. But the curiosity talked before her brain did.

''ChanYeol and the other boys. They already knew about the diary, but i think they would be interested in the new lie Shin-young told''

''Oh.. you still to each other?''

''Yeah, sure. You know what? We should all go out one night. I will talk to my mom to take care of Eunji''

''Sure, why not? I haven't seen nor talked to the boys in years. A reunion would be nice'' Eunmi smiled. ''But... BaekHyun, can i ask you something?''

''Uhm... ok go ahead''

''Why did you give your daughter the name Eunji?''

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A/n : so here we have the 3rd chapter ♥

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