Laroara
Pain. a feeling of my back skin ripping apart by a wiry rope. the slash of skin by a blade. My cries and yells for help never answered. My lungs heave. My heartbreaking and beat way to fast for its own good. It aches for some hope that doesn't exist and never will.
Or so I thought
My life is hell.
No love
No caring
No "hello"s, "hey"s, "howdy"s, or any other way of 'hello's.
I never thought my life could get better
"Tell me why I shouldn't kill you worthless sh*ty b*tch!!!!" My so call loving beast of a 'father' yells at me continuing my torture with the whip of iron strong steel.
What did I ever do to deserve this? I only ask if I could help at the soup kitchen in town in town. I would only be an hour late to get home but it would only take an few minutes to make dinner.
"Your just too selfish,arrogant for your own good I need you to get me food and clean the house!" Suddenly the whip hit the arm he broke. I cried out I could barely keep the bone shattering scream that was fight to rise from my throat but held it to being selfish and cause him in trouble.
After I swallowed my scream and heartbeats I say, " I'm sorry father I'll try harder." I couldn't keep my voice even and earned a a whipped that hissed and seemed like it continued going threw my mouth. then a sharped blade going right over the mark of my mistake.
I couldn't fight the scream anymore and it won. I could feel all my air from my lungs going threw my throat to my mouth in the scream that said like a dieing animal.
I felt like my heart. every inch of skin was pounding in unison beating every second. I guess I do deserve this. After all I did burn some of the pancakes this morning, a hair scratch on my car, late to homeroom by 3 minutes, I accidentally ran in to a guy (he caught me before I fell and he put his fingers on my back where my whippings from 2 days ago were healing and they opened and sent pain. I almost blow my carve. no one would care if I was alright. My father had to be telling me the truth and doing what was right, right? The guy panicked why I was hissing in pain wonder what he did. I just said 'I was running and fell on concrete scraping my side and it was still heal and I was alright. he was going to say something but the bell rang so I went to my next class), I made a B on a language arts test, I didn't let someone in front of me when I was right about to get my food, and I thought I was making friends but my father said 'they guest pity me and doing charity and I shouldn't get in there way or waste there time'. I suddenly I couldn't feel my back and every thing went black.

I heard a beep beep in a steady past and a people talking. I can't believe I was being selfish but I listened I knew I was going to get a beating for it but I felt like I should listen.
"...Poor girl. I could have ever guest this girl suffered this much of abuse and was still so kind, selfless, and caring. But I always knew something was wrong cause every now and then she would have trouble walking or even to put her bookbag on. it look the most painful thing in the world. she never deserves this." I wonder who there talking because I not selfless or kind.
"I know she would always come to me at the community garden and help me. She would always have to go after an hour. She always was panicked saying apologies and run home. I always wondered why but know I know. God only knows how much she suffered." Okay maybe there talking about me.. that has to be Mrs. B I loved helping her and hearing her stories I wish I could be as kind as her.
"I can't believe a man would do this to his daughter who did nothing wrong"
"Is she going to be okay?" Wasn't that the voice of the boy in the hall I ran in to and was my neighbor?
"Guys I think her eyes move!" I relieved voice of a girl says.
"Laroara it's okay to wake up no ones going to hurt you." a calming voice says.
" I open my eyes then close them after the shining light burned them the I slowly opened them till I can see I got up a felt a sharp pain from my back, but I ignored it " don't get up..." the calming voice says I looked at her she looks like a nurse.
She was stunned that I was sitting up and didn't care about the monstrous pain every where I my body.
"Why do you care? No one ever cares for me cause I'm a selfish, annoying brat, that just takes up to much space. I'm sorry of bothering you.i should go." I signed try to get up of the bed but 2 things happened
1) I was gently pushed back down
2) my skin felt like it was about to tear off.
3) everyone gasp like I was a saying something wrong
4) everyone sound that wasn't true.

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I shaken awake by lora. after my father was put in prison her family took me in and treated like there own child. they helped me realized that ever thing that my father said was a lie, exact the part where I was clumsy.

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Prophecy
One may cry
One may see the merciless whip
One shall see the worst betrayal
One shall be broken by words
One may long for a knife in there heart
One shall feel a whip that creates flames
One shall fell a burning snake of pain
One shall a tip of knife
One shall believe every word of a sick lie
Yet that one shall still find peace
Shall find kindness to all
Shall care for all
Shall know there lesson
Shall find happiness
A reason to smile
That one shall find friends
And once a trust is form a adventure begins