The first time someone told me I could not post 'stuff like this' I was 12. And I did not understand why. Why was a picture on the beach in a barbie bikini so bad? I just wanted to show my friends how fun my vacation was. They did not need to know I cried every night in that foreight country. I figured it was because of my body. And I almost got it right. I thought I had to delete it because my body was to big to show someone. I did not look pretty like all my other girlfriends to be seen like that. I did not understand back than that my bodytype was not the problem. But the men that did not care about that or my age.