I was sitting in the waiting room. Kevin was getting operated. I was shit scared. So much was going on  inside my mind I mean...grandpa was in Mafia? He was Kevin's boss! Who did all of this to Kevin and why? Oh my god my brain is not processing anything. I thought of someone to call ...Mike... he would know. But I can't scare him and worry him that would be so selfish. I should call Chris but its his fashion show I don't want him to leave it and come here. Let it be, I am strong enough to handle all of this alone.

FEW HOURS LATER

The doctor came out and I ran upto him. My heart was beating so fucking fast it's unreal.

Me: "DOCTOR!! How is he??"

Doc: "Well, His heart is working but he is in coma. We never know when will he wake up. Its upto him now.... I am sorry.

Me: "Thank you sir...Can I meet him?"

Doc; "Yes, sure. Take care."

I can't stop myself, for some reason tears left my eyes and I rushed upto his room. I entered and saw him lay there on the bed unconscious. I went there and saw his face, took a chair from the corner and placed it near the bed and sat down. I held his hands and can't wait to tell him everything. How I felt, how I can never hate him, how I miss him so much and I can't lose him.

"Hi, you remember the time you used to trouble me... You bullied me...you made me feel so bad about myself and I still never hated you, I just never understood why would you do that to me and when I got to know everything that one night...I lost it. You become such a close friend of mine. I can't forgot how much fun we had, the truth is I started to fell in love with you. The truth is that no matter how much I try to hate you it just never happens. Yes it's true you did hurt me a lot. But it's also true that you made me happy like never before. Maybe that's why I was never able to forget you. Because I knew that I can never hate you. Yes, I gave you the place in my house because I do care and I will always do. Please Kevin don't leave me again. Come back for me. Please." I can't control my emotions it's just I...love...him

Fuck, I do love him.