Surrounded by a cocoon of soft, warm, fuzzy blankets protecting me from the real world while I sleep.
The birds just awaking up and chirping 'good mornin' new day' song. Searching for food for there young , leaping of branches to soar in the sky. the branches sway in the wind ,every now or there rubbing against a window that's shut and 'Granger Blue' (Royal Blue) curtains and white shades barely open to let the new morning light reach for a girl that feels broken, but still strong , hidden in blankets.
The girl snuggles more deeper in her blankets ,afraid to wake up and see she still has nothing of her family.
"Creek!" Goes the door that separates her and the adopted family. A dark brown , almost black eyed and black girl walks in to jump on the bed to shake the girl that hides.
"Wakey, wakey! The sun shining! The birds are chirping , and we need to get ready to go to school!"
The golden , dirty blonde, haired shrinks not letting go of the half sleep that fills her nights.
"Come on! We got band practice for the concert!" Sig songs the dark haired one. this goes for a few seconds till the golden one finally let's go of the half sleep that covers the wounds that don't show.
"Fine I'm up." The golden one says stretching for the sky that's covered by the ceiling. taking a breath that had a brief wift of sausages ,toast , and eggs.
"Okay I'm up . now please, let me get dressed, Lora."
"Okay ", Lora turns to leave and the gold hair falls back to sleep ," but don't you dare go back to sleep Laroara!"
"Urg! Fine!" Laroara grumbles jumping perfectly out of bed while Lora frowns wondering how her friend can do that while still being sleepy. Lora leaves to let the girl change.
Laroara walks to the pile of jeans that are clean that fit, to pick the dark blue jean with a faded pattern. then to a drawer to get a tank top and a bra and changes to those to then go to grab a random shirt from a pile of clean and throws it over her head to put it on. walks to the bathroom to brush her teeth and walks back to her room to grab socks, her flute case, and her bookbsg.
Soon she lazily marches down the stairs to see her adopted family of 2 older sons, one girl her age ,and a pair of loving, caring couple that smile bright from sunrise to sunset to moonrise to moonset and over again. Eating breakfast that is sausages, eggs, and toast that the dad made. The 2nd oldest brother looks up to frown. "why that shirt?"
Laroara looks to her horror was a low cut, tight bright pink shirt that belonged to lora.
"I grab a random shirt after Lora wouldn't let me go back to sleep", laroara explained while glaring at Lora at the end, then drop her things to run up the stairs to her room. the shirt was so tight that it showed every curve that it can show, which is alot. laroara has a curvy body ,but hates to show it. Also the cut is so low that if she wasn't wearing a tank top it would show a terrible about to show. How can Lora wear these?
She threw the thing as if it was poison trying to kill her. Then to look in the closet and the pile to find a old t-shirt that she used to wear a lot. It has a fuzzy looking blue main color with a cartoon owl saying "It's owl good." She also grabs the black boots that look like combat boots, and brown jacket that she forgot.
Soon the family is all together, exact the little girl who still in elementary who already left to catch the bus, and looking around you can see that every child looks different because there not related ,all adopted.
Laroara gets the toasts and then tears the log saugages in to small bites and puts it on the toast and as well with the well done egg, that's not to flowy or to gooey yellow part. so that she can eat breakfast more quicker and anyway she used to do that all the time before her father lost it.
She grab the medicine next to her plate for her ADHD and threw it in her mouth then swallowing it whole with chocolate milk. then countuing her breakfast.
Hopefully this will be a good day.
Alright so I have sectional bonding time after school. So I'll just hang out in the band room with everyone else. Like Jina did before she moved back to Korea. I wish I could be as a good section leader like her. Why did she have to leave ? She was like one of my friends that I could really trust . she knew more about me then anyone else did.
"Hey, are you okay?" I look up to see concern , meadow green eyes looking at me with brown messy hair.
Laroara thought of what to say. She could say 'a lot better' but she'll have to explain what about before , so she said the logical think to say.
"Yeah of course I'm okay. I just a little tired." she smile , but her eyes just barely joined in it, they felt to much other things to make the lie again.
The boy sighed knowing it was the only answer he'll get.
So he went to the normal routine wondering how he'll get her to open up to him and think of him of a brother ,not a friend in a house to hide things from. He usually get the kids that come live with them to trust them. They all thought of them as the big brother. She's the first to be so guard ,and not trusting anyone, that she will not let anyone know how she feel , what she hides, what it was like , nothing of her past in detail.
She'll be like nothing happen, she is stronger then the others that comes here. That's for sure. She keeps going on like nothing happen. Of you never meet her ,know who she is, or her past you'll think there is nothing wrong. When the news of what her father did to his daughter that survived, everyone was so shocked. She gave no signs of what happened they thought ,but afterwards he thought back and realized that she did give signs. nothing big that her father would realize ,but not small enough that would not go so it would go unnoticed.
He was the most impressed about her strength, courage, heart, and determination.
Even though she never told she wasn't really a coward , she was trying to get her father to change back to normal.
She never let her spirit to really die, though it did fade a little.
She still helped others ,even when they didn't believe she understood or was going to make fun of them or just what ever she thought.
She never let her heart to die.
She didn't give up on people that she claimed friends, even when they gave up on her or was using her or being rude to her.
She has a true golden heart that others over look ,but wish they could find.
He thought before getting up taped her on the shoulder lightly, with care. not wanting to hurt her wounds she hide under a jacket. He knew what she felts like, he knew how strong ,willing hiding , and use to it she had to be to not feel or not to flinch to the pain that it causes. he knew why she hide it, because he did the same

"It's time for school ,come on I'll give you ride." he spoke softly. His thought went to his past and didn't know how she could be so strong, while he fell and weakened at the same thing.