Jinxx POV
"So Jinxx, what happened?"
Andy asks.

"What do you mean?"
I ask not caring as I start playing 'Resurrect The Sun' to drown out Andy's voice.

I know what your thinking: but you'd still be listening to Andy's voice. I know, but song for Andy I like.

"Downstairs."
Andy says answering my question of what he meant.

"I had a flashback."

"Are you alright?"
Andy asks.

"I don't know any more."
I say laying back on the bed.

"What happened to you before you came to live with the band and I?"

"Lots of things, Andy."
I tell him.

"Can you tell me?"

"No."
I say plainly.

"Jinxx, we have to make this better."
Andy says.

"No we do not."

"How come?"

"Because I don't matter."
I say.

"Of corse you matter! Your my son! I care about you Jinxx."
Says Andy.

I get scared and back away. I run up to another room with Andy yelling behind me.

"Jinxx, get back down here now!"
Andy screams.

'I wanna cut.'
I think to myself.

I get to the bathroom, and cry.
I grab my pins and cut my left arm. 'Why was Andy yelling at me like that!'
I think.

I head back to my room brushing past Andy scraping his shoulder against my own, and close the door.

'He must not want me, I'll fuck'n leave then! If he really does think I'm his son, he'll come find me.'
I think.

I grab my bag, throw my stuff into it, and just as I'm climbing out onto the roof about to slide down, there's a nock at my door, and a soft voice behind it.

The nock comes again.

"Jinxx?"
Andy calls.

I drop my bags on the floor and slowly walk toward my door for fear that Andy might hit me.

I open the door only to find Ashley, Jinxx, CC, and Jake right behind Andy.

'Are you trying to get me in trouble Andy!'
I think to myself.

"Jinxx, what were you doing?"
Ashley asks.

I'm quiet.

"Why is your window open?"
CC asks.

"Jinxx......"
Jake says in a weird tone as Andy crosses his arms over his chest.

"Were you gonna run away Jinxx?"
Andy asks.

I don't answer him.

"Jinxx?"
CC calls.

"Yeah."
I say with my head down, as I sit on my bed.

Jake closes the window, and Andy and Jinxx sit on both sides of me.

"I'm sorry I yelled. I won't do it anymore. I promise Jinxx."
Andy says holding out his hand for a fist bump. I give it to him.

"He's good guys. Thank you."
Andy says like those are the magic words because as soon as they're spoken, the rest of the band leaves the room.

"Jinxx. Can you please tell me what happened. Please. I just want to help you."
Andy says.

"It's a long story."
I tell him.

"I've got time kiddo."

I sigh.
"My biological father...... sexually assaulted me....a couple times. He raped me. He physically, sexually, and emotionally abused me. So as a result I started cutting my arm."
I tell Andy lifting my sleeve.

Andy is quiet, and he just hugs me tight. I kinda liked Andy. He, he was beginning to be like a father to me.

"I'm so, so, so, so sorry Jinxx. I had no idea. If you need anything please let me know. Okay?"
Andy says softly.

I smile slightly, nod my head, and brush the hair out of my eyes.
Andy hugs me.

"I was kidnapped, and threatened to, Andy."
I think he should know.

"I'm sorry about that kiddo. How can the band and I help you?"
Andy asks.

"Please don't hurt me. Show me love, kindness and compassion. I have never felt it before Andy. I do not like people Andy."
I tell him.

"We will fix that, don't you worry. Of corse Jinxx. I love you....."

I look at Andy.

"Too soon?"
Asks Andy.

"Yeah."
I say.

"Sorry."

"It's fine Andy."🏴