For a long time I thought sarcasm with the wrong timing would be my death sentence. I never know when to just shut the fuck up. My tongue quicker than my will to live. Faster then the survival part of my brain. 

But I was wrong. I always was.

It is going to be blind faith that will cost me my life. Which is funny, because I left religion because I thought it to be stupid to have this blind trust into something. But it is not going to be blind faith in any kind of god that will be my downfall but the faith I have in a few human beings. Because there are some people out there - not many, I could count them on one hand - that I would trust without second thought. And I am not sure what that says about me.