Being without you feels like hell

All I can do is retreat into my shell

My heart feels things my mouth can not tell

I wish you could know what's inside of me

What makes me want to no longer be

I hurt so bad but won't let you see

It seems like you wouldn't even care

I feel things I dare not share

I just deal with life even it's so hard to bare

I thought we would be together forever

What happened between us I thought would never

Being without you is something I didn't want to have to do ever