Inspired by Doc Luben
14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes

Kind of my own little take on his poem

17 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes

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1. Its not really a surprise now, is it?

2. Do you remember that one night in October. We laught until we couldn't breath anymore, our stomachs sore from all the exercise. Lately I asked myself how could we ever top that?

3. I never thought I would really do it. Neither did you or my mum I suppose...

4. Flowers aren't really my thing. Just wanted to let you know.

5. I would love to see the look on your face right now.

6. Tonight I will look up at the sky and think of you. Hopefully you will do the same someday too.

7. Do you ever just stop and think about what the next step is going to be? I mean, I am sitting here right now writing this and of course I have an approximate idea of what's happening next but still. What is the next step exactly?

8. I am paying for Netflix next month, doesn't matter what way whatsoever this is ending, don't worry.

9. We never finished Sherlock, you know.

10. I still want that copy of  'Song of Achilles' back i gave you 9 month ago and which you promised me you would read. Now you are kind of forced to do so anyway I guess. Good.

11. I always imaged us growing old together. Side by Side and yelling at the kids that pass by our front yard.

12. I am still not sure if all of this isn't a mistake. Maybe I will regret this later.

13. You are probably asking yourself right now who the hell still writes letters in 2021. We both know I am a bit old-school at times. And my phones was dead.

14. On the second page i wrote down my recipe for the perfect Pb&J. (The secret is a shit ton of the Pb and the right bread)

15.Sorry, for always stealing your fries.

16. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me.

17. I should have done all of this in person. I know that. But I just never had the guts to do so. I was too scared. I am scared of a lot of thing but all that is going to change now.